Not Wanting (So) the Second
Episode 44: Is it worth it?

Nisha spent two days in a holding cell. Lawyers from the papa-in-law and his biological father are still looking for ways, how to make Nisha free. But their efforts were all tepis by the police, because the actions of Nisha have lost their lives.

"You get a visit" said one of the female officers, opening the cell door. He took Nisha out to the visiting room.

"Yes..." Nisha immediately scattered herself in the arms of her husband. The crying broke back. Their lives are completely ruined now, as a result.

"I'm sorry, Mom... I'm sorry.." said Nisha as she pleased.

Agam hugged his wife tightly, hoping that the hug would be able to re-attach the broken wing, in order to return to packing with confidence.

"I'm sorry I just got here, baby.." Agam peeps Nisha's head repeatedly.

"How's Yasmine doing, Mom? Is he human? I'm afraid mas. I'm so scared.."

"He's awake, relax, baby, everything's gonna be fine. As long as I can still stand, I won't let you crouch here any longer."

Agam was completely overwhelmed with the two women who were in the middle of a broken life expectancy. He even ignored the pain in his chest, because he was busy strengthening the two women.

Yasmine was still very devastated, especially when their fetus was buried. Fetus angered 16 cm they juxtaposed with the first child Agam.

"I was wrong... I will be willing to accept any punishment. I'm just afraid you're leaving me. Yesterday my mother came in with a letter from the court, I was told to write a divorce petition. What do I do, Mas? I don't want to part with you."

Nisha's voice was still shaking. Will this be the end of her sunny days? Lose hope of life, and soon lose her marriage.

Agam rubbed both cheeks of the wife, looking up the face so as to look into her eyes. "Darling, do you know what kind of mama is? Don't respond, I'll talk to him. You think I'm getting a divorce from you? I don't want to..."

"Please convey my apology to Yasmine, Mas. I felt so guilty that I wanted to cut off my own hand. The girl's life is ruined because of me..."

"Don't think of him, you know his heart is also very soft like yours. He will definitely forgive you." said Agam lying to his wife, although Yasmine did not say this was Nisha's fault, but the girl was so devastated that she did not stop crying.

After the visiting period is over, Agam farewell very friendly. He even gave his wife an anti-mosquito lotion. "I'll get you out soon. Be patient." one more warm kiss Agam rest on the lips of the wife.

Nisha hugged her husband tightly once again, really she only had Agam for now. His own papa even blamed him for that negligent act. Agam was the only person who could make his spirit fragments reunite.

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The steps sounded rude. He pulled his mother out of the ward. I don't know what was on his mother's mind, he always wanted to separate himself and Nisha.

"Oh, Agam..! Mom's arm hurts..!" the woman rebelled.

Arriving at the end of the hallway, Agam released the hand of the mother, then looked at the face of the woman who gave birth to it.

"Mama did what to Nisha..?!" press Agam, his emotions are unstoppable.

"Why..? Mama no longer wants you to be in a relationship with her." replied Ambar with a sewot face, holding his wrists that bristled.

"Ma.., the one with the relationship is me! And we're not teenagers you can just separate. It's a wedding, Ma. I love her, no matter what..!"

"Ma, once again mom did that. I'll take Nisha away from here. I don't care if I have to break up with my mom!" Agam said really. The sharp look in his eyes showed that he would not stay still, he was fed up with how his mother treated Nisha, the person he loved so much.

"You ungodly son..! Just because of that woman you want to break up the family relationship? You're crazy Agam!" kecam Ambar is no less harsh.

"Mama is crazy..! Mama never opened her eyes, how precious Nisha is to me."

PRAZANG....!

Suddenly a loud voice sounded from Yasmine's nursery. A stainless tray where fruits slapped onto the floor, as Lukka and Yasmine scramble for knives. The girl was about to slash her wrist.

Agam and Ambar ran into the room.

"Sister., don't do this please...!" Lukka tried hard to grab the knife, either Yasmine or himself who would later be slashed, which he must have tried to prevent.

"Let go, Lukka! Let me die..! I don't want to live anymore..!" Yasmine remained steadfastly snatching the knife.

"Look at me, look at me..!" Snapping Lukka no longer mince words. He even used my word to call himself.

"Yasmine..! What are you doing?" Agam immediately blocked Yasmine's hand, until the girl was overwhelmed.

"Go all of you..! Don't block me..! I don't want to live anymore." yasmine yelled.

Ambar immediately called the doctor to deal with the situation.

"Please don't be rash..! Think about your future..!" agam said begging.

"The future..?" yasmine's two hands weakened, her eyes returning to tears. Which future is it? His life and body were destroyed, and he still had to continue in the future? What until his head is crushed he has to face this unjust life.

While off guard, Agam slowly removed Yasmine's grasp from the blade. "You still have a future, believe me. What you're going through right now will bear sweet fruit someday."

As the knife's grasp slipped, Yasmine cried as she pleased. His mind and soul were completely shaken right now.

"I lost it all.." - Yasmine was not heard clearly, but could still be understood. His breath snarled withholding the roar of tears.

"You still have us, look how much my mother loves you. Look how much Lukka is happy to be with you, and look at me. I can look back at my wife's smile, because of your sacrifice." Agam rubbed the tear spot on Yasmine's chin, with his index finger.

"Because of your presence, we have a colorful day. Your presence means a lot to my family. You even helped me out at the police station remember? Hold on, at least until I keep my promise to buy you grilled ribs at the restaurant you were appointed to."

"You want to go abroad, right? Date when the first snow falls, hang in there for it."

Yasmine could no longer speak, her body suffocated as it ran out of power. His mind was empty, not necessarily in direction. Will those little things be able to nurture her sense of despair? Unknowingly she shed her tears on Agam's arm. He clutched the man's arm tightly and shed all his tears.

On the other hand, Lukka is seen biting his jaw. He said that his heart was pounding for Yasmine, but to calm her down he could not. Whether he would be worthy to say love, while one word said no one can escape in Yasmine's heart.

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