Not Wanting (So) the Second
Episode 6: I Need You

Yasmine handed over the funeral procession to the hospital. Accompanied by several officers, Yasmine releases her mother's departure for the latter. Along with thousands of patients who failed to struggle, Yasmine's mother rested quietly in the special cemetery.

"Mom's been fighting this far, now I'm really alone, ma'am.."

Along with sobs, Yasmine placed a photo of her mother near the tombstone. A bunch of white chrysanthemum flowers he also put there.

He lost everything, everything. For the past five years, Yasmine had never stopped blaming herself.

If only he hadn't forced his parents to come that day. If he had been patient, and would have celebrated his birthday, after the exam was over. He can still celebrate birthdays with his parents today, tomorrow, and beyond.

Yasmine regretted her selfish attitude. If he could have been more mature back then, he would have had everything.

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After the funeral procession was over, Yasmine returned to the hospital to pack up the mother's belongings, and completed the administration.

While arranging clothes and supplies into the bag, Yasmine continued to shed tears. He really felt desperate. I live a long life and have a lot of debt. He could live the rest of his life alone. His life goal was like just being left to pay off a debt. Youth was wasted, and he blamed it on himself.

Suddenly his eyes fell on the balcony. His mind was so upset, so screwed. Take her footsteps to the balcony.

He looked down, a long way away. Because this is the 23rd floor. If it fell, then it was likely that he would instantly die.

Without a second thought, Yasmine climbed onto the balcony. He took a deep breath. There's no point in him staying alive. The desire to go with his parents was strong.

In an instant, Yasmine was already standing on top of the 1.3-meter-high balcony railing.

"Dad, Mother.., I miss you guys..."

Bruckk..!

His body fell in an instant. Not free-falling outside, but falling backward. Together with Nisha who also fell, because she pulled Yasmine's body so strong.

"What are you doing..?!" Nisha is trying to wake Yasmine up.

Yasmine quickly got up, about to climb up the balcony again.

"You're crazy?!" Nisha pulled Yasmine's body with all her might.

"Let me die..! Let me die...!!" Pekik Yasmine thrashed. He has really lost his mind.

"Yasmine.., awake..." Calling Nisha soft, she held the girl's face and looked at her softly.

As Yasmine fell silent, she scanned Doctor Nisha's face with tears streaming down.

"You can't be like this.., sober up.." Lovingly, Nisha took Yasmine's body into her arms.

"I don't want to live anymore.., I'm sick of this world.." Yasmine's cry broke over Nisha's shoulder.

"There are still many wonderful things waiting for you out there. Don't you want to show your mom that you're happy? She must be so sad to see you like this." Nisha also shed her tears. He gently rubbed the poor girl's back, to make her calmer.

Hearing that, Yasmine released her embrace on Nisha. He stared at the face of the woman he thought was very lucky. Career, family, finance and the future. He sees all those things very bright for Nisha, who is a Doctor. While himself?

"It's beautiful..? I'm going to spend at least 20 years working, to be able to pay off all my debt. I lost the only person I cared about the most. I was willing to do everything so I could atone for my guilt. Butwhat? My mother could not be saved, and I had to live on a futile debt. Can you tell me more details about where the beautiful place is?" Yasmine demanded that answer. Not even a single light could he feel.

"Then you think it'll all be over when you jump out of there?" Nisha pointed at the balcony with a jet look.

A moment of silence, Yasmine's breath dominated the room.

"Then help me, you're very rich aren't you? I heard you are also the son of the head of this hospital. Help me pay off half, no. A quarter, this hospital costs. I'd do anything. I really don't know what to do. I thought you'd be healthy, so I worked hard, not caring about everything. I'm willing to work my whole life to pay off all my debt, as long as there's a mother beside me. Now it's all over... Please help me..."

"I'll pay off all your debts. But I'm asking for the reward, and if you want, I'll compensate you for supporting your life."

Yasmine raised her head, looking at Nisha's very serious face. "Grabble..?"

"I don't have a womb." Nisha said heavily, her throat feeling blocked by something bitter.

Yasmine's gaze shone on meu, saying that she heard that?

"While I want to have a child from my husband's seed. If you want to lend me your womb, I'll pay off all your debts. And give you life insurance for life."

Sounds very straightforward indeed, but finding someone to contain is not easy. For that Nisha used this opportunity. Although he has not received Agam's approval. He will persuade Agam, however.

"Bring only one child?" Yasmine Sahut. He who is very desperate and lost direction, considers it a fairly easy condition. It doesn't matter if he has to lose his status. He has nothing more now than debt.

"hm. one child." Lirih Nisha with both eyes glazed. It was really hard for him. He himself is not even sure, can pass this crazy decision.

Yasmine felt knocked. Just a moment ago, he assumed Nisha had a very perfect life. But it turns out that what Nisha experienced, no less heavy than what happened to her. How can a wife ask another woman to give birth to her husband's child? It must be very heavy. So heavy.

"I'll do it." Yasmine said sure. There is no harm in continuing to live on this steep path. That way he will be free of all his debts. After giving birth, she will be able to continue her life. And most importantly, she can do something that means a lot to her fellow women.

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At 20:00

Nisha gathers all her family members at home. Seen on the white sofa, Nisha's two in-laws sit tight. Ambar and Ghani.

On the right, there's Daniel, Nisha's real father. And Farah, I'm connecting Nisha.

Nisha and Agam were sitting next to each other. Everyone wondered what would happen until Nisha told them to gather.

"I've found a woman, who wants to conceive a child Mas Agam."

Everyone there jerks. In addition to Ambar who even looked at Nisha with a proud look.

"Darling..?" Lirih Agam was aghast.

"Mas, I want us to have children. Please don't refuse my request." Nisha said.

"Nisha, what's going on?" Tanya Ghani, as Agam's parents. He was very embarrassed, especially faced with besan. Because he promised, will guarantee the happiness of Nisha as his daughter-in-law.

"Nisha, do you know this could have a bad impact on your marriage?" Sergey Daniel won't take it. While Farah, he was silent. As a connecting mother, her relationship and Nisha are indeed a bit awkward. So he didn't comment much.

"I know, but I'm sure of our love, Pa. I want a son of Mas Agam."

"But if another woman is pregnant, it's not your child. Except for Agam's son and that woman." Daniel seemed very disappointed, with the crazy decision of his only puppet princess.

"I made a deal, Pa. Going through the baby tube process, and after our child is born. The woman is willing to leave..."

"Can'T! How many times have I told you, I refuse this Nisha..!" Firmly Agam. He does not want his marriage and Nisha enters into the interference of others.

"Mas, be honest with me. Don't you also want a child?A child who can be your successor, who will accompany you in old age..."

"Yes Nisha, I do want that, but not in this way. I'd rather this family lineage be extinct, than have to sacrifice our marriage."

"Games..! Nisha said you guys would stay together. That woman will only give birth to a child for you. I also want to have a grandchild with you. A grandson who can pass on your flesh blood." Cut Ambar with a shaky voice, the middle-aged woman seemed to strongly agree with Nisha.

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