Possessive Past
CHAPTER 16 - About Move On

Early in the morning Angkasa has woken up, which usually when waking up immediately prepare for school, this time he must clean the house first. Want to complain was free, after all it was like this in fact, he could only accept and slowly live it. Despite being physically and mentally tired, all of this still has to be dealt with.

His steps came to a halt when he saw the still-plastered photo in his room, his smile flashed. Although his relationship had run aground, he never threw away items related to Hazel - even if it was just a piece of paper in which there were words of encouragement facing a repeat. That sweet girl ... Space has not forgotten it. Sometimes he thinks that if he could make his own choice, he would choose to be with Hazel, enjoy the beauty of this world with a positive view even though this world is a tired place that often makes it slump to the lowest point.

These days he finds out that Hazel is close to Firga, and that she accidentally saw Hazel get into Firga's car with Ayesha last night. At that time he was about to buy the food that Mr. Rojali left when he wanted to deliver the package to the delivery place, it happened that the place of purchase of food was around the Vagansa-mall Mall that Hazel and Ayesha came to. Because Firga picked them up at the exit, he could see them.

"It seems that now the position of Firga and I have changed, yes, you used to always complain about all the hospitality of Phirga, maybe now you complain how much jerk I was to him." Space nodded. "Nothing, you better hate me, hopefully you can be happier than me."

After finishing cleaning the house, Angkasa immediately took a shower and got ready to wear a school uniform. No breakfast for now and no idea when. After all, he had no appetite for breakfast this morning even though since yesterday afternoon he had not eaten.

Just as he was about to squeeze the motor, his phone shook for a long time - there was a phone rush in - Angkasa see who called, apparently from the Mental Hospital where his mother was treated.

"Hello? There's ap-"

"See, it's Mom."

Angkasa's mouth was clenched like a fish placed on land, he still did not think that the one who had spoken was his mother.

"Did you remember me?" ask Space stamped.

Behind the phone, her mother smiled. "Why didn't you come here yesterday? Have you gone to school yet? Had breakfast?"

The space immediately turned its head upwards, trying to hold back its tears from falling. It feels like he really misses his mother like this, where his worry is sincere because unfortunately the mother to the child.

"I was part-time yesterday, so there was no time to go to RSJ, maybe today too, I can look at Mom on Saturday and Sunday only. I'm sorry .... I was just leaving for school, and I .. I had breakfast." Angkasa is forced to lie, he just doesn't want his mother to worry.

There was a puff of breath behind the phone, he did not know what his mother was thinking at the moment, but as he knew, his mother must have carried a heavy burden - heavier than him. Years of suffering, he still suffers. Although she often felt inhumane by her mother, she still had the desire to see her mother happy.

"Jaudah, school is right, from tomorrow stop working, use the money of the mother who is in the ATM as long as Mother is still here. If you don't obey, I won't be back forever, you may understand these words." After saying that the phone line was immediately cut off. His mother was like that, acting as she wished. The word will not return for good it has the meaning that he will end his life.

"Please do whatever you want, while my body is still in the body, while my breath is still blowing, you can use me as it should," said Angkasa before he finally plug gas motor fast.

...***...

Hazel spread her arms wide when she saw Ayesha getting off the school bus as she got off the car her father was driving. They immediately embraced while laughing and walked together while telling anything. From the start Ayesha still does not believe that Hazel can be close to the haunted Firga-senior-and how their spectacle while in the cinema, the, not to mention Hazel who told me that she was heartburn at midnight because of level three, it was said her stomach was second, but still eating spicy food.

Ayesha pulls Hazel rough when she sees the motor speed into the parking lot. He does not see who the driver is, but Hazel, just by looking at the hoodie and parfume that the man is wearing, he can know who he is. Spacewalk.

"So, crazy times tuh people, in the school riding a motorcycle as fast as it was, found out teacher BK, hit point tuh," said Ayesha while tidying up her hood that was blowing because of the wind. This morning was really cool, the sun did not highlight, no, it looks redum rather than cool, it seems that it will rain later.

"He doesn't usually like that" Hazel said slowly.

