Papa To Oleander
45. The Shadow of the Former

Goslings

God damn it, but.

Yes, what Olavia said just now is true. Ole is very similar to the irresponsible DNA donor. Yes, he's handsome. So, what? Handsome, but no morals? Weepy!

Moving me everywhere. Be kind, gentle, kind again. However, the last point can only be enjoyed by private people, such as my closest family, Olavia, and Oleander. Theothers? Big no's.

The giant polar bear is grumpy, picky, brash, and fond of you.

The insert ever laugh.

Fxck.

Yeah, yeah, yeah. What if I tried to take my mind off the fact that the woman I love the most in the world has just mentioned her ex who is descended from demons, hm? Is it because he's a descendant of the demon plinth so I shouldn't be jealous of him?

Not jealous about the excitement, yeah, guys. Pleases. I know I'm a lot prettier than that Kamprxt flathead. However, about ....

Yup. You can of course guess what is the source of the aggravation inside here. Yup. Yup. Yup. Because the fucking Bajxngan already has a child with my beloved woman.

The competitive feeling that was in my blood instantly bubbled up. I feel a bit.

Shxt. Shxt. Shxt.

I shouldn't think like this. Ghe shouldn't have thought of this. Ghe shouldn't have such thoughts.

But .. I can't lie to myself.

God fucking. I had to run away first before doing stupid things like tearing in front of Olavia.

I then cleared my throat, tried to clear my throat while clearing my brain of unnecessary things, and asked the love of my life for permission to come out. "okay, deh. I went outside, yeah. Want to call Bang Coki first to order your dinner. Anything else, no, what to make?"

Now the smile on Olavia's lips was adorned with awkwardness. He seems to know what he just did. "Eh, ouch. Noth." He quickly reached out to my hand and grabbed it. "Eh, sorry. Not that I meant it, but .... But .... Uh, squabble."

I put my hand on Olavia's hand and tried to release the woman from the tangle of bad taste that clearly bound her tongue. "Nothing, really. No problem. What you said was a fact, right? So? I have no reason or right to be angry with you. I also would never have thought of starting to want you to censor your words in front of me. You can talk about whatever you want. I'll never ban you." To strengthen my argument, I add a smile at the end of the sentence.

"But ...."

Olavia was busy biting his lips and fingernails again. I know his body language that one. He really felt bad for me. Again, I use the tactic of switching issues. (Ciyee, it's like the government, nih, I use the diversion event all.) "There's more you want, right? A steak? A salad? A milkshake? Or the other one?"

My woman shakes. "So, nothing. A potato burger is enough. Uh, but then there's a milkshake, too, which is okay. That's chocolate."

Fortunately my joking dime it can snare his laughter even if only a little. "Yes, here. I think Ole's gedenya will be a fan of bananas as well as dates."

"Yes, already. If you know that, I will ask Bang Coki for help to find information about the land sold," I added while standing.

"Make what?" Olavia asked in confusion. The grip of his hand on my hand had loosened so as to make my hand slip easily.

"Make a banana tree grow from now on. So, if Ole can already eat we do not have to bother anymore to find bananas for him. Kan, just take it in the garden. Beres, deh."

"People!" it was unconsciously.

The screeching of my woman caused Oleander to be shocked. Shortly thereafter, the little man replied in the form of a screech.

I immediately headed towards the crib of wood painted ivory white. From up here, I can see Ole's hands and feet swinging along with his cries. "Ole was shocked, huh?" ask me while checking the cloth diapers used. It was also wet. "Wet also turns out. Ooohs. You must be uncomfortable, huh? Okay, okay. I'll help you change, shall I?"

As I was about to pick up a clean diaper in the drawer next to the crib, Olavia suddenly stood beside me and held my hand back. "Udah, sana. You call Bang Coki. Let me change Ole's diaper. I want nyusu too. She must be thirsty."

Okaaaay. My heart coughed a little at Olavia's words just now.

It seems he also knows what he is causing me because he boldly blinks one eye.

God fucking.

I'm starting to have guts, yeah, my lady is now. Hm.

If it wasn't for my promise to be patient and let him manage the pace of our relationship, I'd have told him from earlier. However, no. I know he's not ready for that. I know Olavia is not ready for any form of relationship other than a light and entertaining one at the moment. I know what's most important to him now is Oleander's needs. And Oleander needs a healthy, happy, stress-free mother, not the other way around.

And as part of the embodiment of my promise, I will help him to be all that. I'll be whatever he needs to achieve all that.

I will be a different man than I was before. I'm going to be a different guy than my teenage version. I'm gonna be a different guy than that irresponsible Kamprxt friggin' bull. I'll be a real man for Olavia and Oleander.

Shxt.

Imagining that bxnci alone made the organs in my stomach protest. Nausea is really nauseous I remember her behavior. Bajxngan.

However, in retrospect, if only he hadn't behaved that way, I wouldn't have had a second chance with Olavia and be lucky like this, would I?

Aarghs! Damn it really is a creature. Just disturbs my mind. Goddamnit!

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