Possessive Past
CHAPTER 4 - Still Related to the Past

About those who were together but had no beautiful ending. While time is still turning - where the good times are still going - they feel they will not end tragically. However, on the basis of hope that is not necessarily a reality, in the end they have to accept the reality that exists. Six years into a relationship, at an unexpected time, everything stops - in a tragic way.

Lily-Hazel-mom still did not expect that her destiny would run unsymmetrical, not as expected, going with a different current. He with the Echoes-fathers of Space-was good friends since childhood, they began to establish relationships on the bench of Junior High, their adolescence used to feel wonderful. However, in reality they have to accept the fact that those times only lasted for six years.

Just when they graduated High School, Lily got word that Echoes were betrothed, she thought Echoes were just kidding, but. Lily did not expect that Gema would marry Erika - the mother of Angkasa - who incidentally her own friend despite not being close. He comes to Gema's wedding with his best friend, Gema wants to explain everything, but Lily chooses to leave, she just wants to make sure that what she hears is real or not.

After that he went abroad to continue studying for six years until getting a master's degree from the Faculty of Economics. The intelligence that Hazel has is revealed by Lily, since childhood Lily is very intelligent, as well as Hazel.

Lily went abroad intending to forget the Echoes, he always busied himself with many activities, after tired he just slept. For six years wandering into the land of people alone, Lily managed to erode it even though she could not perfectly forget. Because moving on is not about forgetting, but how we can give all the memories in the past, smile when the heart is remembered hurt, sincerely see him happy even though he is not with us.

When he returned to Indonesia, it turned out that Gema was still a person he knew in the past. Six years did not meet, Gema was still expecting him, he said he could not love his wife who now, even they did not have children. Erika hates Lily so much, for her Lily is the source of all the burdens she experienced at that time. In fact, ever since she found out that Gema was married to someone else, Lily never bothered her, even met after six years of going abroad.

Until finally, Lily knew a man who was three years older than her. He was the last of five boys, only he was unmarried. Even though he was only 27 years old, he was already a young businessman. His parents were dead, but he got along very well with his brother to start a big company, they built the company together.

It all started when Arga-Dad Hazel-seemed him avoiding the Echoes who kept talking wanting to marry him and leave his wife, the incident took place in a crowded restaurant, they became a public gaze, especially Lily who incidentally her son from a prominent family whose pedigree and family background were spread in the mass media of her time. Seeing Lily looking uncomfortable, Arga approached her and told her that Lily was her fiance, and Lily confirmed that.

From there they began to talk, they were both people who were fun to talk to. Since then, for some reason they met often, Lily also happened to join her father's company which turned out to work with the company Arga. Because the age is no longer young, when they feel fit, Arga says that he wants to marry Lily. Lily, who was already uncomfortable because she continued to be accused of being a destroyer of people's relationships, finally began to open a new page with Arga.

He thought it was all over, in fact the Echoes were tireless. A few months married Lily had her first child-Zayn. From starting to conceive, giving birth, until Zayn can walk, Gema still said that he could not love his wife, every time he met he still often expressed the word love. Arga once hit him all-out as he continued to say love to his wife.

A few years later, Lily is pregnant again, passing by when Erika is also pregnant, only one month apart, Erika is first. Lily was happy, she thought Gema was starting to repent and love his wife. But he was wrong. Echoes are still echoes. Because forced, she continues to rebel, Erika's pregnancy is not based on love for each other, but the coercion of parents because of the shame of their children for years married but do not have children. Even though he was 35 years old at the time, but his behavior was still like that. 12 years married, his work only hurt his wife, telling him to give up. Therefore, Erika increasingly hates Lily, since she was married, until the age of 6 years Zayn and Lily pregnant again cross paths while she is pregnant as well, the hatred is getting stronger.

The peak of the biggest problem occurred when Lily went to the office alone in the condition of four months pregnant. His car broke down in the middle of the road, just as he was about to cross the street - wanting the help of the man standing in front of the clinic - there was a sand-carrying car running quickly from the corner, he said, the man turned out to be Echoes who were waiting for Erika to the clinic for a gynaecology check. Seeing Lily was about to get hit, he pulled Lily to the curb and he was hit by a car that he said had damage to the brake. The world seemed to stop spinning, Lily until fainted on the spot.

From there the hatred that Erika felt grew bigger until a grudge occurred.

"Mother, how about daydream?" ask Hazel.

Miss Lily blinked her eyes and turned her head, she forgot to cook breakfast for her son and husband because he daydreamed in front of the television. He can daydream because previously television aired accident victims in the same place where the accident Echoes. Now the news has changed with cartoon films.

"What time is it, Hazel?" ask Miss Lily.

Hazel looked at the pink-colored watch that was adhering beautifully to her hand. "Hour half-six, ma'am, let's make breakfast, I'll help."

Ms. Lily smiled, to be honest she was very worried about Hazel suffering the same fate as her, but she could not forbid Hazel to get in touch with Space. Seeing Hazel always smiling because of Space, he thought ... Space won't hurt Hazel.

"Come, Mom, later on Zayn's brother down, later he ledekin me, me, right, it becomes males," said Hazel while slowly pulling her mother's arm.

"Yes-yes, come on" said Miss Lily as she walked into the kitchen.

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Every morning Hazel was always escorted to school with her father, as busy as her father was, considering that he rarely had free time with Hazel, so he used the narrow time in the morning to be able to take his son to school. If it's Zayn, because they work at the same company, so they have plenty of time to meet and talk.

"Are you the same Space is all right?" asked Mr. Arga suddenly, it made Hazel surprised, because his father never wanted to know about his relationship. Every time Hazel told me she didn't want to talk, she told Hazel to stop dating.

