Not Wanting (So) the Second

Not Wanting (So) the Second
Episode 56: His True Love


While serving food, Ambar while telling the ins and outs of the tempest created by Agam. He was crying, upset, cursed and even concerned when he told it.


Throughout the story also Yasmine and Lukka did not stop gawking, because they did not believe what happened. In their eyes Agam was a perfect figure. Without sin, without sin.


Yasmine even loved him secretly, after she conceived her child. But it turns out that behind Agam's attitude that looks perfect, stored a plot twist that was never expected by everyone, including Ambar himself.


"It's been two days that your sister-in-law has gone home to her parents. Mama's ashamed, what should she say if Nisha's parents come?" moaning Ambar as he put his forehead on the plate.


"It really doesn't make any sense." Yasmine muttered with a blank look. He was even envious, because Agam's love was so great for Nisha. But it turns out that Agam keeps a sharp thorn behind his attitude.


"Not exactly too much." Lukka was also upset. He felt very concerned about his brother-in-law, who had to accept the consequences of his brother's mass decay.


"hhhhh.. life is too much drama. aisshh." Ambar took off his apron, then called Anna who was still playing.


"Oma, who's that aunt?" whispered Anna who was curious about Yasmine's figure.


"He's a friend of his, um Lukka" replied Ambar, breathing heavily.


I don't know why the two sons have always been out of sync since the old days. When Agam is on the edge of sexiness, be it household or career, it is Lukka who is far below. Now when Lukka was climbing to his original life, Agam even experienced a big storm. Ambar was eager to see his two sons happy together.


"What cooking, ma?" said Agam who just got home from work. Since there was no Nisha, she always ate at her mother's house.


"Yasmine..?" agam's eyebrows bent, the corner of his eyes widened behind the clear glasses he was wearing.


"Yes.." Yasmine nodded slowly, adding to the awkward atmosphere there.


"What made you come here?" Agam was still standing in his place. That girl wasn't about to demand justice for the incident in the past, was she?


"Sit down, why are you so stiff. You make Yasmine uncomfortable." whispered Ambar, and Agam immediately took a position next to his mother.


"I plan to marry him." Lukka bluntly said.


Agam so as not to sip warm tea, even though the glass has reached the tip of the lips.


While Yasmine could only smile stiffly. Why did Lukka talk about that, as if their intentions were already unanimous.


"You surprised me." - Agam stammered, he put the glass back.


"We were also surprised to hear the story of brother." murmured Lukka looked disappointed. Agam was his role model all along.


"Hey, are you making fun of me?" rutuk Agam squinted his eyes.


"No, I'm just disappointed. Disappointed." sewot Lukka while chewing meat with lips monyong.


"When did you guys get in touch? Yasmine.., didn't you disappear like you were swallowed up by the earth after that day? When did you start to hook up?"


"We only met again a week ago" Lukka cut, making Agam even more vulnerable.


"What..? A week ago? Yasmine, you know Lukka has changed a lot, right? Are you sure you married him? I'd love it if you loved each other, but you sure you're looking into each other?" Agam bombarded them like the head of the thesis trial. Because he does not want if Yasmine will be disappointed, for a change in Lukka's attitude that is very drastic. Plus they never met for a long time.


"Why indeed? We knew each other first. I'm even closer to him than brother." Again Lukka felt his decision to marry Yasmine was very mature.


"But it's only for a minute." Agam widened his eyes. He was worried Lukka could lead the household, because not long ago he was processing into the adult phase.


"True.., while the decades just a lot of mistakes." Yasmine shrieked languidly. He wanted to escape from there.


Lukka and Agam fell silent on hearing that. Agam even shone a sharp highlight on Yasmine's face, feeling offended.


"Eat, it is not good to aggravate the atmosphere while eating" said Ambar mediate. He himself is murky now.


"So my aunt's aunt?" knocking Anna, he directed his sparkling gaze.


"ee.yet." Yasmine doesn't know what to answer.


Yasmine did not reply, she looked at everyone who was there in turn.


"Anna, don't talk about such things to people who aren't family. Take care of our privacy." denied Agam sounding sniffy, but still soft.


"Sorry, papa..." Anna then bowed and continued to eat with the look of my face.


After finishing eating, Lukka told Yasmine to wait in the living room. While he took something to his room.


Yasmine was still pensive there, imagining how cruel Agam was to hide such a big thing. A little knock his heart to look back at Lukka. The man who always said love for him never changed since his mental still lacking.


If you think about it, there is no harm in accepting Lukka. Sometimes it is better to love than to love. Sometimes even the people we trust most keep things painful, because they do not sincerely love us.


About his feelings that had been fixed on Agam, it seems he had to bury it. Let it be an unseen bond between her, Agam and their late fetus.


If he refuses Lukka, what will he do? His life would certainly be the same as before, flat and gloomy.


"I want you to see this." Lukka was carrying a black box. Inside are pictures of them first. There was a diary that he had written specifically for Yasmine during their separation. There is also a map that some of the territory he circled, it he made a sign when looking for Yasmine first.


Yasmine began to look at their photos one by one. Photos of when they behaved silly first. How silly he was when disguised as a blind man, and against Lukka's friends. Everything is neatly stored there.


"Who took this picture? Yasmine holds up a photo as she fights the brand4alan boy behind the cafe alley.


"One of them, too, he said they intended to report us." Lukka answered while staring lovingly at the idol.


"Until now you're still friends with them?"


Lukka nodded, his eyes not changing at all. Yasmine was well aware of that tasteful gaze. But he tried to be ordinary. Even though his chest was pounding and was eager to escape.


"We met occasionally" Lukka said.


Yasmine turned her face. This time he saw a diary. Although the writing was a bit messy, Yasmine was quite touched to read it.


Yasmine, where are you? I miss you so much. I've been looking for you everywhere. I hope one day we meet.


You didn't run away because of my flaws, did you? Did I do anything wrong to you?


I really really want to marry you. You must think of me as the original children to speak.


Yasmine laughed lightly reading the writing. It still feels thick through ink, how innocent Lukka at that time.


"Beautiful.." praise Lukka who was completely washed away in Yasmine's sweet smile. Although the smile and laughter were not directed at him, he was so clouded.


Yasmine turned her head in doubt, didn't she hear wrong?


"Do you know? Every night I pray, may we be reunited. And I promised myself that when I found you again, I wouldn't let you go."


Yasmine gulped her saliva roughly. Why was Lukka's gaze so piercing into his heart. He thought repeatedly, is there another man as sincere as Lukka in another place? Will he ever receive love like this again tomorrow from someone else? Is there a man who wants to accept himself who has never been pregnant? Or is it only Lukka who will love him unconditionally?


"Let's get married." Yasmine said with a straight and shady look. The eyes of the two people were so strong as if they were binding each other.


"What...?" Lukka brought his face closer, so he could hear more clearly.


"I.m going to marry you."


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No bonus photo of the big baby who is already an adult and ayank photo bebnya🎉