Protective Physician
Who's He?

"I'm sorry Mom. Excuse me. I was really stupid, exchanging people who loved me with writing with someone who had no heart. I'm really sorry Mom." I started sobbing.

Fian's sweet promises have blinded me all along. Mas Fian is not a man who has many advantages that make women easily crazy. Even he was quite ordinary, but I was in a position that really love died to him, no matter what others say about Fian mas.

I can be so obedient to him because Fian was present at my unstable age and curious about love for the opposite sex. Puberty makes me blind. Which is good and right. All I have in mind is to get married and live happily with Fian. I even willingly asked for the results of his search to meet the needs of Fian mas. so much bucinnya me to him.

***

Me and Tari headed to the hospital, today I will start treatment, start a hospital stay for an undetermined time. the two of us had brought together a cloth bag containing clothes for the next few days.

However, after only a few hours in the hospital room, I ran away from the treatment room. I stopped myself for a check-up today when the doctor had scheduled the surgery. In my mind came fears if I had surgery. I was afraid the operation failed and died. And I have no one. Then who will take care of my body later, also pray when I am gone. whereas the charity that will never break after we die is only the prayer of the children of prayer, children, useful knowledge. And I don't have three of them. Will it eventually go to hell? No, I don't want to!

The shadow of death is now frightening. What was learned during SD about the people who died again remembered. Dying is not only just dying, but there is accountability as well.

"Ahhh, no. I don't want to die!" I screamed again, after he got to the rooftop.

"Hey Miss, you again. Can't be screaming here." Come back, doctor S. Pratama appeared in front of me.

"You, when did it come?"

"I'm taking a nap here."

"Don't, you're so weird. Siesta in the sink, isn't it hot?"

"If I'm weird, you're weird too. He said he didn't want to kill himself, so why come here again? While screaming again. Disturb people's peace."

"Doctor, do you want to listen to me?"

"You're talking again?"

"Hm,"

"All right." the young doctor sat not far from me. "Speak, I don't have much time to listen to you!"

"I'm afraid to die."

"Huh?"

"Yes doc, I'm afraid to die."

"You said you were afraid to die, but yesterday it was with the champion wanted to jump from here. What exactly do you want?"

"Today I was khilaf. But I do remember what my mother taught me that after death we don't solve all our problems."

"Yes, I've said that too."

"Then how is this? I am alone and always alone. Feels scared. What if I die, then who's gonna bury my body?"

"The living will bury."

"But ... who will pray for me?"

The young doctor was silent. He looked at me for a moment, then threw away his face. "I won't let you die."

"Why?"

"You can't die first."

"Why?"

"Because I said so."

"I'll try to get you healed. I will pray that God will heal you. You can't be sick."

"Dok, why are you so nice?"

The doctor said nothing. He just looked at me, then like before, threw his face back.

"I'll make you happy!"

"How?"

"You want to marry me?"

I'm silent. He did not believe his hearing. But it all sounds so obvious, it's not an illusion. Spontaneously I laughed out loud. It's actually between funny, sad and a little angry. Funny because he asked me to get married. I'm the ordinary he's the extraordinary. Sad because he could make me dying as a joke and angry if he made me his joke.

"You sick?" I reflexively held the doctor's forehead and was quickly pushed aside by the young man. Chilly. Like ice. I took a few steps back because I was shocked by his reaction. "What pain doctor?"

"I was serious about my offer. Please think about it, tomorrow come again to give you an answer!" he said firmly. Then pass.

***

Just lay down. I got back up when I heard a familiar voice in his ear. There was Tari, Eka, the mothers in the parlour, as well as Bu Yana and her son. They are all here to support. Even all offered to take care, it's just that I chose Dance because it feels more comfortable with my room neighbor friend. Plus he was assigned by the factory. So no need to be too hesitant.

"Alright, if you want to be accompanied by mbak Tari, then mother and others go home first. Tomorrow afternoon, let Eka accompany you, alternating with Dance." said the head mother.

"Yes Mom. Thank you very much." one by one the caretakers go home. They hugged me tightly, hoping that I would get excited too. After the caretaker came home, it was Bu Yana's turn and Abas's farewell. Now I just live in the VVIP room that has been prepared by the company.

"There's something I want to tell you." I said.

"What?" word Dance.

"I just got proposed!"

"What?"

I'm retelling the incident. The events when I climbed on the rooftop and applied.

"You know him very well?" Dari began to investigate, he was still parno in case I found the wrong lover like Fian mas. To be honest, Dari pityes me because it was used properly by Fian and his family, maybe because I was too bucin on Fian mas.

"Two times I met."

"Only three times? Is he really a doctor or maybe just a janitor because of his play on the rooftop."

"Doctor. He's wearing a white coat."

"What's his name?"

"Pratama. S Primary. So's the name on the sign."

"You haven't talked much? Just found out suddenly proposed? Dear God, lest it be just a prankster approaching you. Then right now we have to find out about the doctor."

Tari swiftly helped me get on the wheelchair, then pushed him to the information table.

"Would we come here?"

"Determine whether the Primary doctor is a real doctor or just a prankster who bothers you because you are beautiful. I'm actually really, really worried, Ris. I'm afraid that guy is just like Fian. If my guess is correct, this time I'll really get in your way."

Dance immediately did what she had planned. Find out as much as you can about your GP. He started by searching the list of names and met. His name is Safril Pratama! According to the initials I gave.