Possessive Past
CHAPTER 6 - Them and Restu

One day before the repetition Hazel and Angkasa were busy studying, they only communicated when passing by at school, the rest were very rare. Mareka was already used to this situation.

On Monday, the twelfth grade did not return to school because they had completed the final exam. Come back when graduation time comes.

Two weeks ago Mr. Arga invited Mr. Gunnar's family to dinner, but only realized later tonight-bumped with Sunday night. Hazel actually already knew that Firga was Gunnar's son, but because he was too focused on what his father said, he forgot who Gunnar and his family were.

His intention tonight is Hazel wants to take Angkasa out before they are both busy studying, but he does not get permission from his father. Her father said it was rude for Hazel to go to Space and not to go to dinner with her father's close relatives. Inevitably Hazel can only agree to it.

After an afternoon shower Hazel called Angkasa, but her number could not be reached, but yesterday she could. Hazel pursed her lips, so she thought of the words Space a few weeks ago - about the stage - she was afraid Angkasa was depressed.

Although he always gets a smile when he looks at the mother of Space, he still feels that there is something behind the smile. As stupid as Hazel was, she could still tell which was a sincere smile and which was an insincere smile.

"Now he must have studied very hard, Angkasa ... Space ...," said Hazel. Finally he only sent a short message in the form of words of encouragement and best prayer.

After the Maghrib prayer Hazel immediately prepared to wear the clothes her mother had chosen. His family is like this, when you want a dinner or family meeting in any form his clothes must be a couple. Tonight Hazel is wearing a pearl-mixed black blouse, looking simple, but costing her a month's worth of food. His mother since childhood was born from a family to be, therefore if you buy yes .. more or less must be quality.

Zayn once told Hazel that when her mother was allowed to work, her work clothes cost millions every day, and shopping was unmitigated. However, after the father did not allow him to work anymore and he already had more than one child, he began to save money, and even the father taught him. Although their money is there and enough to buy, but better be devoted.

Just as Hazel wants to get into the car, her phone vibrates, there is an incoming message from Space. He asks if Hazel wants to go out tonight, Hazel has not told Angkasa about her ever going to dinner with Gunnar's family.

"I have to go with family, dinner with family om Gunnar, even though I want to go out with you before we are both busy studying," replied Hazel.

"Isn't Gunnar Gunnar Firga's father? Do you know his family very well?" ask Space through chat.

Hazel was silent for a moment, and she finally realized the situation.

"Sister, does Gunnar have a son named Firga?" whispered Hazel to her brother who was sitting next to her.

Zayn nodded. "Why?"

Hazel hissed, if she knew like this, she better pretend to have a fever. He meets a creature he does not want to meet. He had just been calm for a few days without the judge, but now he was the one who approached him.

"You know him, right?" ask Zayn.

Hazel shakes. "Don't want to know even though you know," said Hazel while staring at the screen of her mobile phone back, it turns out the Space directly offline. He clucked until he made his mother and father ask. Zayn just laughed at Hazel's behavior.

...***...

Angkasa punches the wall hard when he learns that Arsy is coming home with his mother and he must accompany the girl as long as their mother speaks. Between upset at Arsy's arrival and confused why Hazel can recognize Firga even to the family dinner. His feeling was confused, he was not excited to smile as usual.

"Space Sis!" shouts Arsy happy when he saw the sky go down.

Angkasa who usually immediately smiled out of respect for Arsy's mother is now no longer, he just remained silent without looking at Arsy.

"Take to the balcony, Ka, all of you bring food gih," said Ms. Erika.

Arsy smiled happily as he nodded, being alone with Angkasa while looking at the night sky was a rare opportunity.

"Here you are," said Angkasa as he stepped onto the empty sofa.

Ms. Erika stared at Angkasa sharply, usually Angkasa did not show such an ilfeel face.

"Ka, salim with Aunt Naya," said Ms. Erika.

