Possessive Past
CHAPTER 11 - I Hate You, Space!

Space nodded without looking at Hazel. He took a slow breath and turned towards Hazel. "Yes, that was my original goal."

Hazel fell silent, she did not expect Angkasa to say that, her heart was really sick. The person he loved and loved all this time was not sincere in loving and loving him. He raised his head, trying to hold back the tears, but nil, the tears kept flowing.

"And now you still dare to appear before me? Criminals like you ...." Hazel immediately covered her face with a palm. "You have no shame, Angkasa!"

Space closed its eyes while exhaling slowly. "That was my original goal, but it's different from now" he said slowly.

Hazel nodded while crying. "Bas of the beginning of a liar, will remain a liar, I hate you, Angkasa! Get you out of my house, and don't ever come here again, from now on I want us to break up!"

Angkasa nodded, he was resigned, he admitted that he was a criminal. Although it is hard to let go of the person he loves sincerely, but for the sake of the happiness of that person, he is sincere, maybe it is his destiny to always suffer, he does not want to bring Hazel into his suffering as well.

"Even if you don't believe me, I will say it anyway, I love you, Hazel, ever since I approached and felt happiness with you - a happiness I never felt before. You're right, I'm a criminal, I deserve this, and I'm going to go, hope you're happy, goodbye, Hazel." After saying that Angkasa immediately woke up from his seat. "Greetings to your family, I'm sorry-for everything I've done."

Hazel is getting hysterical, she really loves Angkasa, and now she is stuck with what she just said. His heart was literally being torn apart, violently pounded, tight.

Space stepped forward towards the exit while looking down, perhaps this was the last time she set foot in Hazel's house. Not only Hazel, but she was sad, claustrophobic, but this was the best way for her and Hazel. For 12 years his mother suffered because his father never loved his mother, he was even born into this world not the result of love, but the coercion of his parents and mother.

Even though what her mother did was wrong with the person who never bothered her at all - she still pity. She could not imagine how her mother had sustained her wounds for 12 years, conceived her, gave birth to her and raised her alone without a husband. It was time for her to end this, she hoped that with this her mother could be satisfied and never have bad intentions again with the Hazel family.

"I'm sorry, Hazel, I love you, I hope someone can love you more than me" Inner Space.

Miss Lily came to tears when she saw Hazel screaming in tears, she watched from the beginning. Zayn, Arga and Phirga came down because of Hazel's voice. The space already in Hazel's garage can still hear her. Hazel was very hysterical, seeing Hazel cry a few times, only this time she was this hysterical. Since it had been holding back, finally the defense had collapsed as well, it was crying. Before anyone saw him, he immediately squeezed the motor out.

While inside, Hazel is being pacified by her mother. Hazel is like this.

"Mother, what should I do ...?" hazel said while crying.

Firga who knew nothing just remained silent while watching. When Hazel was a child, she cried this hard, but when she grew up crying this hard she was really hurt.

"This is what I'm afraid of from over-relationship" Zayn said, rubbing Firga's shoulder.

Firga. "Hazel why, brother?" tanyakanya.

"It seems to break up with Angkasa, really surprising, anyway."

Firga nodded her head while rounding her lips.

"Dad told you not to overdo it, see now, Niesel, right, you? It's your own fault, we had problems with his family in the past, ah, rather they're looking for trouble. You should know this, Hazel ...."

No time Mr. Arga continued his words, Miss Lily immediately tried to stop with a signal. But Mr. Arga has boarded apitam, he can not hide this problem anymore.

"Your mother always told me to shut up, but I can't, it's for the sake of your children's happiness. I won't let you, Zayn or your mother do it again. Your mother is always accused of being a destroyer of people's relationships because of Angkasa mother, your mother had to be exposed to mild trauma because Angkasa father, while pregnant with Zayn, your mother was poisoned by Angkasa mother, while pregnant with you, while pregnant with Angkasa, angkasa's father died helping your mother until your mother almost went to prison because of the Angkasa family. Not to get there, a lot, they were .. ah! I don't want to know, from this moment on there is no compromise anymore, never date anyone, connect with people who dare to propose to you and accept your father's terms after you graduate college later!" After saying that Mr. Arga went straight to his study again.

