
I've been getting ready. Today I'm going to the orphanage where I grew up. A home that has been abandoned for two years. Yes, I chose to run away secretly in order to follow the invitation of Fian mas because the relationship is prohibited by the mothers of the home.
There are strict, religious managers, orphanage residents are prohibited from dating. But because it is still unstable, I just follow the emotions alone, reckless dating backstreet since the age of fifteen years. All the obstacles faced, I was not even perverted even though I often get punishment. Most importantly, I'm Fian's girlfriend.
In my eyes at that time, Fian was the best man who would be my source of happiness. I knew that guy when he was in first grade High School. Mas Fian attended practical school. A month is enough for us to get in a relationship. As my first love, Fian was the only hope I saw at that time despite the many obstacles I had to face, I really did not waver.
At seventeen, I moved to a boarding house near Fian's contract. To make ends meet, I worked in a drug factory as a laborer. At first it was not easy for me to get a job because I was seventeen. I went to elementary school early. Graduated faster. But I was lucky enough then.
The first six months I was forced to work as a waiter in one of the restaurants still in South Jakarta. The income is only enough for daily living expenses and expenses. In addition, I sell small food purchased at Mayestik market, then repackaged with smaller size. It was only after I turned eighteen that I moved to work at the Pratama Group, a chemical plant.
Now I want to go back to the orphanage, to be with the Mothers who raised me. I'm ready if I end up getting kicked out for my misbehavior first. I just hope to get sorry for this heart to really calm down.
Just about to get out, on the boarding fence, I met with Mayang. His brother Fian again? At first I guessed he wanted to attack me because of Juan yesterday. Ahhh, actually I do not want to fight, especially with Mayang who is two years old above me. Mayang and I have never been good, he could never accept me as someone close to his brother. She was just like her mother, rejecting me outright. Now that we're separated, he shouldn't have to see me anymore
"Hello Ris's. How are you doing? You're fresh today Ris? Oh yeah, sorry for what happened at the mall last time. I didn't mean to attack you, I just lured your friend away.What's his name? who needs that?" ask Mayang.
"Yes, thank God I'm fine." I replied, as it were.
"You want to go, Ris? It looks neat. You want to go to work, huh?"
"No. Go to Mampang."
"O." Oo."
"Why are you here? Not looking for a cosan, is it?"
"Hahahaha, you could be Ris. I'm here to find you."
"I? Not wrong."
"Not Ris."
"What's wrong?"
"Hmm, so gini Ris. I want it to be the same as you. About the motorbike you cicil it, this month the bill you have not paid, huh Ris?"
"Not yet."
"Yes already."
"Now that's Ris. You should pay dong. The installments will already be paid off. Because it's not paid, as a result the bike is pulled."
"It's none of my business anymore. I also don't care about being pulled or not. right not me Makai?"
"Lho, how the hell. You pay the installments every month. Why is this month gone!"
"You have no shame, May. Me and Fian broke up. There is no relationship anymore. Then why do I have to pay the installment of the motorbike you use?"
"But it's the bike from the beginning you pay the installments, you should finish until the end of the dong."
"What?"
I looked at Mayang. It feels really upset. This kid came just to demand a motor bill on me. All this time his attitude was never good. Was he and his family really this shameless? Aghh, I was even more upset because I realized why I could be so stupid to be used by them . It felt really upset, really shameless. They were directly involved in the conversation. I stick to the establishment of not wanting nyicil, while Mayang continues to collect payments.
"Eh what the fuck. It's a storm in the morning in front of people's houses!" Bu Yana came out with Mas Abas. Seeing the presence of Mayang, Bu Yana immediately looks upset, he never liked the Fian brothers because they felt they only used me innocently and rather stupid when falling in love with Fian mas
"You're not shameless at all, it should be Fian who financed Rissa, but this is the opposite. All this time I've been quiet you guys apply arbitrarily to my boarding boy, from now on I won't stay silent!" said Bu Yana while shaking her waist.
"Lho, what does mother have to do with her. I just don't have to interfere!" Mayang added sewot because he felt his business was meddled with others.
"You want to know who I am? I'm not just Rissa's mother-in-law, but I'm Rissa's mother-in-law. Understand!" said Bu Yana while shaking her waist. "Mending now stop by or I'll teach you a lesson!" Bu Yana took a broom near the wall of her house, then beat Mayang until she cried out in pain.
Mayang decided to run away because he was not able to face the blow of Bu Yana who was quite hard. Even though Mayang had screamed, Bu Yana still did not want to stop.
"It feels very satisfied to have been able to expel the child. All this time I was annoyed to keep it to myself. He did as he pleased. Shameless. Who does he think he is. One shameless family all!" Bu Yana was still grumbling with breath. While I was just grinning. "Ris, if there's anything, just tell mom to throw him out!"
"Eh, yes ma'am. Then I say yes, ma'am."
"Where are you going, Ris? He said on leave?"
"You go to the parlor, ma'am. Want to be the same mother there."
For too long I have not met anyone who has done anything in my life. Mothers parlors. Since I decided to run away from the home, I did not dare to go there anymore because I was afraid because I realized I had made a mistake. Actually, they've been looking for it a few times, but I'm avoiding it. Yeah, because I know I let them down.