Parents For My Baby
Move On

When my eyes opened, I was surprised because around the room there was a white wall that I knew so well, yes this is my room. Then I looked to my right side there was Mama and Mba Rani "Let's finally realize son" said Mother. I then tried to sit down, even though this head still felt so heavy.

"Drink first Mila, calm yourself." Mba Rani then gave me a glass of water.

I drank it, and it felt like my esophagus was so thirsty. The fluid in the body is drained by sweat and tears. My body also felt so tired, I don't know how far I had run, I didn't really realize it. I just want to spill all my feelings because I can no longer bear the pain when I was next to Randi.

"Kok Mila's already in Mom's room?"

"Yes, you passed out near the Nak housing complex, fortunately, there was one security officer who knew you while walking around the complex, he saw you being helped by some residents" said Mother.

Indeed, in this housing complex, my father is quite well known because Dad is the head of intel in the Solo city police. So many people are disinclined by our family.

"You really why Mila? What happened to you until you finally fainted on the street? Are you sick, son? You dizzy? We go to the hospital for a health check? I don't want anything bad to happen to you, Mila!" mother said worriedly.

"Ga need Mom, I'm calm, Mila is just soy sauce, some days it's indeed the body of Mila is forsir to learn to be too tired, I know Mila wants to pinter rich Mba Dance."

"Yes, but if there is anything you have to directly talk to the mother do not be rich earlier, now I get you to eat first yes, you must be hungry, do not be too tired Mila, do not be too tired, you can desire like Mba Tari but if it turns out to be burdensome for you, don't go after your wishes too much."

"Yes, ma'am." I replied. Mother then went out of the room to get food, while I was still sitting on the bed this afternoon it felt like a dream. I tried to pinch my hand, it hurt, it meant it was real and now Randi must have left me.

The next day I tried to walk past Randi's house not far from my house, but it looked so quiet and empty. Randi is completely gone from my life. I didn't realize my tears were falling back.

The next few days were filled with sadness, I smiled in front of the people around me. But not with my heart, every second the tears still flow in my heart, it hurts so much.

'Either until when, let it be lost as time goes by.' That is the only word I always say in my heart.

Days changed, months passed, finally I was a little able to start forgetting Randi, especially now that I was busy facing the End of School Examination. I want to try to at least I didn't disappoint my parents and be able to provide a satisfactory graduation score for them.

Finally the graduation announcement day arrived. I got a very satisfactory grade. Amel was so surprised to see the value I got.

"What's so cool about you Mila, use a style can you get rich value gini?"

"Eatya learn dong Mel do not usually just think of men continue hahahhaha."

"Honey, you're the one who still thinks of Randi continues."

Hearing his name called the pain in my heart back present. "I'm sorry Mila I'm slipping."

"Father Mel, I also forgot Randi." I said as I tried to smile, even though this heart was so painful.

I then went home with a heart so happy, I wanted Dad and Mom to be proud to have a child like me. 

"What the hell is Mila? how happy."

"Look at Mila's test results."

Mom then looked at the test scores in amazement, as if not believing I had a satisfactory grade. Because among the three brothers, usually my lowest grade, I was the laziest to learn. Mba Tari is always a subscription to the general champion in school, while Mba Rani although not as smart as Mba Tari, the value is always satisfactory.

"Great you Mila, Dad must be proud to see your achievements, yes you changed clothes first there, then just ate, mom has cooked your favorite fried chicken."

"Thank you Mom." I said as I hugged Mom, I feel so happy today. Randi was never in my mind again, even though deep down I still love him so much. It turned out to give happiness to the old man more than anything, and from now on I promise to make my parents happy.

At dinner I asked myself to talk to Mom and Dad about my plans.

"Sorry Dad, Kamila's mom wants to say something."

"What the hell is it like, Mila?" said father.

"If you want to ask permission to study at the same University as Mba Tari in Jogja, tomorrow there is registration for the Independent Entrance Exam, if you want Kamila to join the list."

I saw Dad take a breath, then fell silent and looked at Mom.

Mba Rani then opened the voice "Serious you are Mila, you are spoiled, can you take care of yourself? College in this city alone is rich Mba Rani, here are also many good Universities, right?"

"And there is Mba Tari, Mila also wants to study at one of the best universities in Indonesia."

"Yes when you want to take Mba Tari, Mba Tari is also in college especially now that you are working on a thesis must be busy" said Mba Rani.

"You may go to college in Jogja Mila." said the father but his words stopped, then his eyes began to glance at Mother.

"You can go to Jogja as long as you don't bother Tari, you are independent there, take care of yourself especially now that Tari is working on a thesis and working part-time, must be very busy." Mother continued Dad's words that had been interrupted while advising me.

I soared with excitement and I embraced Mom and Dad while kissing them every now and then I stuck my tongue out at Mba Rani to get a sneer.

"Yes you rest, tomorrow morning I will take you to the place of Dance." .

I nodded and went into the room. So many thoughts dancing in my mind. I want to be able to be like Mba Tari who attended a good University, even she works part-time at a big company. His tuition fees are personal money from part-time work he does.

Mba Tari is indeed the proud child of my parents, she is beautiful and smart. Although many say I'm much prettier than Mba Tari, but that's not enough for me. Because I also want to make both parents happy with my own efforts.

I'm so hard to close my eyes, I can't wait for tomorrow.