
Hazel has heard that her father's name is bad because of Space's mother. I don't know why he got upset. Heard people whispering about how his father treated women. Moreover, the woman was Erika, the mother of her former child, Hazel's chest was murmuring, her heart was hot, the desire to berate everyone who judged her father was getting higher.
Incidentally, in the parking lot, he saw a new Space coming down from his motorbike and Anindhita approaching him. They talked, as if they were familiar. The bodo period though Anindhita who approached him, which clearly Angkasa also reply to all that Anindhita said. Hazel becomes increasingly convinced that Angkasa is indeed cunning, after breaking her heart, is now looking for a new target.
"It turns out you're a gini, huh, Ka? I really don't think, what exactly do you and your family want? Not satisfied with my family in the past? Now because of your mother, everyone looks at my father like a monster! Sly! Wicked! I hate it, Angkasa! I HATE!"
In a matter of seconds, instantly many people arrived, starting to whisper. Really, this world is really terrible. It is rare to find a divorcee when a fight is created. There are only spectators who continue to cover, as if the problem of others is an exciting drama that can be watched for free.
Space fell silent as he looked at Hazel with a confused look, even he himself did not know the news. After returning home from the Mental Hospital he did not have time to open a cell phone or turn on the television.
"Lo what the fuck, si, Zel, like a boy knows nothing! Even if you have a problem with him, don't talk in public too!" anindhita said with a dislike face.
Hazel smiled in anguish. "Lo does not know how he is, do not need to be stupid anyway if you become the same him, the relationship will run aground because he wants to benefit you!"
Space nodded its head. "You can hate me as much as you like, Hazel," said Angkasa.
"Lo doesn't know how to be ashamed, anyway," said Anindhita.
"Lo who doesn't know shame, you should go, but follow people's problems. It's up to me to reach it, anyway here I'm the desired, not lo! You don't know anything, so just be quiet, don't be pretentious to raise your popularity! And I'm suggesting, if you want to keep getting that good judgment, don't deal with me, there!" Hazel stretched her hand to the right, telling Anindhita to leave.
Anindhita's lips curl up, but she hasn't had time to make a sound Angkasa has been holding her back. What Hazel said was true, she had the right to do anything to her because she was the one who was hurt here even though she did not know that Angkasa was also hurt for lying to her own feelings.
"Do you want anything else? Hit it? Embarrassedly? Do it until you are satisfied," said Angkasa while staring at Hazel, the gaze that once very much Hazel likes it now actually hurts when she looks at him.
Suddenly Hazel was speechless, her lips closed but she made no sound. His tears just dripped down his cheeks, Angkasa always made him confused about the problems that were haunting them at this time.
Angkasa's hands reflexively wiped the tears that drenched Hazel's cheeks, and the fool Hazel even more tears, her body trembled violently. He hated Angkasa because he had to love the man who had hurt him - it was only Hazel's perspective, when in reality he just did not know the truth.
"Do it, Hazel, even if I have to suffer, I'm sincere, do what you want. I've been bad in everyone's eyes, but you .. I hope I don't feel what I feel."
Space smiled slightly after his hand was no longer on Hazel's cheek.
"Why are you like this, Ka?! You hurt me, but you act like this, so I hurt you!" hazel said softly while looking down.
"I can't be evil with you, because I love you. Just like you, even if you treat me like a doll, I can't be mean to her because I love her." Those words only Angkasa could say inwardly, all he did in front of Hazel at this moment was just bow, stupid? Yes, he was a fool for allowing himself to be tormented.
"I hate you, Angkasa!" hazel said before finally running away.
Angkasa lowered his head then turned around, many were staring resentfully at him, but only Anindhita was looking at him with another look, she was like reaching out as everyone pushed. Even so, he could not accept the helping hand, he was no longer willing to engage in any relationship anymore.
...***...
When reunited at recess and time home, Hazel completely avoids Space. Previously, despite avoiding meeting, Hazel still often noticed even with a hostile look, this time the woman completely avoided eye and physical contact with her.
He can only do what Hazel did anyway. Just like not knowing, even though it was very close before.
When he came home, Fero approached Hazel, actually many men who liked Hazel, but only Angkasa managed to melt her heart, besides Hazel was quite difficult to approach. The first time he approached Hazel even often away, until some time, when he felt safe when close to the man, then he opened up, be cheerful, be cheerful, until finally when Angkasa invites him to establish a relationship more than friends, he accepts it because he likes the character that Angkasa has. Yes, Hazel is a type of woman who sees more character than face.
"Lo want to go home with me? No one picked you up today, right? And Ayesha also wants to be picked up by her brother on the bike, when are you guys gayor three?"
Hazel nodded with a blank look. "Gue can take the school bus."
"In a state like gini?" This time Ayesha raised her voice.
Hazel nodded. "Gue ain't nothing, you're out of your way."
Just as Hazel stepped forward, her eyes turned towards the parking lot that happened to always pass when she was about to enter and exit the classroom. There was Space watching him. Hazel immediately sped up, making Ayesha and Fero run after her.
"Udah deh, Zel, same Fero aja once, I where calm justin lo take the bus alone. Ah, or do you want gayor three to be with me?"
"I can do it myself."
"Gue won't be mode, promise!" said Fero while lifting his index finger and middle finger to form the letter V.
Hazel stopped her steps and looked at Fero and Ayesha alternately. Soon he showed a sad face, moved by the two people in front of him now, they both worried about him deeply, while he ignored them instead.
"Promise?" hazel said as she pointed her little finger at Fero.
