Not Ustadz I (Unrevised)
18² I Want to Love Without Coercion

(Tring! The tring! Trin!)

My phone alarm went off at exactly 3:00 am, I grabbed it with the origin until it fell to the floor.

"Thighhhh!" A loud groan came out of my mouth, my hand trying to grab the phone that fell and then turned off the alarm.

After that I wake up to prepare breakfast, prepare provisions, do worship, and jog early in the morning. Seeing my life of peace makes me think like there is less, usually in the morning he is always bullied by two unusual people.

I ran around the public park five times, then I continued on a brisk walk up the stairs to my house followed by Mia, my cat. Don't forget I brought some food to give to street cats, I don't know what makes me happy when my pocket money is drained for them. Seeing them happy also makes me happy, because only they are able to overcome loneliness when there is no one beside me.

"Say brother wants to take me after school, do I have to play with brother before parting? I think big brother is pretty handsome, surely if you're still alive brother has been betrothed to a lot of young girls."

I like to make my complaints to cats, even though many say they can't help me. But for me they are part of my heart, after 6:00 am I take a shower and clean the house. At that moment I thought of something. "I didn't see Ryu? Kusamperin to his house aja ah~"

Ryu usually jogs with me, but lately we have been together since my brother came and some events hit me. We got busy with a lot of things, Ryu wrote the script and I was busy with the drama of my life. Hikari also went with her mother so we split up on our own.

"Mia~ I miss a lot of people... How's this?" I muttered with my cat.

I went to the house next door, looking silent without a sound. Knock the wooden door a few times but there is no response, usually Ryu will open the door after three beats. Finally I pressed the bell but still no response. "Did they all leave?"

As worry ran through my mind, I decided to call her.

["Ah! Hello, what is Misako... It's still morning."]

"Ah, I'm just worried because this morning my day is peaceful... Where're you?"

["Well have you missed us hmm... I'm at the hotel again, there's something I need to do. We'll meet at school."]

"Good~ see you at Ryuu school."

["Yes, be careful on the road."]

"Yes, you too..."

The call was over, and I felt relieved to know he was okay. But a little stuck in my mind, why am I worried about him huh? My inner. In the past few years I have always been with Ryu and Hikari but I feel like we have been close for a long time. Like family? Ah no way!  It's just because he's my friend..

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Raiden's family mansion, Ryu put down his phone while smiling. His heart pounded as soon as he ended the call with Misako, he looked out the window.

"What are you laughing at?" Asked someone behind her body, she looked like a beautiful princess.

"No." Answer Ryu briefly.

Ryu left the girl directly towards the bathroom, before he had any intention of ditching. But as soon as Misako called him, the intention was instantly dashed, he felt his good mood returning. I want to meet Misako, at least spend some time before...

Ryu sighed as if there was a burden on him, hoping to stay longer with Misako in Japan. If you're not in a hurry, I'm sorry... Misakou...

In Ryu's room, a girl named Airin stands facing the window. His large eyes looked outside in astonishment, the innocent girl looked comfortable yet her heart ached.

His hands were not long enough to grab the flower, making him give up. His eyes looked at Ryu's headphones lying on the table, again his heart ached.

"Who is Misako, is she prettier than me? Why are you smiling when you're with him?"

Her sweet face looked limp, she held her cheeks with her eyes closed. His mouth was grinned, the innocence of the face did not cover the cruel heart inside. I won't let anyone near Ryu! Only I can! Only I can be by his side!

"Water... Airin!"

Airin gasped to hear Ryu call her and being in front of her, she opened her eyes. "W-What's Ryu doing?"

Ryu grumbled in annoyance. "Get out of my room, you better lick my mom's dad but don't expect you to lick me."

Airin looked at Ryu with a contrived cute expression. "Ryu, what are you saying? I don't understand what you mean~"

Ryu was again upset. "You sneak into my room like a rat, go. I never agreed to get engaged to you, rat."

Airin put on an annoyed expression. "But if you don't get engaged to me your father's company will..."

Ryu smiled coldly. "I don't care... If I wanted to, I could have gotten rid of your company and upgraded my father's company. You know, for now maybe I'm still patient but nobody knows in the future. Get out of my room."

Airin was silent, he could not be evaded because of the character of the famous Raiden family crazy. They can take out a single company even an organization that dares to act at will, sort of like a Japanese Yakuza but more like a quiet mafia. The Raiden family is insurmountable thanks to the descendants with amazing minds who can maintain dignity to date.

After Airin left her room, Ryu felt comfortable. He cleaned his room and sprayed the perfume lime scent, he thought the aroma brought by Airin was very disturbing.

Ryu came out of his room and greeted by several servants, he kissed the mother's cheek that was comfortable in the kitchen. "Mother good morning..."

The mother happily greeted her youngest son, she returned the kiss with a caress of affection. "Good morning my son, did you sleep well tonight."

Ryu smiled widely. "Sure, but I miss my little apartment. Misako wakes me up at three o'clock every day with a noise that I can't hear in this mansion."

"Mother so wants to meet him Ryu, forgive mother for this engagement..."

Ryu shook his head small. "No ma'am, marriage is my decision. I will wait for those moments, then if there is nothing good I will marry you both."

The mother nodded in understanding. Suddenly Ryu's father appears in neatly tiered clothes, despite his age, his face looks to have high self-esteem.

"Isn't it not good to hang a woman's feelings? If you can marry the child you chose Ryu, I know what's best for you. Remember that." Firmly the father.

Ryu smiled widely, he hugged his mother who was cooking. "No need for wlee! It's her fault, right? Not that my own father married my mother in a rebellious manner hahaha!"

Ryu's father could not dodge his son's words. "But you can't hang on to the feelings of the woman who loves you Ryu." Said the mother stroking her son's hair.

"But my feelings don't matter, after all a loveless marriage would be bleak, wouldn't it? I don't want to live like an uncle and an aunt who get married on a forced basis. After all, Airin who came suddenly asked for engagement with the frills of cooperation over the company, even though I died our company will not collapse quickly, right?"

Both Ryu's parents fell silent. Ryu took off his embrace from the mother, then sat down in his chair. "Because I want to try brother's advice... Loving despite death "

Seriate...