Not Ustadz I (Unrevised)
15¹ Untaste

A row of words said to make one's ears become frozen, even his body only silently received one firm word from a beautiful girl full of confidence in front of him.

"No."

Without hesitation he answered the liking expression of a handsome man in front of him, he bitterly smiled catching the cold response of Misako. The girl who had been assessed for a long time had never noticed a serious relationship, the big wall seemed to be attached to limit their feelings. Tanaka's mouth froze, he couldn't say anything more.

"Sorry Tanaka-san, I'm not the type who wants a messy relationship like dating. I also have many reasons why I don't want to." Misako's words are interrupted by Tanaka.

"I promise to make you happy even to marry you is easy, after college! At least wait for me after college, later I will fight to be a doctor. Please.." Pinta Tanaka stared with a parched face.

Misako was still unmoved, she paused for a moment and then said the rejection sentence softly. "I'm sorry Tanaka-san, I can't. Besides I can't marry someone with a different faith than me, brother I don't want to be involved in a romantic relationship."

Tanaka just smiled resignedly, he retreated slowly then sat down near the cherry blossom tree. Misako looks at him expressionlessly, though seemingly indifferent but her heart is worried for Tanaka. Misako lowered her head to align with Tanaka's gaze.

"I'm not that perfect as Tanaka-san, I'm sure you can definitely look for a more perfect one than me. After this I have no problem with your treatment as long as it doesn't harm me, please treat everything as you wish Tanaka-san. Dah, I have to go home." Misako leaves Tanaka who is still petrified.

Misako walked down some stairs, on the last footing she stopped and sat down. His hands covered his face, he was biting under his lips with agitated legs. Misako does not expect to get recognition from senior brother who has helped her a lot, she feels their relationship will be stretched because of this.

"I am lonely again..." Misako muttered, her face was sad.

Misako controls her breath hunting due to nervousness, actually rejecting someone is not an easy thing. Especially when you want him not to be hurt by your words. Misako got up from her seat and left the place.

"May I not overdo it..."

While the still-freezing Tanaka lowered his head to the ground, those beautiful cherry blossoms were completely different from his current mood. He felt a pain that he had never felt before, even though he had rejected girls but his heart did not accept Misako's rejection. Imagining Misako's face makes her sad, how resolute Misako is when rejecting her feelings, even though her words are neatly arranged but her tone is full of confidence.

"You're the only girl I want, but if that's what you want then I can't do anything about it."

Tanaka looked at the sakura tree that was starting to drop its bungan with a weak look, he felt hopeless with his first love. Tanaka, who has never fallen in love with anyone else, eventually falls in love but turns out they are not destiny bound, though Tanaka's heart is still fixated on some expectations.

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Shindong's Hotel is one of the best hotels in Tokyo, many wealthy people are docked one or two nights at the place because of its expensive place. Various services are available, even underground secret places are available. Tonight Liam intends to stay for a few days before leaving for Seoul, he wants to watch his sister from afar because his eyes are still hesitant to look at his sister's face. He imagined his sister crying or disappointed with him who still could not tell the situation to others.

When the time shows at 19:00 PM, Liam has laid himself on the bed. For some time he did not sleep plus he had to visit his sister's place, although he had slept in the house of the sister but he thought to sleep longer in the hotel. Lately the nightmare hit him and swallowed his mind, he could not go to sleep and ended up spending his time working. Knowing around Tokyo he could sleep made him relieved and wanted to sleep more.

"I'm sleepy..."

Liam's eyes closed, while all of them felt dark and silent. Something like a needle walked towards him, piercing his gaze even though it did not hurt physically but his eyes felt heavy.

"T-no..."

Liam looked at a creature who was about to destroy his father from behind , his legs wanted to run blocking the creature but his body was restrained. Liam's eyes brimmed with tears, his wet cheeks with a look of despair.

"T-no dad..."

"NO!"

Liam took off the black grip attached to his leg and headed towards where his father was, he hugged him.

"No dad, Amanda still needs you..."

She was sobbing, but it was dark and her father disappeared from her hands. Just blood splattered on his hands, he looked around with a puzzled face.

["I hate you! "]

There was an outside voice of unknown origin. But he believes it's a female voice.

["This kid got us unlucky! I don't want to give birth to her."]

["Darling, please give birth to our child."]

"Dad..."

Several times the voices of quarrels that exist make Liam feel dizzy and finally choose to run away from the dream. He felt empty and did not believe in the dream, he thought all his father was wrong, he thought only his mother was watching him, he thought everything would be fine when his father died.

"Why did this happen to me. Hiks. I was tormented.."

Suddenly the setting changed again to become more real, the place became a cherry blossom expanse. Liam still did not dare to stare at anything due to the feeling of fear that ignited his heart, just then a woman grabbed his shoulders gently. She spoke some words meekly like a mother.

"Liam's... Please take care of my son yes, do not hurt him and hug him if lonely. He's a good boy, he can be bad to himself. Please don't let him be in pain again, Liam..."

Even though the woman had already revealed it, Liam still hesitantly looked at that face.

"Help her when you're scared, explain what problems you're having. I'm sure he'll understand and keep you calm... Are you going to keep looking down? Don't you wonder who that kid is?"

Slowly Liam raised his head to face the woman, he saw her shining face yet still in the shape of a beautiful face with a beautiful smile plus a cherry blossom background. He is like an angel of heaven.

"... What's the boy's name?" Liam had a serious face despite his doubts.

"Amanda..."

Hearing that answer made Liam shed tears, he had unwittingly hurt his sister by hiding his feelings. He felt bad for continuing to hurt his little sister.

"alright... I'll take care of him..."

"Thank you Liam.."

Seriate...