Parents For My Baby
Eternal Love's

Anton Pov

The next day I went to Jakarta to finish all my work, because then this company will be present to my sister Caecar. I will open a branch office in Jogja and I will have an office there so that I can always be close to Kamila and Amanda. I'm not really sure Kamila will accept me anytime soon, but I'm sure Kamila will one day be able to take me back, even if somehow that time will come.

For one week I took care of all my work and my move to Jogja. Then I went back to the old house, the house that I had once been in with Kamila when I just got home from the hospital. I walked to the balcony of my room. I still remember clearly in my shadow as Kamila stood on this balcony enjoying the wind, and I hugged her. That's when I first started kissing her. It hurts my heart to remember all that, sometimes I always wonder why it was so hard for me and Kamila to come together. 'Is he not my soul mate? Or is this just my test of love that we have to pass?' my mind in my heart. But at that moment I heard the chanting of Adhan that broke my daydream.

"Astaghfirullah al-Adzim, I leave everything to You Lord."

After moving my office to Jogja, I met Amanda more and more, Jogja distance to Solo is not far, and every weekend I always spend my time with Amanda. I actually really wanted to meet Kamila, but she was very rarely at home. Bi Sumi once told me that Kamila was now at work, but I did not dare to ask her where she worked, I just wanted to give her time to forgive me and accept me back.

One day, I finally got to meet Kamila. Seeing my arrival he was so rushed and seemed to want to dodge from me. I rushed to him when I got in the car.

"Where are you going?"

"I now manage cafe Mas, I go first Mas, Amanda is inside again playing with Bi Sumi."

No matter what demon possessed her, my hand suddenly grabbed her so tightly as if I didn't want to lose her. Kamila looked so frightened and tried to break away, but my grip grew stronger.

"I'm sorry Mila if my presence makes you disturbed, but have you never seen the earnestness in my heart Mila to improve our household? is it so great that you can never forgive me? How can we make peace and have a good relationship? Is there no chance for me anymore, Mila?"

"Sorry Mas I work not to avoid you, I have long intended to open a business, I do not want to continue to stay in the house, now Amanda is also grown, I do not want to stay home, I don't always have to be next to her, I also have to think about Amanda's future, and it seems like there's no need for me to talk to you about our relationship anymore. You already know the answer when we first meet again in this house, forever our relationship will never be repaired, understand Mas, M, you and your parents have inflicted such a deep wound on my heart and it will never be healed at any moment."

"Well Mila, I'm sorry if I had bothered you so much and kept you distracted by my presence, I would have gone forever from your life, I make sure you never see my face in this house again, but one thing you should remember Mila, remember my promise if I'm only going to marry you, remember my promise when we were in marriage first if you were the only woman who was my wife."

Kamila left just leaving me who was still silent in front of her house. My heart hurts so much, but I don't want to impose my will on Kamila. I don't want if the person I love feels the pain of my presence, I just want to see him happy. And from this moment on I will try to sincerely accept this situation, I will try to sincerely release Kamila for good.

Ever since that incident, I've still been seeing Amanda but I met her on purpose when Kamila wasn't home. It's for my own good and her. I don't want him to be disturbed by my presence, and I don't want to see him because it will increase the pain in my heart.

The days change, and the months change. I don't think it's been ten years since my little daughter Amanda. I'm very happy even though for now it's just Amandah the encouragement of my life. And for the past ten years, I don't know how many women I've been dating. They were all beautiful and came from well-respected families but somehow I never became interested in them even though I had lived alone for a long time.

Sometimes when I bring Amanda home, there are women who will be betrothed to me. The older Amanda began to dare to ask about the presence of the women.

"Dear Amanda, papa just married Mama Kamila, papa won't marry again son."

"But the evil Mama is equally papa, Mama never want to meet Papa, even now Mama is getting busy working, there is no time for Manda, Mama, never had time for Manda, sometimes Mama calls the same old om-om, Manda doesn't know who it is."

My heart was like being stabbed by a knife when I heard Amanda's words. 'So now Kamila is close to another man?' my mind in my heart. It really hurts, but I have to be sincere if it's the best, and Kamila feels happy living with her.

"Yes already Manda gapapa, the important thing is that Mama is happy, if Mama is happy Manda is also Papa is also pastic is happy right?"

Amanda nodded and hugged me, even though it hurt so much I tried to keep smiling.

"Manda, tomorrow we go to Jakarta, to Opa's house with Oma in Jakarta. Later papa take Manda a walk around Jakarta."

"Great, Thanks for the reward, Manda loves Papa very dear."

A few days later I asked Kamila's mother for permission to tell Kamila that Amanda would be taken to Jakarta. I did want to take her on vacation, but besides that lately, Mom's health has deteriorated. We also plan to do treatment for Mother in Jakarta.

"Anton wants to see when you live alone like this, you have to have a family too."

"Mom, Anton would have said that Anton would never marry again for a period of time that Anton could not determine."

"Anton what if Mom's time in this world is not long anymore." said Mother crying.

I then hugged him. "Don't say like that Mom, I'm definitely getting well soon, we're already in Jakarta, I'm definitely going to get the best doctor's treatment."

"I'm sorry that Mother separated you from Kamila so that your life is like this, forgive the mother who destroyed the happiness of her own child."

While crying in my arms, Mom suddenly fainted.

"Mothers... Mum..."