Protective Physician
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"Fians!" exciting Dance. "Why did you come here?" tanya Tari, while pulling Fian's jacket so as not to get closer to me. He was really upset because the originally romantic atmosphere was dissolved because of it.

"Detach, Tar!" yell at Fian. It was as if he did not look willing to see a man standing before me and asking for marriage, even though he was the one who left me. Then he means let me be in love forever?. "Rissa, why are you the same? Who is he, Ros? Answer my question!" snarled at Fian.

"What does it have to do with you, why does Rissa have to answer your question? I don't realize, you're Rissa's nobody anymore. You're just the past that's been dumped in the trash!" cetus Dance.

"Oh, so he's Fian? Now I'm asking you to get out of here!" doctor Sam said firmly, pointing at the exit of the rooftop.

"Lo can't shake me. You're a nobody. You'd be brave enough to approach Rissa." Mas Fian approached, he was about to hit doctor Sam, but the man was more clever, after prying, he immediately twisted the wrist of Fian mas until he squealed in pain. "Detach ... freelance .. pain!" peekkik Fian's.

"Udah doc," I said, deeply worried that this fight would continue.

Hearing my request, doctor Sam let go of his grip, then pushed Fian mas while telling him to leave this place.

"You don't hear me, please go!" word Dance.

"But ... Rissa, you're gonna love me, don't wanna be with her!" yell at Fian again.

"You really don't know yourself, yeah. It's obvious you dumped Rissa. Oh yeah, one more. Did you forget what you said to me? Didn't you declare love to me? I want to be with Rissa again. Men really don't have a stand!" furious, with all her might, Tari dragged Fian mas out of the rooftop. "Please continue the proposal, let me take care of this loser!" said Tari while waving her hand.

***

The wind blows. Me and Doctor Sam are still standing face to face. After expressing his heart, I did not want to open my mouth even a little because I was really nervous and afraid of being wrong.

"Hem," doctor Sam cleared his throat, trying to melt the atmosphere. He could feel that right now I was really tense, perhaps from the look on my face that was not what it was like at the moment. But the man could not guess what the main cause was. Is it because of the proposal he submitted, or precisely because of the presence of the man earlier. "You don't want to answer my question?" ask Dr. Sam again.

"I don't know what to answer." I said, squeezing the end of the dress.

"Just answer me then."

"Why is that?"

"Yes, you have accepted. Regarding marriage, we can arrange the wkatu until you are absolutely sure. Clearly, you're my partner first."

"Lho?"

"Just answer yes!"

"I don't want to. I'm .. yes."

The smile on the face of Doctor Sam immediately spread, making me who was stealing the view so wrong. "Ahhh, why is he so handsome!" I could only murmur in my heart. I felt that these cheeks were blushing red with shame.

"alright. From now on you're my future wife because I don't like dating. If you are confident and comfortable with me, tell me as soon as possible so I can marry you.

So, if you want to get perfect supervision and service from me. Quickly tell me that you want to marry me. Understood?"

"Yes!" answer me. I don't know why I was in doubt now so easily convinced by Doctor Sam. Could it be because it was comfortable, but why so fast? Then, is it true that everything will be this smooth? Just like the stories in the novels. After suffering a bad mass and then get a really high spec like doctor Sam. Handsome, rich, well-established, kind, affectionate.I somehow suddenly become horrified on my own, worried that there will be another test later.

***

My room is in the hospital. The two of us who are usually neighbors of the boarding room are now busy talking while laughing, still discussing doctor Sam. Praising his good looks, intelligence and romance.

"You're really lucky, Ris. I'm so glad you finally accepted Doctor Sam even though I'm actually disappointed. You should have been invited to get married quickly by him. Especially try what you are considering. It's really serious." said Tari.

"I just need a little bit of time to get used to being next to him. You know how different doctors Sam and Mas Fian are? They are like heaven and earth. It must be different to be on his side. Moreover, I do not know his family. I need courage so that later if the family refuses, I'm not heartbroken."

"Hopefully his family accepts!"

"Hm, but still deg-degan. Imagine, tomorrow he will bring his mother and brother to meet me here. I should how?"

"Just calm down, Ris, I will always be with you. It's Rissa who usually. I'm sure they'll all like you."

"Hopefully."

I stared at the window of the room. Look straight ahead. Honestly, not ready. But there's also no reason to linger. I was afraid, if retreated, it turns out that the family doctor Sam does not like me, but the deeper the feeling, must not be easy to cure. It's gonna hurt a lot more than breaking up with Fian.

"Tar," I suddenly remembered something.

"Why?" tanya Dance.

"Did Fian really declare love to you?" I looked at my best friend full of probing. Determine what was on the rooftop.

"Yes. But don't be sad, it doesn't matter" said Tari.

"Oh." I'm back to throwing my face away. There's something painful in the chest of the inj. Not because of jealousy because Fian had found my replacement, but just disappointed. It turns out for Fian I'm nobody. People around me have been right all this time. How stupid and blind with Fian. Maybe he thought that Fian would fight for me like I fought all this time for that man.

A cynical smile spread on my lips . I really regret my own stupidity. What a sad stupidity. I'm willing to trade people who genuinely love me for men who don't even understand the meaning of responsibility.

"I was stupid all along!" my cetus.

"You are just a khilaf. Naturally Ris, your age was still a dozen years.In puberty sometimes people do things without thinking before" said Tari.

My smile is growing. Ahhh, this regret will not change everything, but the pain is very real. How depressing.