Not Wanting (So) the Second
Episode 7: He is Blind

"Ma..! Watch your Mama's words..! Please think about Nisha's feelings. As a fellow woman you should know how Nisha feels..!" Agam's voice echoed in that house.

"Nisha Feelings? Does he not think about your feelings? Mama knows you want a child too. This is indeed Nisha's fault, so Nisha should have been responsible for our family's descendants."

Nisha held her cry there. Again Ambar's words made a new wound in his bantin.

"Nisha's mistake?" Agam increasingly stirred emotions. He couldn't accept Nisha being cornered like that.

"If Nisha had not insisted on going to Turkey, you would have had children by now! Mama lost her granddaughter, because of her stubborn Nisha!"

"Mama..," Ghani tries to stop Ambar, but the woman is also already stoked with emotion. Ambar and Agam are the same character. Hard-headed and easily carried away by emotions.

Nisha was no longer able to open her mouth, she was sitting limp at the words. Why did Ambar say such a thing? Among all people, it is he who feels the most loss.

"Who's Nisha? Ma, Nisha is the mother of the missing fetus. The pain of losing a fetus may not be comparable to what Nisha feels. Let alone mama, so don't blame Nisha for the incident." Agam howled a stern look at the mother.

"Who insists on going to Turkey? We as parents have even banned her, but you've spoiled Nisha too much. You're obeying his will..."

"Yes right, just blame me. Not Nisha..! He's innocent, Ma..!"

"But he could not give any offspring, because of that foolish desire..!" Ambar still cornered Nisha, of course he felt this was all Nisha's fault. Because after knowing that he could not give any more offspring, instead of leaving Agam. Nisha even locked Agam on the bond of empty marriage.

"When Lukka was 5 years old, he had a high fever. Instead of immediately bringing Lukka to the hospital, mama even attach great importance to clients. Mama gives coffee to Lukka, but Papa has said coffee can not reduce fever. The current state of Lukka..want Mama, if I call Lukka mental Retardation because of Mama's fault?! Had Mama taken Lukka in time to the hospital, Lukka would have been helped. But what did mama do? Mama took care of that client and made Lukka lose her life..."

"Games..! Keep your word!" Ambar squealed, he was about to raise his hand to slap Agam in the face. But restrained, when Agam even looked at him very sharply.

"True, you didn't expect it to be like this, did you? No one knows if our desires have a big impact. We all want the best. Same with Nisha, Ma. So stop blaming Nisha..!"

Seeing this mess, Daniel felt bad. He stands up and will advise Nisha tomorrow. Not to be short-minded like that.

"I think you're just being shaken, forget about this. Nisha, Papa will assume your words are nothing but..."

"Mas, grant me my wish. Or just divorce me..." Said Nisha, making all the anger, boisterous and tense atmosphere of silence for a moment.

"Miss..?" Lirih Agam with her two burning eyes. What did that woman say? Has Nisha been harboring a sense of emptiness all alone? Nisha always seemed happy, she was always cheerful. But why today, Nisha seems to spill all the bitter taste in front of Agam.

Agam sat back on the sofa, as did Ambar. No one opened their voices, including Nisha's parents. They were all very shocked at Nisha's words just now.

"You deliberately made this ridiculous request in order to get divorced from me?" Sergea Agam clenched both of his hands.

"I love you so much, Mom. Therefore I want our marriage to be complete, with the presence of a baby, from your own flesh and blood." Nisha looked down sayu.

He was always blamed for the accident. His father-in-law always talked about his shortcomings. But finding a surrogate woman, to give birth to Agam's child, is Nisha's own wish.

Farah, who had been quiet, moved to sit near Nisha. As a stepmother, her relationship with Nisha is awkward, but they still communicate well.

"If you love Agam, are you not afraid that woman will take Agam from you?" The 45-year-old woman.

"I believe in Mas Agam" Sahut Nisha said. Look, even until now Agam never intended to leave him.

"Papa agrees, which woman is not tempted by the looks and wealth of Agam? Unless the woman is blind.."

"He was blind.." Sambar Nisha's. I don't know what he's saying, his mind is completely deadlocked. He seemed to justify all means, so that Agam could have children.

"Then would you like to have the child of a blind woman? It could have been his disability that was declining on his son." Denying Papa Nisha, he was astonished by the thought of his daughter.

"She was blind by accident, so it wasn't a genetic defect, and it wouldn't decrease in her child. The woman's mother was in a coma for 5 years, and I became her doctor. Just yesterday, his mother died. He had trouble paying the hospital fees. It was a mess and in debt. He could do nothing because he was blind. For that we made a deal, to help each other."

Agam rubbed his face rough, as far as it turned out Nisha wanted a child, from a surrogate woman.

"Mas, please... She approved the baby tube process. Please respect my wish, to have a child of yours.." Nisha actually asked her husband, to grant the request.

"She also promised, will go after giving birth to a child for us." The rewards while squeezing the strong fist of Agam.

"Misha..,"

"Mas, I really want a child from you. I can't even realize my own wishes, please..."

The inner crumple Agam saw Nisha's cry break. The poor woman had to hurt her own feelings, in order to get a child. I felt cornered by this absurd situation. He is happy to live only with Nisha, he really does not want anything more. But Nisha was not happy.

"He's really blind?" Agam breathed a heavy sigh.

"Yes, Mom.." As Nisha, she was forced to lie in order to have a child.

"Bring him here..." Say Agam with both jaws hardened.

"Girl..?" Ghani was surprised, how could the eldest child take this crazy decision?

While Ambar smiled with satisfaction, he was finally able to have a granddaughter from Agam. Only Agam is the only hope, the successor of the Dinansyah family.

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"Blind...?!" Yasmine turns her head, upon hearing Nisha's story.

"Why did you say that..?!" Tukas Yasmine's.

Nisha pacing in front of her desk. He was drafting a scenario, so that Yasmine could still make her wish come true.

"You just have to pretend to be blind, there's rarely anyone in the house. So you don't have to act all the time. The rest I'll take care of the medical records for you. We have a week, 'cause I said you're in treatment. You have to find out what the blind do."

"Awhile.., I don't care if I have to pretend to be blind. But, what if your husband and family know I'm just pretending? Aren't rich people like you going to proceed legally?" The two brown beads in Yasmine's eyeballs widened. He was very afraid to jump into this scenario.

Nisha clasped the two shoulders of the confused girl. "I'll bear the consequences, you just have to give birth to a child for us."

The two women both convinced each other that they could complete this mission. After the baby was born, Yasmine could be immediately free from all the pressures of her life.

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