Parents For My Baby

Parents For My Baby
Heartbroken


At first I thought about what Dad said, but a few days later I didn't think much about his words. Randi and his family do not look like criminals, in school even Randi is not the type of naughty students who like to skip and get drunk.


The more days I got closer to Randi, the more we went home together every day. But I always asked him to drop me off in front of the housing complex, I did not want my closeness to him known by Father or Mother. Dad did forbid me to date when I was in school.


My heart rate was actually pounding when I was with Randi. I've prevented this taste but it feels so hard, I admit I've started to love her. At school sometimes I secretly watched her from afar. Without me realizing, it turns out Randi also often observes me. We only smile and blush in shame when our eyes are at the same point when we stare. It's been three months since I've been close to her, but there's never been a word of love spoken.


I began to feel worried, actually how Randi felt to me. I may have hoped too much, but this feeling of love has already grown in my heart.


Until one night, my bedroom window was suddenly knocked, I was surprised and ran to the top of the bed, next to my house is an empty house that is famous for being haunted. I was afraid that if there were supernatural beings who pranked me, I finally fell asleep until morning.


The morning when I opened the window, I was shocked when I found a pink envelope and a red rose beside it. I quickly opened the contents, it turned out from Randi, I immediately jumped in excitement while humming reading his love letter, I can't wait to go to school to meet him.


I finished my bath and breakfast in a hurry and went straight to school. Mom and Dad were amazed at my behavior.


"A lot of cheer Mila?" mother said


I just smiled "Mila's done breakfast Mom, yuk Yah Anterin Mila to school now."


"Tumben Mila what is usually really bad when going to school?" 


"If you want a pinter, Mom, it's OK Mila said." I said with a goodbye and walked out of the house, then Dad followed behind me, although he still seemed confused to see my attitude change.


Upon arriving at school I saw in front of the gate Randi who was standing beside his motorbike while conversing with one of his friends. Seeing me coming he smiled and approached me.


"For Mila, have read my letter from me not yet Mil, I was lazy I was waiting for you in your bedroom window but you seemed to have slept so I went home deh." 


'Ups so it was the mallem that hit the window Randi? duh I think ghost, you know that was malem I opened the window wide.' My mind in my heart.


"Why is Mila?"


"Gapapa Mas"


"What does Mila say?"


"Answer?"


"Yes my answer last night?" said Randi.


I just smiled and nodded, actually I was very happy but I also felt so nervous that I could not say anything. Randi hugged me and we laughed together.


I nodded again. But suddenly there was a voice that made us surprised "Woyyyy if you want to date do not here, this is a school for learning!!!" it turned out that the school security guard was standing next to us and told us to come in.


"Based on today's children can not be different where to learn, where a place for dating!" he said while grumbling


Me and Randi just smiled at it. It is not too important that we hear the scolding of the security guard, the most important thing for us is the happiness we are feeling.


My days are so full of happiness forging love with Randi. Everything feels so beautiful maybe this is what is called first love and I am experiencing it, sometimes after school he invites me to go to the beach not far from this city or just sit in the city park. Randi also used to come to my bedroom window quietly and we chatted until late at night. He understood my condition that I had not been allowed to date so we had this relationship behind my parents.


My friends actually feel jealous of me, not least Amel my best friend who has admired him for a long time.


"Mila, if you don't like it anymore, Randi tells me yes, I still want to do it with him even if he's your ex" said Amel, grimacing.


"I'm not going to break up with Randi Mel."


"Well Mila, you're cute can be easy to get a guy, even a lot more handsome than Randi."


"You Mel, you don't have most dreams I broke up with Randi, we have a promise to live this relationship once alive" I replied. Amel just sneered and rattled my lips and mocked me.


"Yes, he's the one who's drunk on love."


It didn't feel like we had a year of dating, today is the day of the diploma and the last day Randi went to school here. Suddenly, he asked me to speak in the garden. Not one bit did I feel suspicious of him if he was going to leave me.


"When I love you Mila, you're the only one in my heart, you've been happy for a year, my days have become more colorful since there was you but sorry Mila our relationship seems to get here, me and my family are going back to Sumatra, I don't want to give false promises and hopes to you, may you have a good soul mate, wherever I am my prayer is always with you Mila, Thank you for accepting me for who I am." at the end of her sentence she grabbed me in her arms. I could only cry sobbing in his arms, my heart felt so painful.


"What's the reason? Why did you suddenly break up with me? Something must have happened to you!"


"Nothing happened to me Mila, I just had to move out of this town following the wishes of my parents."


"liks.. You lied, something must have happened to you!"


"No Mila, I really didn't lie" Randi replied.


I couldn't say anything more, I just cried sobbing I wanted to die if Randi left my life. He was my first love, and we promised to be in a relationship until death, but why did he suddenly cut this relationship off for no apparent reason.


I then threw Randi's body still holding me while crying, then I left her. I ran without direction with tears flowing down my cheeks. Then I screamed loudly. Suddenly everything felt so dark.