Parents For My Baby
Contrition

With my giant step out of Anton's apartment, it was so hard to leave a place that for several months was full of sweet memories for both of us. I can't believe Anton, who loved me so much, easily doubted my loyalty to her.

Mba Tari's house not far from Anton's apartment is my current destination, I hope that as time goes by Anton can listen to my explanation and will forgive me. Actually my body still feels so limp, but I'm helpless, I step foot out of the apartment and into the taxi I ordered.

Finally I arrived at the house Mba Tari, as soon as I stood in front of the house, when my hand was about to knock on the door, my head hurt even more I could no longer stand, then everything went dark.

When I opened my eyes, there was Mba Tari sitting beside my bed, her face showing panic.

"Mila, why are you Mila? Your face is so pale then why are you carrying this much stuff? Where's Anton? Are you allowed to go to the Mba's house? Your relationship's okay, isn't it Mila?" mba Tari's words made me feel dizzy.

Then I could only cry and shake. "Mila's head is dizzy."

"Prophey have called the doctor, soon the doctor will come."

A few minutes later, a doctor came. The doctor checked me out immediately.

"How's my sister doing, Doc?" tanya Mba Dari with anxiety.

"Actually there is nothing that is too worried Mom, my guess is that Kamila's mother is pregnant, to make sure to try later in the USG to the hospital, just to go to the hospital, or if the condition is not possible can use a pregnancy test device sold in pharmacies."

Mba Dari's face was so happy, but not with me. Anton's been yelling at me, whether he wants to admit this kid or not I don't know.

" Congratulations Mila, soon you will be a mother, now you must tell Anton as soon as possible, she must also be very happy to hear about your pregnancy."

Hearing the words of Mba Tari I can only cry. "Without Mba, Mas Anton was looking at Mila, he must not believe that the child Mila was born with was her flesh and blood."

"Well, what exactly happened to the household of you two Mila?".

I immediately told him everything that happened to Mba Tari. He then took a deep breath "Mila Mba Tari and Mas Raka will try to talk to Anton tomorrow, hopefully he will hear the explanation mba, the household is not a game, the house is not a game, you should be able to maintain your household."

I just nodded then cried. 'Why did this misfortune happen in my household O Allah?' my mind in my heart. I've contacted Anton many times but it turns out that my number has been blocked by him.

The next day Mba Tari and Mas Raka went to see Anton, but when I saw them coming home with disappointed faces, without telling me I knew what Anton's answer was to them.

Mba Tari always accompanied me and gave me spirit. But it feels like my heart is already very fragile, I've resigned. There's no hope of keeping my house with Anton.

Kuraaba my stomach "Our son will be fine without your Papa present, we must be living happily together, let's open a new leaf."

My spirit finally grew as I began to feel my son's presence in my womb. I decided to go home to Mom and Dad. I want to open a new life with my son without thinking about Anton and trying to throw him out of my memory.

When I set foot in front of the door, they were waiting for me with faces full of anxiety. I could only cry when they held me.

"When we're all there for you, we're family, your son is my mother's grandson."

I could only cry and nod at the words of my parents. Their spirit means so much to me. Finally one day a document containing the verdict of divorce I received. I was actually so devastated but I tried to toughen up and get up for my son.

Days and months passed, I gave birth to a beautiful baby girl. The baby was right next to me, his skin was white, his eyes were so shady, and his nose was very similar to that of Mas Anton. I gave her the name Amanda. Unceasingly I looked at her face, a longing arose as I stared at Amanda's face that was so similar to Anton's, but I tried to shake off all these feelings.

'Mas Anton, your son is born, he is so much like you.' My inner heart is deep.

Amanda grew up to be such a cute baby, her body contained, and her mannerisms were so adorable. Both my parents loved him very much, as well as Mba Rani who had a son named Rayhan whose age was not far at odds with Amanda, Mba Rani never differentiated Amanda and Rayhan. We spend a lot of time together caring for our children. Amanda is one year old now.

One afternoon while Amanda and I were playing with him in the yard, suddenly a car stopped. My heart was beating pretty fast, when I saw someone coming out of the car. The figure I hated so much right now walked up to me, wanting to run away from him but this leg felt so stiff.

Akhinya this body can only be silent sculpting, as soon as his body clenched and hugged me.

"Camila forgive me!"

Anton then nodded and apologized to me, but my heart hurt so much, and I hated him so much.

"Let go of me Mas, now that you're out of here, I'm not looking to see you!"

"If you please forgive me, I just found out that my mother used to slander you Mila!"

My heart stopped beating hearing his confession. "Oh so your mother used to slander me Mas? Very petty behavior of your mother Mas."

Anton just cried, and then he saw Amanda hiding behind my body.

"Kamila's my son, isn't she Mila?"

"Not Mas, don't touch, he's not my son, you didn't reject him when Mba Tari told you about my pregnancy!"

"If I beg Mila, forgive me, give me time to correct all my mistakes for you and our child!"

Anton wept bitterly while sitting in front of me, but this heart felt petrified, not one bit I melted and felt sorry to see it.

"It's enough, please go, Amanda and I don't have much time to see you."

I went inside, I let Anton still cry and rest in front of my house.