Ms. Lily hugged Hazel tightly, Hazel was not as hysterical as she was, she cried without a voice out of fear for her father. His feelings are mixed.

"He shouldn't have said that in this condition" Ms Lily said, rubbing Hazel's shaky shoulders. "I'm sorry your father, son, I don't mean to be evil, I did that because I love you. And forgive me too."

Firga froze, he was confused as to what to say, he should not hear this debate.

"Let's continue again" said Zayn. They finally stepped back into the workspace.

"Bu .. What do I do now?" said Hazel.

Miss Lily didn't talk right away, she knew what it was like to part with a loved one, it was painful.

"You better follow your father's advice, Hazel, that's better. Some say, dare to open the heart, then it must be brave also for heartache. Make this event a lesson, connect with your legal husband later, rest your heart, focus on learning, busy yourself with useful things. Let's get you to the room now" said Miss Lily, trying to wake Hazel. Hazel got up and stepped into her room.

...***...

Space does not go straight home, he chooses to go to the lake-the place where he and Hazel often come for photographs. The shadow of Hazel's joy swirls in Space's memory. He has hurt girls, it feels so embarrassing and so stifling.

"Would I have experienced something similar with my father in the past? Parting with someone I love?" The space breathed out slowly. "Although yes, I will not be as bad as the father with the woman who will be my companion later. Because I don't want any more victims, I just feel it enough and I hope my suffering can be the end of everything."

The sky glared far up into the sky, remembering Hazel's words as she described the one that always looked perfect in her eyes.

Space immediately cleared its throat when it heard the sound of the phone. Before lifting him up he tried to talk first so as not to sound like people want to cry. The phone call was from his mother.

"What's up, Mom?" ask Space.

His forehead shriveled when he heard the sound of a vehicle horn. "Where's mom?"

"Ah ... hello? Is this Erika's son?" It was not his mother's voice, Space's heart instantly beat abnormally.

"L-yes, what's wrong?"

"Your mother was unconscious at your father's funeral, she even rummaged through your father's grave, I happened to be a friend of her when she was in high school, I didn't accidentally meet her, now I take her to the hospital, the doctor said he had a heart attack because he was too angry, the doctor said, I don't understand. Now that he still doesn't realize, you come here quickly, yes, I want to go to work. I sent it via chat." After saying that the phone line was cut off.

Angkasa leaned his back against a big tree, just crashing into trouble, now he had to hear bad news.

"Until when have I always been tortured like this?" space shouted, his voice until echoed. His face immediately flushed red, he wanted to get angry, wanted to cry, wanted to end, he was really very tired.

Without saying much more he immediately woke up, he had to get to the hospital as soon as possible. It can't trouble many people anymore.

...***...

He still didn't expect Angkasa to be able to do that, he looked sincere, his mask was very smooth, his drama was very talented, he could trick Hazel until the boy was completely cornered and felt fragile. He manages to make Hazel crumble, melded with the words love and hate. He was trapped and difficult to step, even to align the steps of his right and left feet he felt difficult, fragile, tight, his heart felt colonized by armed soldiers.

"Hazel out!" call his father from the door.

"Well, this Hazel nenangin herself first" said Miss Lily.

"Alone in the room in this situation is not good," he said, "get out, Hazel!" shouted again.

After removing his tears Hazel wakes up, her father will not stop if she does not come out. He immediately looked down after facing his father.

"Because Firga has helped Father and Brother Zayn, I want to invite Firga to lunch together, you must come along, when sad do not get too late, and not too late, especially sad because men are not sincere with you, let's be neat, I wait ten minutes from now."

"But, Yeah ...."

