Possessive Love
4 years later .

Zeline is very happy to see Natalia and Alvin grow up cute and adorable, their faces look like Kevin, and their eyes look like Zeline. Both are jolly, like children in general, they both also always got champions in school. At the age of 4, they are fluent in English.

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In the afternoon Zeline took her two children for a walk in the garden of their home environment, she smiled watching her two children who were playing chases with Lisa. Zeline doesn't feel at home if she is away from her two children, somehow the feeling she would feel later if one day Kevin knew the whereabouts of the two children, then took them by force

"How's Alvian doing now?"

After being satisfied to play with Lisa, Natalia and Alvin went to Zeline who was sitting on the grass with a mat.

"Mama, why are you crying? Did you miss your sister again?" Natalia

Previously Zeline had told about Alvian's older twin brother and Kevin their father, so that someday if they meet, they will know the truth, they will know the truth, although they were four years old they were entitled to know about their biological father and twin sister, even Zeline kept a photo of Kevin in the room Natalia and Alvin so they knew the face of their father.

Zeline flashed a smile hearing her daughter ask.

"Mother when do we meet dad?" Connect Alvin with a carefree face.

Zeline is shocked to hear that she is at a loss as to how she should answer, as Kevin knows that she is dead, and she chooses not to tell Kevin about their two children. After his heart, he did not want Kevin to take all his possessions, he did not want to feel lost anymore.

"You're so stupid, look! My mother's face was sad." Natalia patted the sister on the shoulder. Natalia is very attentive to Zeline, also very sensitive to Zeline's feelings, not wanting to make her mother sad. Unlike Alvin he immediately said what was thrown in his head, like his father.

"Mama Alvin's just kidding, Alvin doesn't want to see you again, Alvin likes it here with mama." Alvin hugged his mother.

"Mama's not sad baby, mama promised you'd go see dad and sister!" Her reply pinched the spoiled cheeks of her two twins.

It was late last night when they returned to the apartment. On the way home, Zeline took them to a dinner stop at a restaurant where they used to eat. And then they came home soon.

"Mama, Natalia took a bath with mama!"

"Alvin too!"

"Well baby, but this is the last time you bathe, yes, you have to be independent (learn to bathe yourself." Zeline said smilingly as she stroked the hair of her two twins.

After finishing bathing the two, Zeline then dried their hair using a headryer, after which read them a fairy tale until they fell asleep. Then Zeline tidied up the blankets and turned off the lights, then walked out.

Zeline went to the balcony where her apartment was on the top floor. Looking at the atmosphere of the metropolitan city, as well as the lights of houses and buildings that look beautiful, he sighed, looking sad in both eyes.

Lisa, who was watching Zeline earlier, started to approach her.

"Zeline don't you want to find a new father for them?"

Zeline shook her head, as if to be the answer to her unpreparedness

"Come on, you're still pretty and a lot of good-looking guys come close to you but you always turn them down."

Zeline smile .

"I can't Lisa!" Decisively

"Actually you still love Kevin, don't you?"

Zeline was silent as if she agreed.

"Don't lie to yourself, Zeline, I can see it in your eyes, until when you want to punish Kevin for what he did to you, subconsciously you are also punishing yourself for not being able to forget it, just forgive him, it's better!"

"Don't you think this is going to get complicated? Natalia and Alvin also want to meet with her father, then someday how will you explain it? What if Kevin finds out that you're still alive? What if Kevin finds a replacement for you and a new mother for Alvian? and also how are you going to explain it to Alvian? Would she believe it just like that if you went to see her and said you were her mother? And if she believes that you are her mother, is it possible that she will love you as expected? Alvian must have thought you had thrown it away." Lisa at length.

Unable to hold back the tears, the tears that Zeline had wanted to hide had swung out, her sobs signifying a bit of regret for what she had done, she missed Alvian, the child she had not yet reached.

"Hmm Zeline you're actually making things difficult for yourself." Said Lisa

"You're right I'm making things difficult for me, I shouldn't have given Alvian to Kevin and I shouldn't have kept a piece of this feeling until now, this feeling seems to be killing me slowly!" Answer Zeline.

It's also true Lisa said everything she did was actually punishing herself. No mother can bear to part with her child.

"That's all happened, sorry! I don't have the fuss of hurting your feelings, I just don't want you to be soaked in sadness and loneliness all the time!"

There are two kinds of love in this life

Last love, the end of everything we can not love anyone else but him, although there are also those who can not be together, but he can never be replaced ...

If I could choose I'd better be the last love for someone, at least I'd be irreplaceable, not want it to be the first love for someone who will eventually be replaced.

Zeline wiped her tears. "It's okay, you say it's true too, thank you Lisa at least you've always been with me."

"I should be the one to thank you, I'm so happy to have an employer who already thinks of me as a brother, I said that because I don't want to see you sad!"

Rarely would anyone ever get an employer as good as Zeline, their closeness was beyond doubt.

"Oh yeah I forgot, maybe I left my phone in Natalia and Alvin's room, I'll take it for a second!" Zeline said as she fumbled through her pocket .

"I'll get it!" Lisa stopped Zeline's steps

"No need, I'll take it myself, you take a break, you seem exhausted, I saw you were very active playing with the kids earlier." Zeline said smiling

Then Zeline went to Natalia and Alvin's room, and she opened the door slowly, fearing to wake them up.

But when the door opened a little, Zeline saw Natalia talking while looking at a picture of her father.

"Dad .... I want to meet dad, at school my friends always tease me and sister, they say I don't have a father, I want us to hang out with mama, mama seems to miss you and sister."

Zeline, who had heard her son's words earlier, returned to her room, closing her eyes while holding back a cry.

"I'm sorry mom!"

It is natural that a child misses his father. No matter how much love a mother has for her child, there is still less without her father, and vice versa.

............ ...

The next day, Zeline decides to return to Rome with Natalia and Kevin

Zeline's phone rang, she got a call from Antonio, for the last four years they've been always exchanging news.

"Halo Zeline how are you? You've very rarely told me."

"I'm fine, what a coincidence that you called tomorrow I'm going to Rome with Natalia and Alvin"

" Who really? Then see you at the airport I'll take you there!"

"No need to bother you must be very busy, besides you've helped me a lot, I don't want to bother you, I'll take a taxi!"

"Come on Zeline, no need to worry anyway I miss you so much, I also want to meet Natalia and Alvin."

"Well if you insist, see you there." Zeline said as she closed the phone.

Then Zeline approached her two children, they were learning to color.

"Haii darling"

"Haai Mama." Answer them and then kiss Zeline's cheek

"Tomorrow we'll go for a walk to Rome!" Zeline.

"Whoa really? Are we going to meet Uncle Antonio?" Alvin asked, he often connected via online with Antonio.

Zeline smiled

"We can't wait for tomorrow." Said them

Then Zeline tells Lisa to prepare the clothes of her two children

"After this don't forget to prepare your things too, you're coming too!" Zeline said she smiled at Lisa, who was folding Natalia and Alvin's clothes to put her in the suitcase.

Lisa smiled with a sign of agreement