"Yaudah, I'm coming home with you."
...***...
Space until it is not out of thought that his mother ran away from the Mental Hospital to come to Mr. Arga in his office. Clearly Hazel was furious, her father was able to get a lot of bad judgment from others because of the incident, not just her father, Zayn also received bad judgment for yelling at an older person to defend his father who was being rumored.
He thought the family life and romance that was too much drama only happened in the dramas he saw on television, but in fact he felt in real life. He exhaled while closing his eyes, he incandescent his temples that felt dizzy.
"Until when does this happen? A year? Two years? A fiver? Or a lifetime?" angkasa asked while looking at a picture of him with his parents in his wallet. "Dad .. If you can love your mother sincerely, maybe I won't believe it, you won't go to RSJ, but I can't fault you, too, because I feel what it's like to love someone to death in it - can't like each other anymore. But father .. I won't follow in my footsteps, even if I can't be with Hazel, I'll love whichever woman I'm meant to be with."
Again the Space exhales slowly. "And Mom, why would you put me together with Hazel if you wanted to separate her again? Or was it my fault for including the feeling that my mother told me I was close to Hazel just to use?" Space shook its head. "It's not time to discuss who's wrong, I should be looking for a bright spot to get this problem resolved."
Right at that moment the sound of the house bell echoed, he immediately closed the wallet and put it in the pocket of his pants. All this time rarely anyone comes to his house, especially it's been a night like this - hours have shown at ten o'clock at night.
The sky immediately showed a confused face when he saw the person who hit the doorbell of his house was Zayn-the eldest son of the family Mr. Arga. His face looked unfriendly, he came alone still in his work clothes.
"Please enter, Brother," said Angkasa as he opened the door of his house wide.
"I didn't come here to see you, I want you to warn your mother to stop bothering my family. If your mother or you still bother my family, I'll take this case to court, I've only been a silent witness, but now that I'm a big boy, I don't want to be a silent witness anymore, that's why I warned you carefully. If you still bother my family, I will fight my mother who always forbade this case to be brought to justice. You could have been in jail at a young age, and your mother, I could have kept her in jail until the end of her life. I'm not little Zayn anymore!" After saying that Zayn immediately permission to go home.
Space immediately punched the wall with his hand, his fingers to bleed because it was so hard. I don't know what made him emotional, which he clearly feels more and more restrained now.
"WHY IS YOUR PROBLEM MY PROBLEM TOO, FATHER, MOTHER?!" space Shouts. She was ruffled with her hair in frustration, everyone was looking at her in such a despicable way, while at home, she was treated like a doll.
"When is this all over? Can I just say that I'm so tired of all this?" she said slowly while pulling her own hair. I think his head wants to break. He's really dizzy.
...***...
At eleven o'clock in the evening Zayn suddenly enters Hazel's room, which he forgets to be locked by her man. Hazel still hasn't closed her eyes - completely out of her habit.
"What's up, brother?" hazel asked, now he was sitting at the study table reading comedy-type novels - one way to get rid of sadness.
Instead of answering, Zayn asked, "Why haven't you slept? What do you think? Can you see your phone?"
Hazel pursed her lips in shock at the question her sister asked - as if she knew Hazel was trying to shake off the sadness.
"I can't sleep yet, I don't think of anything, da-dan, mobile phone, em... My phone is in-charger again."
Zayn nodded his head and gently rubbed Hazel's head. "Don't love him who has hurt you, in this world there is still a lot of human stock, so don't be afraid to run out, now you focus on learning to get into the university you dream of going through without the SNMPTN-test, keep your grades up, don't give anyone a chance to get to it, even if that person is very much you love. And about mobile phones, I hope you keep that thing away if there's nothing important."
Hazel nodded her head with a scared face, Zayn is a humorous man, so if he's been serious like this, there must be something serious. Unfortunately, Hazel's guts aren't enough to ask what's going on.
After Hazel nodded Zayn straight out of the room. Hazel's shoulders decayed, at first she was really tense.
"Sir Zayn serem very serious, I get goosebumps," said Hazel slowly, he immediately closed the book and entered the bathroom to clean. He went straight to sleep before Zayn entered his room with a more haunted face and words.
Without Hazel knowing, Zayn actually tapped his sister's phone, Hazel's friend, who sent an article about how the assessment was given by netizens to Hazel's family. Zayn just doesn't want Hazel to interfere, the boy is too young, he'll not focus on learning if he goes deeper into family matters. For Zayn, it was not yet time for Hazel to participate.
He had already told the sender of the article his thanks and pleadings not to discuss it again to Hazel - as if Hazel were typing it herself - after which the message was immediately deleted so that Hazel would not see it.
Zayn was silent while staring at the sky from the window of the room, actually he heard the quarrel of his father and mother in the room where there is a discussion why he did not have a lover until now. He did know how the chronology, he saw how his mother almost died with Hazel who was still in the womb because of the Angkasa family. True, he was not interested in romance at first because of that, until it was ingrained in his life.
He closed his eyes, he had once admired women, but he did not dare to express. Perhaps, it is time to find a partner so that mother and father are not negative thinking anymore with the mental state of the lover.
Zayn nodded his head. "I will marry her - my first love - after this matter is over. I'll see for the next year, whether the family's still looking for trouble or not, if it's still looking for trouble I'll take it without permission with the mother who turned stupid because of her good attitude."
After saying that Zayn immediately closed the window, he had to sleep, tomorrow could be more tiring than today, so, while there was still time to rest, he had to use it as best he could.
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...Sorry, yes, just had a new chapter update....