"Nothing buts." After saying that his father immediately left. Miss Lily can only show a smile while encouraging Hazel.

Hazel nodded and went into the room, she could only obey, for she was wrong, if she had followed what her father had said, maybe he will not absorb this accept the reality that happened suddenly.

"I still hope it's just a nightmare so that when I wake up I can be happy again" Hazel said as she looked at her face in the mirror. His condition was very alarming, last night he could not sleep because of anxiety about the state of Space, but Space even hurt his heart just like that.

"Even if it's not a nightmare, I hope the pain will be treated soon" Hazel said as she stepped into the wardrobe.

...***...

Firga looked at Hazel with a flat expression, she had known Hazel since she was a child, but she had forgotten him. Even he who used to act spoiled with her was now even acting impudent.

Hazel sat next to her father, while Angkasa and Zayn were in the back, they were going to the restaurant for lunch.

"Where do you want to go to college, Angkasa?" zayn asked, their conversation could be heard by Hazel and Mr. Arga.

"University of TY Negeri, Sis, I was accepted through SNMPTN."

Zayn nodded in amazement. "Favorite university, huh? Whoa ... Hazel you should be able to get in there, too, you, right, she said she had expected the university from the days of Elementary."

Hazel exhales slowly, she has been dreaming of it since Elementary School, when the dream High School was getting hotter because Angkasa said she also wanted to go in there, too, because of this incident he even became not excited to enter the university of his dreams, he could not continue to meet with Angkasa if he did not want to continue to feel hurt alone.

"Hazel was spoken to by his brother, you know, don't think that's not polite," said Mr. Arga.

Hazel turned to her father and looked at the inner sepion, her bead met with Firga's bead, Hazel immediately threw away her face, she only realized that Firga had seen her tragic incident. Fortunately, she graduated, so there is no need to feel ashamed when meeting at school.

"Let's see, how good it will be" replied Hazel.

"Don't because of a breakup you become discouraged" said Zayn who agreed to his father.

"There are still a lot of good men out there, no need to go far, if Firga wants to be the same child whiny and spoiled like you Daddy will be the blessing, just get married after graduating high school later," sambar Pak Arga's.

Hazel chokes on her own saliva when she hears her father's words, where she may be married to an annoying person like Firga. Could-can his weight dropped dramatically because of stress advised with spicy words continue. Now he has no taste with handsome men, he is really parno.

"Where, Firga? You want to be with Hazel?"

Firga laughs. "I haven't thought about it yet, Om."

"Yes, focus on learning, you're the heir to your father's company, you kids have younger siblings too, you have to be careful because you expect your parents to look after your sister and her company. Before glancing at other women, lyrics Hazel first," said Mr. Arga.

Zayn to the end. "Father is very maksa, where would he like the same spoiled, chatty, whiny, and bar-bar kayak Hazel," said Zayn.

Hazel directly poked her brother with a tissue of her sweat marks. "Keep uglyin me, keep going!" his nag.

Zayn laughed again. "Let's see, if angry like crashing, duh, Ga, don't deh, aggravate later if you have a wife that is difficult to manage like Hazel."

"Sir Zayn!" shout Hazel. Zayn and Firga laughed, while Mr. Arga only smiled, at least his youngest daughter should not cry in the room like that.

Once again Hazel had to sit opposite Firga, she felt uncomfortable eating in front of Phirga like this. He still can't believe he was good friends with Firga in childhood, his mother said he liked Firga very much, but he completely forgot, maybe too small, maybe still too small, or maybe because Firga was really very different from the Firga in the past.

"You don't like chives, do you? Means it's yours, our food is tapers," Firga said.

Hazel immediately blinked her eyes, she was really ashamed to be caught looking at Phirga.

"Ah yes, thank you."

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First of all I want to thank you for correcting. In Chapter 4 there is an error, revised on May 28, 2021, so who feel read Chapter 1 after May 28, 2021 does not need to re-read.

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