Space woke up again and kissed the back of Naya's hand - the mother of Arsy - and then sat back down. Arsy who was previously sitting next to Naya's mother immediately moved to the side of Space.

"Sak Angkasa, yuk's photo?" said Arsy while bringing his body closer to the body of Angkasa, his cellphone that was previously dead now has shown the front camera.

Space clucked while dodging.

"Strong!" said Mrs Erika.

Arsy pursed his lips. "It's okay, Auntie, maybe because I'm not as pretty as Hazel's sister, so Angkasa's sister doesn't want a photo of me" said Arsy.

Space was throwing a face off, he was always like that.

"Father, you are more beautiful than Hazel. Aunty, anyway, more agree that you are dating Angkasa than she is with Hazel, her son can not keep his words," said Ms. Erika.

Arsy looked down with a small smile. Instead of being amazed, Angkasa even furious to see his face, if he was not a woman and now there is no mother and mother Naya, maybe he has punched the face of the cunning.

"Ah, Aunty can do it," said Arsy with a shy smile.

"Aunty doesn't lie, honey, Aunt's dream daughter-in-law is like you're not like Hazel."

Again Arsy just looked down while smiling shyly.

"Space, sorry, yes, if I disturb Brother's time," said Arsy still with the same-subject position.

Angkasa sighed heavily and then woke up from his seat. "I'm sorry I have to learn, if it's delayed later even lazy, that's more important." Without even listening to anyone else, Space just left.

He made sure, after Arsy and his mother came home, he would get a scolding from his mother again.

Angkasa closed his eyes while sitting hugging his knees in the corner of the room, where his favorite when feeling upset. A powerful way to hold back the emotions of the Space version is like that .. embrace yourself, seek warmth from yourself.

After she calms down, she turns on her phone data and opens a message from Hazel. He said Firga was the son of a close relative of his father. I don't know why he even became worried Hazel was taken Firga.

"Am I being too selfish to think this?" ask the space to yourself. He shook. "It's natural, Hazel, if I'm afraid of losing her, that's one proof that I love her, but .... Is true?" Angkasa ruffled his hair in frustration.

"Is it hard to live what I want? Wh why? Why should I be tied up in a cage, why can't I be as free as a bird flying out there?"

...***...

Hazel lowered her head as she watched Firga wake up smiling, no, not towards her, but towards her father, mother, and brother.

"Hello, Hazel? I've been a long time Auntie did not see you, the more beautiful," said the Mother of Space.

Hazel looked up shyly with a smile. "Tante is also more beautiful" said Hazel.

Firga raised her eyebrows, knowing that Hazel was the son of a close relative of her father. She even remembers how Hazel looked when she was a child.

"How does not want to be more beautiful, every day skincare-an mulu," said Mr. Arga.

"Dad ..," said Hazel, and all laughed.

"Hazel time forgets you Firga, even though when you were little you played together, little Firga face is just as mature is different anyway, yes, the cooler now mah," said Ms. Lily.

Firga smile. "My face may be harder to remember than the physics formula, Auntie," Firga said.

And again everyone laughed.

"You know, one book a night can fail, but one face and its name in years of forgetting" said Zayn.

Hazel immediately pinched Zayn's arm until Zayn grimaced.

"Where are you going, Firga?" cut Mr. Arga.

"Lecture in Jakarta, Om, if I go abroad later Kia more free because the same mother father rarely at home," said Firga while glancing at Kiara who was playing the phone before then looked at her with a stern look.

"Well, it's a class, right, same Hazel?" ask Miss Lily.

Kiara looked up and looked at Hazel, she smiled first and then followed by Hazel. "Hazel's first-seeded son, I'm in the same class as his girlfriend, ah .. I just realized that it's you, sorry my eyes are a bit myopic," said Kiara.

