Not Ustadz I (Unrevised)
4. Sincerity of a person

..."Take it easy because everything will be fine, words that just pop out to calm the person I love even though everything is not okay." @doctorhoki_ ...

Nikle Havard Sharga, a cold, stiff-faced man who has a cute daughter like an angel. He loved his daughter very much even though he did not have a wife that made him have to play the role of a father and a mother.

Now he was surprised to see his son who began to grow up because for him Amanda was still a child, he was very timid and often confined himself because he did not have a mother. Therefore, Havard as a father sent his son to school with a home schooling program. But now that his son has even offered to attend public school, Havard is shocked by his daughter's changing attitude. He became more confident and active since his discharge from the hospital, a change that led Havard to investigate what happened at the time Amanda was admitted.

Now was dinner time and all the families gathered at one of the best restaurants in town, they looked serious even while scooping up the food.

"Amanda, I want to ask. Do you really want to hide your identity as my son? Did I make a mistake?" Ask the father with a worried face.

"Don't, I didn't mean that. After all it's just two months, after that I'm free to do what hehe." Reply Amanda casually.

"But this can't guarantee your safety." Reveal the father with a worried face.

"Amanda's a big dad, maybe he wants to try new things." Reply sister Amanda relax.

"Yes, I also want to live out of my comfort zone which is home hehe." Revealing Amanda innocently made her brother choke to cough, her father just gawked at the statement.

"What's? Can't! You are still Junior High" The brother insisted plus a nod of agreement from his father.

"Hehe, I'm just gonna stay in a boarding house near home. I want you to tighten up my pocket money as an exercise, I want to be a strong princess who isn't spoiled." Tell Amanda the truth.

"You're like this enough Amanda." The father's gentle words to his daughter.

Amanda lowered her head face down, her face disappointed.

"Well, I'm sorry dad. I'll obey if you don't let me."

The sound of holding back that was Havard's weakness, he felt powerless to hold back his worries but also unable to resist his son's request.

"All right, but I chose a place for you to stay. I'll set the monthly money as tight as possible but you'll have to keep eating nutritious, if you're sick you'll take you home." Firmly Havard while gently stroking his daughter's head

Instantly Amanda lifted her head, her eyes twinkling.

"Thank you so much dad!!" Shouted happily Amanda hugged her father.

'When the other children want to live like princesses, he wants to become commoners?' inner sister Amanda is upset.

"Why do you want to live so hard?" Ask Amanda's sister to make Amanda instantly speechless.

"Sister, I know a lot of people who want to be me. Always spoiled and given everything, but I have one belief if one day our finances falter and I am not strong maybe I will die quickly. So I just want to be a strong kid who tries hard for me without harming anyone else. Take it easy, brother, I won't trouble you." Reveal Amanda with her sweet smile melts her brother's heart.

"It__ (Tring! Tring!)" Haven't had time to reply to her sister, Amanda's phone rang.

"So soon, I'll pick you up, brother, father." Amanda said in a nod from her father and her brother.

As Amanda walked out of the room, Amanda's father and sister actually let out a heavy sigh.

"Astaghfirullah Liam, your brother why the hell?" The father rubbed his forehead.

"I don't know well, he's been weird since he got out of the hospital. I'm so worried." Liam opened a pack of cigarettes and gave the code to his father.

"Not smoking in a restaurant, Amanda's gonna be pissed." Refuse the father to make Liam re-insert his cigarette pack.

"Why are you paying more attention to Amanda now? Though you used to always be concerned about your different mother, do you now melt with her even though not one mother?" Havard leaned his body on the chair.

"I don't hate him anymore, because I know it wasn't his fault but our parents' fault. I love her because she's my only sister, she's the only girl I'm comfortable with after my mom dies." To be honest, Liam bribed a spoonful of Amanda's dessert.

It did not surprise Havard because Amanda did like to share her food even though cake was something she liked. Even though her brother finished his cake he would not get angry, and it made Liam used to eat his sister's food.

"Good, though I wonder why your cruel nature has changed at once." Reveal the father just as Amanda opens the door to their room.

Amanda looks better after picking up the phone.

"My friend."

"HUH?!"

_end_

[POV Amanda]

In the middle of my conversation with my brother and father suddenly my friend called, I was surprised to immediately say goodbye to lift it. I went to the park to sit down and greet a friend I hadn't seen in a long time.

"Hallo Alan, long time no see." My sap was quieted by him.

"..."

"Why are you silent?" I asked him who was answered by a cold voice full of alienation.

"My name is Matler Andrew, who gave you permission to call me Alan? You're not even an important person to me, dare." He was met with a crisp laugh from Amanda.

"Haha! Damn amnesia, we'll see you soon! Wait for me Alan!" Shouts reciprocate.

"Tung__(Click)" I haven't spoken yet, I cut it off unilaterally.

I smiled, my guess was not wrong. It turned out that the information Ian's secretary provided was reliable, I didn't expect it to be as accurate as my calculations. After this I will live a life at school that looks like hell to Amanda, but I am Amanda who has been reset.

"I'll finish what I need to finish." Ungkapku full of emphasis.

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In the room brother was watching me with a worried look from the end of the entrance. I had indeed tried to sleep on the bed but that gaze made me uncomfortable, I finally turned around to see the surprised expression of him rushing to leave.

"Wait for me, what's up?" I tried to scream a little.

His face looks pretty guilty, I feel like he's changed. In fact Liam was supposed to be a selfish older brother, he also wanted his sister dead.

"Sorry I woke you up. There's something I want to talk about." Revealing her in a soft tone, her steps drew closer towards me.

He stood beside my bed as if he needed my permission.

"Why is my brother standing?" I asked her a little wonder.

After I asked, he suddenly sat down beside me while gently stroking my head.

"What's up, brother?" I reduced my tone of voice.

"So, I'm not worried about you Amanda. Tomorrow you start school, I didn't expect it to be this big you are now." Reveal it with a sad expression.

"Sister, are you sorry that I'm an adult?" I tried to open up what I had neglected all this time.

"What do you mean Amanda?"

"Sister used to tell me that if I died, the world would feel more comfortable without me." I did not expect that my speech made the originally calm facial expression become tense. I don't care if he's angry because I don't think he's any higher than my old life.

"I regret (snift, hiks) I regret my past actions. I used to have the intention of killing all of my family out of annoyance, so I poisoned you with drugs and put you in a coma. I don't remember ever saying those words but I'm sorry." Revealing it while sobbing, I did not think this man had any malicious rumors about him.

I hugged her sincerely, my premonition saying to win her over immediately. Although sincerity is not something that can be easily formed by a vengeful soul.

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