"He who?" ask Ayesha.

Hazel shook her head and immediately pulled Ayesha's hand to run as fast as possible to the classroom. Ayesha immediately cried out like a chick held next to her foot. The difference is that chicks sound like piyaks, if Ayesha, uh fucking Hazel, regular chicks are bar-bar versions.

Their breaths hunt when they arrive at the classroom. "Zel, if my heart is not normal, I'm lying alive!" gertak Ayesha stammered as her breath could not yet blow quietly.

Hazel slumped up while holding her stomach, seeing Ayesha's sweaty face was a beautiful sight for her. "Lo, right, rarely sports, when else, right, I'm running for free?"

Ayesha immediately screeched, she dropped her head on the table. Hazel thought that Ayesha was reading a bedtime prayer before school, not an out-of-home prayer. The demon is a lot, he often sleeps in class hours and gets angry with the teacher. Hazel can only laugh if she has been told to fill difficult problems on the board, not even infrequently she was often punished because she could not stop laughter.

Hazel's laughter instantly came to a halt as she watched Angkasa enter her class, her heart racing. Seeing the rapid change of look on Hazel's face, Ayesha immediately woke up from her lazy position.

"Why are people?" ayesha.

Hazel flinch, no, she's not coming for Hazel, she keeps walking to the corner until she stops at the bench of the beautiful Anindhita-si woman who is famous for her upbringing, he is much admired by men from all corners of any class. For some reason, there was something boiling in his heart. He used to claim that the smile of Angkasa, the gentle attitude of Angkasa, and all the romance that Angkasa incised, specifically just for him. However, it seems that he has no right to claim it anymore. Angkasa smiled towards Anindhita while giving one big red map, no matter what it contained.

They were seen chatting for a while until finally Angkasa waved his hand and left the classroom. Not much to worry about, but Hazel was really paying attention. It felt crowded to see him smile at another woman, but the question is, does he have the right to it? Hazel's head spontaneously shook.

"He wants to benefit Ani kali, Ani, right, class prima donna, face glowing, shining, shimmering, splendid, bright, su-" Hazel immediately covered Ayesha's mouth with a piece of paper she found under the table.

"HAZEL!" his yell.

...***...

Just when he arrived at the door of the class, Angkasa passed by the picket teacher, he brought many colorful maps, whether it was a map. The Space Step stopped because its name was called.

"Please help Mom share it to IPA class 1 to 5, yes, Angkasa, I have to take it to the lower class as well" said the picket teacher.

Angkasa nodded while taking over the five matching-red-coloured maps - that was class twelve specialty.

"Love to her secretary, you know, right, Ani, Diah, Yessi, same Tria? Yes, thank them, tell them to share it with their classmates, this is a notice for parents who should have been loved yesterday, but I forget, thank you, yes, Angkasa, Mother down."

Space accidentally escorted him from class XII IPA 5, actually his heart beat abnormally when stepping into class Hazel. He could see the woman laughing with Ayesha from the window. In his heart he was grateful that Hazel was not as bad as he thought, and it seemed that she had been able to move on from him - it was just his perspective, when in reality, they were just covering the wound with a smile, moreover Space.

"Thank you, yes, Angkasa, sorry for the repotin," he said with a smile, not only his lips were curved, his eyes were curved, how could Angkasa not smile back if he smiled as sweetly as that. No, not because he harbors feelings, he just doesn't feel good if he doesn't return Anindhita's smile.

"Jude," said Angkasa.

"Strong." The space steps stopped again. Anindhita waved her hand with a sweet smile. With a stiff movement he returned the wave of the hand. Again he remembered Hazel.

When he was about to come out, he turned to Hazel, the boy was still laughing with Ayesha, even Ayesha to shout calling her name. He didn't see the space at all. The sky lowered and then put his feet back. Hazel must have hated him so much, who was not angry when she found out that for two years of contact it turned out that her initial motive was to take advantage.

"It is good that he can move on, sometimes man is created just to love, not to have. Spirit, Space," he said in his heart.