Kiara is familiar with Hazel and Angkasa because their names are always in the field with a position that never changes. Every time it was completed through a replay or exam, it would be determined that the ten greatest scorers of the entire force, Hazel and Angkasa always occupy positions one and two. Although Angkasa is one class with him, he is not familiar with Angkasa - he is a man who is difficult to approach, while Hazel he has just seen Hazel from a close distance, and Hazel, previously whenever there was a meeting with Hazel's family he rarely went along.

Hazel smiled as she nodded.

"Hazel has a girlfriend, well .. when his intention is to be Om matchmaking with Firga."

And again, everyone laughed and Hazel was cornered until she could not move.

Firga just smiled, he would not pinch his father let alone interrupt, he knew his father was just joking, so it was normal. It is precisely the person who exaggerates who actually wants to.

Their conversation halted for a moment as the food began to arrive one by one. After praying with them they ate.

Hazel could not eat quietly as she sat right in front of Phirga. Firga looks ordinary, but he's cold hot. It feels uncomfortable and uncomfortable.

"Daddy has a message without onions, you still don't like it? Or do you want to order another menu?" asked Mr. Arga when he saw his son looks no appetite.

"Ah, no, Dad, I like it. I'm still a little full of gini" said Hazel, just before leaving, she had eaten a bowl of instant noodles.

Firga suddenly pushed tissue towards Hazel. As Hazel looked up she pointed her lips with her index finger. Hazel knitted her brows, still clueless. Finally, Firga pursed Hazel's lips without touching her.

Hazel nodded as she wiped her lips with a tissue. Those who saw their behavior only smiled silently. Hazel was used to eating like that, when at home usually her mother who reminded, while at Ayesha school, and when with Angkasa, it was definitely Angkasa who reminded. And now, for the first time he was reminded by Phirga.

...***...

At nine o'clock in the evening the door of Space was knocking, certainly his mother. Angkasa has laid his body on the mattress, he chose to pretend to sleep rather than having to fight, fortunately his position is supportive.

When the door opened that Erika saw only darkness, Space was used to sleeping without light. When the light was still on, his brain could not stop thinking.

Ms. Erika turned on the light and then approached to the direction of Space, ascertaining whether the Space is asleep or not. When he saw Angkasa close his eyes, his lips curved upwards to form a beautiful smile that is symmetrical, he loved his son, even he was willing to work endlessly to revive his son. Unfortunately, he is not the type of person who can show affection with more attention.

Ms. Erika rubbed the sweaty head of Angkasa, even though her room had been provided with AC, but Angkasa rarely used it, he said dear to electricity, he was an understanding boy, without being told he could save.

"Sorry ...," said Ms. Erika slowly. The chest of Space felt tight, he had never heard those words when he opened his eyes.

Suddenly Erika's mother kissed Space's forehead, Space's body stiffened. Until finally when the lights have been turned off and the door has been closed again Space opened its eyes. He held his forehead with his right hand. His left hand stroked his chest slowly, his heart immediately beat fast, fortunately it was not discovered that he was pretending to sleep.

Space sat back, he was silent for a moment. His thoughts immediately turned back, about Hazel, his mother, what he had learned today, and about everything he had experienced so far. Angkasa closed his eyes, it turned out that pretending to look fine was very tiring. One day went by like a week.

"I'm really confused, I have to how, will it all end beautifully? Can I be as happy as what Hazel said? Or vice versa?" say Space slowly.

He spilled his body back, his eyes glaring, nothing visible, only darkness, looking endless.

"Is my life like this? The real darkness ends if anyone can light up? Who is the lamp in my life? When can I find him? When can my life be illuminated by its light until I can find the answer to every problem I feel now?" ask Space in silence.

His brain kept turning, many questions running through his mind. Questions he didn't even know what the answer was and where it came from.

Space exhaled slowly and then groped under his pillow. When he finds what he's looking for - a cellphone - he immediately types something into Hazel's number.

For my love, have a nice dream, I hope you always happy, healthy and love me. Love you's.

Space is smiling small. "At least there's still time to be happy, may this last a long time."

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