Not Wanting (So) the Second
Episode 43: Don't Give Up

In such a cold operating room, Agam risks his reputation in order to save Yasmine. The girl's life and death are in her hands, if she fails, not only will she feel guilty, but also Nisha who will certainly be hit.

Without knowing the doctors and nurses, Agam led the operation very recklessly.

"Inject total anesthesia." he told one of the accompanying Doctors.

The doctor injected the dose as per Agam's request. Although he was hesitant, because the future of those in the operating room was at stake.

Agam began making incisions on Yasmine's left abdomen. Surgical removal of the spleen will only be done partially. Can not be lied to his inner crying when slashing the woman's body. A woman whose life is full of despair, willing to lend her womb. And now he and the woman are missing something most anticipated. The girl's sacrifice was thrown in vain, even terribly, by their negligence.

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Mr. Ghani came to the police station at Agam's request. He also brought in a lawyer to ensure Nisha was not imprisoned, as this was purely negligent, not because it was planned. If he remains in the law, Mr. Ghani hopes the punishment is not too heavy.

The interrogation and negotiation sessions with the lawyer were long. The lawyer even said, if Yasmine does not want to sue Nisha, then Nisha has the right to be released.

"If the victim does not want to sue her, Nisha's sister will still be sanctioned for her negligence. And for the death of the fetus in the stomach of the victim. Although unintentionally, there are still casualties, and this includes murder." the police said without tolerating any stories about the victim's close relationship with the perpetrator.

Every time he heard the word murder, Nisha felt battered. For the second time he failed to look after their child-to-be. Is he destined not to have a chance on the offspring of the husband? He who labored sought a surrogate womb, but he also destroyed that hope. If he were to be put to death, Nisha would be well prepared to pay for her wrongdoing to the girl whose life is at stake.

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After nearly two hours in the operating room, Yasmine finally made it through her critical period. He will soon be transferred to the ward.

Meanwhile Agam and the Doctor who handled the operation faced the Director of the hospital, to ask for understanding of the actions of Agam who did not have the authority.

Then in four eyes, Agam showed his data through the official website of Kasih Ibu Hospital. How he has been very skilled in the surgical world of dissecting. He just wants to show that he is not careless to violate authority. He wanted to save the life of the patient.

"We will review the patient's reaction after awakening later. If the operation is successful and the patient does not feel any complaints, then we will understand your actions, because you are also a Doctor. But if otherwise, you must be willing to accept the sanction of having violated the authority, and rashly as a Doctor."

"Well, I will be willing to accept the sanctions." replied Agam while bowing his head to the Director.

A few hours later, Yasmine finally woke up. Slowly he opened his eyelids, a dim look and faint hearing slowly resuscitated him.

Yasmine's gaze was directed at the figure of the man who was scolding at her as he held her hand.

"Lukka.." - She quietly, and the big boy who was crying as much as he could, immediately raised his head.

"Sir Agam.., sis...! Yasmine is conscious." He ran out of the room to wake up the sleeping brother in the waiting chair.

Ambar who was asleep in the room also woke up to hear Lukka's voice. They went straight to Yasmine. Agam also immediately called the doctor through the penantra listed on the wall.

"Yasmine, are you conscious? How you feeling? You remember me, right?" Ambar looks very enthusiastic.

Yasmine nodded slowly, she remembered everyone who was there. Although still a little dazed because of the anesthetic effect. He didn't even realize he was in the hospital.

"How's your stomach? Does it hurt?" The doctor gently pressed Yasmine's stomach to make sure there was no further bleeding.

"What happened, Doctor..?" he slightly grimaced with pain when his stomach was pressed.

"You had an accident. Your husband had a spleen removal operation, because of artery clots from a rib fracture."

Yasmine was silent for a moment, so the accident she had was not a dream?

"Doctor, how's my son? I'm pregnant Doctor." Yasmine immediately thought about the condition of her fetus, she hoped that the condition of her fetus was fine.

The doctor took a breath, knowing that this would never be trusted by Yasmine. "Your fetus is not safe. A violent collision causes severe bleeding, leaving your fetus depleted of oxygen."

"No. no..." Yasmine groped her stomach, was there really no more life in her womb?

"No way.." Yasmine's cries began to break out there. A few hours ago he still heard that heartbeat with joy. What happened until he lost his baby? What is God really planning? Why his life seemed steep and did not find a calm point.

"You must accept this with a chest. Everything that happens has wisdom. The patient, the strong, because your life is long." The doctor gave his encouragement to Yasmine, then said goodbye from there.

Ambar approaches Yasmine again, nodding her hands while shedding tears.

"Mom, my son.." Yasmine's sobs became more and more. He did not know how to strengthen his heart, to accept this fate. Should he again lose all that is valuable?

"It's okay, calm down. You have to be strong to accept this." said Agam rubbed gently Yasmine's shoulder. Unable to hide, he shed tears. His sense of loss was also no less great than Yasmine.

How strong would God be to form Yasmine's shoulder? How much more does the girl have to strengthen her heart and body to receive this life? If it was this painful, he should have ended his life a long time ago. He really has no focus now. His only life expectancy, the child, has now been taken away from him.

Agam continued to calm Yasmine with his sentence. Right now the girl desperately needed a crutch, in order to accept this bitter destiny. The old wounds that once gaped when his first child died, now seem to open again. Perih and painful, the wound was doused again by salt water.

"This is all because of that unlucky woman..! How many times did you say you should have divorced her long ago!" tukas Ambar while sobbing.

"Ma.., don't talk like that." Agam was upset because his mother did not see the situation. Yasmine had not even been able to calm herself down. If he found out it was due to Nisha's negligence, he would be devastated.

"You're still defending him? That woman was a damn carrier. If it wasn't for her, everything would be fine now..! Mama regrets marrying you to that unlucky woman."

Ambar felt in vain to expect the prestige of Nisha, who incidentally his son from a distinguished family. The hope of jacking up the family name to stay in the upper classes was shattered into pieces. Instead of shining with Nisha's background, her family is instead slumped and involved with painful things.

"Ma, please take care of your mother's words. Nisha is completely innocent." whispered Agam trying to control her dirty mind.

"Still you think this isn't his fault? When do you keep closing your eyes, Agam? When will you realize that your marriage to her is nothing more than a black hole..!"

"Ma..! Thats enough. If you still want to talk about it, just get out of here..! Mama didn't think about Yasmine's condition? His feelings could have been more shaken."

"True, just worry about the woman who is now losing her future because of your crazy wife. Mama will take care of that unlucky woman so as not to set foot in our family again." Ambar walked away with rough steps. His anger darkens the heart and mind, his emotions making an impulse to stray Nisha from their lives.

Agam could not speak anymore, he let out a heavy sigh while rubbing his face rough. This situation is completely insane. He could not leave Yasmine there, while he also did not want to let his mother act arbitrarily. To vent this chaos he could not, his mind could only scream. Because there is a feeling that he must take care of, the feeling of a mother who has just lost her fetus. The feeling of a mother crumbling into pieces.

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