Angkasa's eyes squinted when he saw Arsy passing through it just like that, not usually, maybe the child had already repented.

"Sister Gilang!" His annoying voice made Angkasa turn his head, he immediately smiled obliquely. Apparently Arsy is a woman who likes to approach popular men. Because now that Angkasa already has a lot of hater, he turned to Gilang who was on the rise. He said, anyway, he wanted to prove that he was the only woman who could love Angkasa endlessly, but what was this?

"It's a good thing I never had the same feelings as him" said Angkasa slowly. He continued his delayed steps.

...***...

As the bell rang home, it was raining heavily, Ayesha and Hazel were pensively pensive in the corridor, staring at the rain that fell at two this afternoon. They should have run to the bus stop to get the first school bus. But what power, the field is very wide, not to mention the parking area, recklessly through it while running was certain they will be soaked to underwear. Not to mention the textbooks in the bag. So they chose to wait for the rain to stop.

"Zel, you want to come down?" The sound made Hazel and Ayesha look over. Apparently it was Fero. Hazel was still upset with the big man. The face can be handsome, the body can be beautiful, but unfortunately if the mosquito is not about. The bull came off, so Ayesha called it.

"Well, you will" said Hazel, throwing her eyes down again, looking at the passers-by under the rain.

"Gue has two umbrellas, one for you," said Fero while giving a large umbrella patterned Elsa Frozen. Ayesha immediately turned.

"Where did you, Ro, go crazy turn a little, huh, lo?" ayesha said still with her laughter.

"May I have a class, I've used it, oh, yes, I'm sorry about yesterday." After saying that Fero immediately smiled then went away.

Hazel held up the umbrella. "Sha!" said it.

"Yoi, let's run while hugging like a teletabis" said Ayesha as she pulled Hazel's hand to get down.

"You want to get to the parking lot?"

The soft sound of class A silk made Hazel and Ayesha who were busy arranging positions before running to her head. Ayesha immediately pulled Hazel's head to turn away from that sight. On his left there is Anindhita is offering an umbrella object to Angkasa, ah does not mean that Angkasa wants to walk with him.

"The view on the side is not worth seeing minors" Ayesha said.

Hazel's lips were straight. At that moment Ayesha hugged him. "LET'S RUN AWAY FROM SINGKIWINGKI."

The cry of Ayesha made Angkasa turn, he noticed Hazel and Ayesha who seemed to get along with one big blue umbrella patterned Elsa Frozen but shouted Tingkiwingki.

"Hazel is so pretty, huh, Ka? I'm beautiful, smart, you deserve to be so limp with her," Anindhita said as she looked at Hazel and Ayesha who looked noisily ahead.

Angkasa just smiled, with that smile Anindhita could tell that Angkasa actually still harbored feelings with Hazel.

"Gue believe, what people say that lo benefitsin Hazel is not true, your gaze to Hazel is very sincere, even I can not get that gaze from you, I can not get that gaze from you, it's not just me, it's other people."

Angkasa turned his head, just as he turned his head Anindhita smiled, he lifted his umbrella higher. "Let's take me to the parking lot, let's just say this is my thanks."

Space did not say anything, until finally without the cue Anindhita immediately pulled the hands of Angkasa to get closer and step together. Of course, it has become a highlight for many people. Anindhita was arguably the prima donna of the school, and Angkasa, she was still involved in scandal with Hazel, and the scandal was still warm, but the man was already close to other women, especially Anindhita, it certainly attracts the attention of many people.

The sound of illegal whispers immediately scattered, some say Angkasa jerk, more agree that Angkasa with Anindhita than Hazel the bar-bar, and so forth.

"Thanks" said Angkasa as Anindhita released Angkasa's hand right in the parking lot.

"Yes, I'm ahead, papa I've been waiting at the gate, bye ...."

If Angkasa returned the wave of his hand, not for now. He just watched without a smile.

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I can finally continue this novel. Hopefully not to run away from his reader. Info nih, if the novel SAR (Secrets and Reality) will be updated on Monday-Tuesday in June. For info every day, you can check instagram @quotebymeforyou

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