Actually, Hazel's father doesn't like the Angkasa family, especially her mother. Given that his wife was always bullied, he was afraid that Hazel would be bullied, more precisely what he was most afraid of was being played with. He secretly likes to monitor Hazel's cell phone while the boy sleeps. Despite not sleeping, Hazel never refused when she wanted to borrow her phone. He just wanted to make sure, in fact they rarely chat, just call a few minutes before bed and during the day. Hazel rarely holds a cell phone because the child is learning more often. For him, learning is a hobby.

"Well, why, Dad?" hazel asked, looking at his father's face.

"No, I asked, remember, don't overdo it when you love people. Humans can change over time. A soul mate is God's destiny, we never know who will be our soul mate. Dad never knew about marriage with mom, even before we never knew. Remember Dad's message, don't overdo it, a lot of people are sorry because of their own exaggeration."

Hazel nodded, not daring to dodge that her father had given her advice, the family that Hazel feared the most was her father. "Yes, Dad."

"The spirit of learning" said Mr. Arga as Hazel got out of the car after asking for permission and pecked at the back of her hand.

"Father too, his work spirit" Hazel said, waving her hand, as her father's car disappeared from view and went straight into the school.

While being engrossed in the road on the side of the field, suddenly a ball floated towards him, Hazel directly blocked his face with her hands. The sound of the ball crashing with the skin was heard, but Hazel did not feel that the ball hit her head or hands. When he put his hand down, it turned out that someone brushed the ball.

"The ball field is at the back, the sides are awake so that the ball does not come out let alone hit people, but why are you playing here? It's still morning." Anyway." His voice sounds familiar. Apparently he was Firga, Hazel had to look up to be able to see his face that was facing toward the field-being scolded the tenth grader who played ball early in the morning. Firga was indeed that tall, even higher than Space. The sky has a height of 1.78 cm, if Firga 1.87 cm.

Firga throws the ball into the middle of the field and leaves. Coinciding with that the bell rang, without saying much more Hazel immediately ran to the classroom.

Unwilling to hear their more seductive babbling, Hazel quickened her pace even more. He did not want to get to his second-floor class when the first teacher came in, his always-clean report could be stained with points, he would not let that happen, he would not let that happen, just because it was almost hit by a male ball less work earlier.

...***...

When the break came, Hazel went to the cafeteria with her friends. Hazel is friends with anyone, but only with Ayesha can she be close friends. Maybe because for two years it's always been sitting together.

"Strong!" call Hazel when she sees Angkasa coming out of class with her friends. They immediately whistled seductively Angkasa, even though it had been two years of contact, the temptations of friends would indeed be endless.

Space smiled slightly as it muttered.

"Don't forget to eat, your face is still pale, her cheeks are still bruised, I went to the same cafeteria Ayesha, bye." Hazel waved her hand, Angkasa waved her hand with a small smile. Guaranteed, if someone else waves to him, he will not return to wave his hand.

"People can be that sweet, yeah, I guess he's a cuey guy, but I just scold him for a smile. I assure you, if I don't make friends with you he raises eyebrows at the most."

Hazel laughs. "She's no cuckoo, whoever scolds her must be smiling."

"I haven't dated a male model Angkasa, very soft people, hopefully there are still stock men like him."

Hazel shook her head. "There's only one, but enough for me."

Ayesha snorts. "Basic."

Hazel just laughed in response. Her laughter instantly came to a halt when she saw Firga being slapped by a man Hazel did not recognize, she seemed to be twelfth class as well.

Firga did not reply at all, whereas her cheeks immediately turned red, her face flat with no expression. However, just as the man was about to grab the collar of his shirt, Firga immediately restrained his ladder. The man could not move his hand, the veins of Phirga's hand came out, but his face did not show that he was emotional.

"Gue Permitin you slap my face even though I don't feel guilty, but, I'm not allowed to hold my shirt," said Firga.

Hazel immediately covered her mouth with her hands, it turned out that Firga could be as scary as that.

Suddenly from different directions Kiara came, he immediately separated the two men who were fighting.

"Why, anyway, slap my brother?!" ask Kiara.

"She deserves to be slapped, you're her sister, but love matters, she doesn't have the right to be slapped, does she? Wh why? Why can't I relate to your sister? After all, your sister is the same I love each other. So big brother is enough to be a big brother, do not persevere, ashamed of the mah, life is just a blasphemer."

This time Kiara slapped the man earlier. "Gue never said that we love each other, how you treat my brother like a gini, let alone do me!"

Firga looked at the man from top to bottom and left just like that followed by Kiara who tried to reach her brother's hand, when seen, Kiara was afraid of her brother.

"Fucking men!" the man grumbled, "what are you all? Why on look? No work, you?!"

Ayesha immediately pulled Hazel to go to the cafeteria before being targeted by the man. He knew the man, he had admired Kiara since Kiara was a new student. Kiara had responded, but over time she became indifferent, it was allegedly because her brother forbade.

"Between happy and surprised, anyway, I saw him like that, happy because someone represented me to why he was a blasphemer, and surprised because I didn't know he could serem like that," hazel.

"Lo why, anyway, could it be the same for Firga? If you say upperclassman, yes, he's actually good, you know, just he's a little religious and likes to love people."

Hazel snorts. "If the good man won't be a negur but his impression is shaming."

Ayesha shrugged her shoulders. "Maybe the character is like that. Btw, I like the same mysterious person like him, usually, if you've fallen in love bucinnya for mercy."

Again Hazel snorted dislike. To him, no matter how Firga was in the eyes of others, in his eyes he remained extremely annoying. He had been too often humiliated by the words he said advice from the man's mouth.

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