Parents For My Baby
Discarded

I slowly opened my eyes, I smelled the stinging smell of drugs, the wall around and the color of the curtain in front of me was white, I can confirm now I am in the Hospital.

It looked as if Mba Rani was sitting next to me, her gaze was sharp and looked even scarier compared to this afternoon 'What is this?' my mind in my heart. I tried to smile at him.

"Mba." I said.

"Mila asked you to leave the house immediately, let me take care of Amanda before we all take your disgrace further, go Mila!"

"What does mba mean?"

" You're pregnant with Mila, and that baby is a disgrace to the family, you know who Dad is? he is one of the most distinguished people in this city, nor can I imagine what happened to Father and Mother if they knew how you were!"

"I'm pregnant Mba?"

"Yes, you are pregnant Randi's child, that baby is the fruit of your stupidity, that baby will be a family disgrace for being born without a father!!!"

"Don't you say that Mba, she's also your niece, why has my relationship become so difficult with her? we love each other and remember Randi has not had a wife like Mba Rani said!"

"I would not have a niece as a result of adultery, her father would still have a legal wife, would put where the face mba! you stupid woman, just want to be tricked by ba*ingan like Randi."

"Do I need to say once again Mba if Randi does not have a wife. I also gave birth to Amanda without a husband, no Anton by my side!"

"The conditions are different Mila, Amanda was born because you previously had a legitimate husband and wife bond, while this baby? He is the result of your filthy actions Mila, prove your own words Mba if Randi already has a wife, you are stupid have been deceived by crocodiles like Randi!"

"Wait a minute Mba don't be rash, I want to talk to Randi, he promised to marry me as soon as possible, he will definitely be responsible."

"Speak to him, but I can assure you he'll definitely throw you out" she said cynically.

Mba Rani then left me at the Hospital. I cried, wanting to feel like I ran and met Randi, but we were separated by a considerable distance.

The nurse came and let me go home. I tried to chase Mba Rani, but I did not find her figure again in this hospital. I then went home, when this leg stepped into the house, it looked like Dad and Mom were sitting in front of the television.

"Kamila, are you home, son? how come you didn't tell Mom and Dad?"

"Yes Ma'am, when Mila came home, there was no Dad and Mom at home so Mila went straight to the cafe." 

"Oh, Dad and Mom were going to Nak's celebration, we forgot not to tell you, but before I left, Rani was here she said she had business with you, have you met her yet?"

"O.o.o.oh already kok ma'am, Mila had met Mba Rani." I said with a smile and tried to enter the room, before mother asked further.

But before I stepped in, Amanda suddenly ran to hug me. "Mama, Amanda's home, I miss Mama."

I then hugged Amanda, "Mama also miss Manda, Manda seneng holiday in Jakarta?"

"Seneng dong kan Papa, Oma sama Opa, dear no Mama, sometime we go there together yes, surely Papa seneng really can meet Mama."

Hearing Amanda's words my heart hurts so much, if the people in this house know my true circumstances. 'Will they love me? or will you hate me?' my mind in my heart.

"Amanda let mama rest first" said Dad chimed. Amanda then went back to playing with her dolls, while I walked into the room. In the room my heart was so messed up, I called Randi repeatedly, but the phone was so hard to call. By late afternoon, he had answered my call.

"Where have you been? Did I call you back?"

"Sorry Mila, I was in a meeting with a client, why are you panicking?"

"Why Mila, are you missing? we're gonna meet last morning?" answer while being angry.

"And I don't want to joke anymore, we have to meet, you have to be here tomorrow with the morning flight!"

"Okay Mila I'm working on it, baby."

I hung up the phone, my heart filled with grief. I can't wait for tomorrow. The next day I had been waiting for Randi in front of his house, but he had not come. Finally I went into his house, he had indeed given me a spare key. Not long after I waited for him to finally come.

"It's been a long time, baby?"

"Ran I don't want to talk, here I just want to tell you if I'm pregnant, you have to take Randi's responsibility!"

I saw Randi silent, his face filled with anxiety "I'm not sure it's my son Mila, don't your first husband also don't believe Amanda is his flesh and blood, let alone me who doesn't have a marriage bond with you!" he said to me with a sneering tone and a cynical smile.

"Did you say Ran? As if you were talking to me like that? Aren't you the one who's been seducing me until I've finally been seduced by your sweet mouth, then what does our relationship mean if you don't believe me Randi?"

"Sorry Mila actually I already have a wife, and I can't divorce her, you just drop the contents, after that we can have fun again as usual" he said while poking my chin.

It felt like my heart was so sore, I couldn't believe Randi had lied to me and could say that to me, I thought he sincerely loved me but it turned out that he just wanted to use me for his pleasure, 'Stupid' my mind is in my heart.'

"Basic brash you Randi!!!"

PLAKKIS...PLAKKKK

I slapped him and spilled my anger on his body, yet he just fell silent and smiled sinisterly as he looked at me, his gaze as if mocking my circumstances. " Thank you Kamila, for giving me your body, I enjoy being with you so much, if you're ready to have fun with me again, come to me when you want."

I was no longer strong to hear his words, with tears breaking I then drove home in a car at high speed. I want to crash this car into a truck in front of me.

But when I'm gonna do it, it's Amanda's face. I stopped and pulled out my bike. True said Mba Rani if Randi just toying with me, why am I too stupid to believe in the persuasion.

I'm so sorry, but regret always comes too late. There is a fetus in my womb, I have to bear all this, I have to take responsibility for all my depraved deeds. I cried on the side of the road for quite a while, until this heart felt somewhat calm and then I went home.

I immediately laid my body on the bed, all night I could only cry until I was tired and asleep, I woke up with a face so sticky because of the tears that dried up on my face.

Suddenly I feel so nauseous. I rushed to the bathroom and vomited. Amanda then approached me "Mama why? Mama's sick? Manda make tea."

"Ga need Manda, it's noon you go to school, later you are late."

"Yes Manda has left first yes Ma, Mama take care of your health yes"

"Yes Manda" I said as I drove Amanda into Dad's car. Suddenly Mba Rani was there coming and standing beside me. When Father and Amanda were gone, without further ado Mba Rani interrogated me. "How did you meet Randi? he rejected you, didn't he?". I could only cry hearing his words.

"You don't need your answer, Mila, you know what kind of man Randi is he's just using you for fun, you're too stupid to give up your body and now you're pregnant because of your stupidity."

I could only cry, suddenly a voice shocked us. It turned out that Mom had been standing not far from us and heard all our conversations.

"What ha,,ha, pregnant? Kamila ka, are you pregnant? So you threw up because you were pregnant?" he said he stumbled and fell unconscious.

"Ibuuuuuuuuu" Mba Rani and I panicked to see the mother who fell unconscious.