Not Wanting (So) the Second
Episode 55: Impossible

Nisha returns home to her parents with a swollen face. Whether this is the right decision or not, for sure at this time he does not want to see the face of Agam.

Hearing the rumbling footsteps, Farah who was in the kitchen took off her apron, and saw who came.

"Miss..?" He looked at Nisha who looked broken. His stepson looks very fragile now.

"What's up...?" Farah approaches Nisha, although their relationship is not very close, she wants to be able to help educate Nisha.

"Where's papa..?" Nisha held back the tears that were about to fall again.

"Your father is on duty. What's wrong with you, hmm..?"

Nisha started crying again, she couldn't bear to keep this. He doesn't know how to. "What should I do...?" he fell down and broke his cry.

Farah hugged the princess with gentleness. He takes Nisha to the sofa, then brings Nisha a glass of water.

"Mas Agam had a child with another woman. And that woman turned out to be his first love before me..." He poured it all out. How Agam lied to him, how Agam confessed that he consciously did the disgraceful thing while volunteering.

"I think Mas Agam is the perfect man. I didn't think he hurt my heart like this. I still can't believe it..."

Farah seemed concerned, and could not believe what her stepson told her. For more than ten years of their marriage, Nisha never told Agam the bad. It was as if Agam was a perfect husband.

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At nightfall, Nisha had been locked up in her room since late afternoon, while Mr. Daniel and Farah were discussing the shock of the Nisha household.

Mr. Daniel plans to come to Agam's family tomorrow, to ask for an explanation. And make sure, whether the household Agam and Nisha really can not be maintained.

"Sir, there is Mas Agam" said the aunt, with Agam walking after her.

"Night, pa, ma." said Agam to his parents-in-law.

"Night.." said Farah and Mr. Daniel. Unlike usual, this time the two of them greeted Agam with a slightly wry smile.

"Please sit down." Mr. Danil pointed at one of the sofas with his hands.

Agam immediately put himself on that sofa. Without much ado, Agam immediately told him what his purpose was.

"Look at pa, ma. You must have heard it from Nisha. I would like to apologize for hurting Nisha's feelings. I admit the mistake I made was fatal. My goal here is to see Nisha and apologize."

"Nisha said she'd be divorced from you. What do you think of that?" concluded mr Daniel. His face clearly showed anger. Which parent is not hurt, seeing the child he raised wholeheartedly even hurt.

"I'll ask for time. Honestly I don't want to divorce her, pa." replied Agam as he clenched his hands on his thighs. He was very nervous, it felt like the first time he came to this house, when he was just married first. Awkward and stiff, all the same as before.

"You don't want to divorce my son, but you knowingly impregnate another woman. Do you realize your attitude is too greedy? You bring your cheating children home, while Nisha is unable to have children. I can't imagine how hurt Nisha is right now."

He fell down to hear the reproach of his father-in-law. He deserves to accept that. He knew he no longer deserved to be called a husband.

"I'm sorry, pa.." said Agam, that's all he could say from his lips.

"Can I see Nisha..?" once again he expressed his intention.

"Nisha's condition is currently being greatly shaken. Seeing you will definitely make things worse." Mr. Daniel firmly rejected Agam's request. How brave he was to go to the princess, after breaking her heart into pieces.

I can't be squeaky anymore. He swallowed the weight of his saliva, his lips tightly clenched. His hands rubbed his thighs in turn.

"Alright, then I say goodbye." Agam moved with his face down. Though he really wanted to see his wife, or if necessary he wanted to kiss Nisha's feet to apologize.

"Have you ever loved Nisha? Did you treat him well just for trying to bury your guilt?" Mr. Daniel's words made Agam's steps stop.

"So now she can't get pregnant, and you're bringing your child with you? I didn't think there was a human like you. No heart.." The curse of Mr. Daniel stopped, when the wife grabbed his arm.

Farah shook her head towards the husband, as if saying enough. Agam is still their daughter-in-law. It is not good to reproach too deeply, because we never know what will happen in the future.

"Go home, tomorrow we'll talk to Nisha" Farah said with a flat smile.

Agam gave a small nod, he looked expectantly at the father-in-law, before finally actually leaving from there.

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At Lukka's request, Yasmine is willing to come once to their home, before finally deciding to refuse, or agree to Lukka's invitation to marry.

In his home, there were many memories stored for Yasmine. Who knows by showing it, Yasmine no doubt accepts Lukka. Of course it's just hope.

Lukka is the only person who does not know, because of the riots that occurred between Agam and Nisha.

"Come in, our house hasn't changed at all." Lukka opened the door, a little while he stood there because Yasmine seemed hesitant.

"Lukka...? You brought Yasmine? Geez.Include Yasmine. Here..." Ambar enthusiastically welcomed Yasmine, he had long expected Yasmine to come back to his home.

"Thank you, Mom..." Yasmine looks very sad. Returning to the family again, like a clear twist on the story of its very complicated mass.

"I happen to be cooking for dinner, we'll eat first."

"No need, ma'am. I just stopped by for a minute" Yasmine refused.

Ambar did not want to know, because it had arrived there he wanted Yasmine to taste the cuisine. I don't want Yasmine to obey. Although a little awkward, he still smiled in order to warm the atmosphere.

"Oma, are you cooking yet? Anna was already hungry." exclaimed Anna approaching the grandmother who was preparing the final dish.

"So soon, you play first. Later when you're done call me."

Anna nodded, then returned to the living room. He's playing his favorite barbie's house on course.

Ambar was indifferent to Anna for two days. For some reason, the pain Nisha got was like spreading to her heart. Maybe it's karma, because he used to hurt Nisha. But Ambar thought again, Anna is just a child who knows nothing. He was in this world without asking. His mother was wrong, Agam was wrong. They can both be insulted. But Anna is still an innocent child. Ambar finally opened his heart again, inevitably, like not like, Anna is his biological grandson. Meat blood.

"Who is that..?" Of course Anna's existence made Yasmine curious.

Lukka moved a little closer, so as not to hear Anna. "He's Anna, the adopted son of Kak Agam..."

"He's Agam's son." cut Ambar down slowly. Yasmine and Lukka were both shocked.

"Baby..??!" said Lukka and Yasmine together, but with a different intonation.

"Ma, there's no need to lie to Yasmine." whispered Lukka.

"Mama didn't lie, she was surprised to find out. You haven't told me because you've been so busy lately."

"Bu Nisha and Pak Agam have children? It's that big?" Yasmine suddenly lost her sense of awkwardness, due to shock and kepo.

"What happened, ma? Why would Anna be Agam's real son?"

"Your sister had an affair, and Anna was the child of her affair."

"WHAT...?????" Two pairs of eyeballs belonging to Lukka and Yasmine swerved at the same time.

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