
"Pe .. go!" I said with a vibrating voice. I'm really scared. Although he was very handsome but still his status was a ghost. I'm still normal not to like other creatures.
"You still sick?" he asked, getting closer to me.
"Han .. han .. ghost," I was actually about to cry when suddenly the door of the room opened. A nurse came with an infusion hose, it really felt relieved. Even more relief than when I could pay off the delinquent boarding money. "Mdak to help me!" I asked, still with a trembling voice while pointing towards the ghost wearing the doctor's suit.
"Yes, what's wrong?" Ask the nurse while glancing towards the ghost. Then he lowered his head. Like timid. I became more convinced, but at least there was someone who could help me, if the nurse was wearing a veil, I hope to read any prayer to repel the delicate creature. If it doesn't work out, at least I have friends. Maybe I'll sacrifice the nurse's mother for the doctor's ghost. I'm sorry I'm a nurse, but I have no other choice.
"Please, please get rid of the ghost!" I asked while pointing at him.
"Ghost?" ask nurse. "Mad Rissa has a fever or has passed out again?" the nurse was now by my side, and deftly changed her tube.
"No. I'm not okay. That, the ghost. Please sister!" my door. He pointed towards the man who was still standing.
"Who do you mean, mbak? Doctor Sam?" ask the nurse with a frown.
"Who? Ms... Isn't she a ghost? I mean, he's Safril Pratama's doctor, right? That, like the one on his nameplate." I pointed to a sign that read S. Pratama in the man's suit. "He's the doctor who killed himself, right?" I'm convincing. Keep watching the doctor with one eye.
"Hihihi, this mbak just exists. This is doctor Sam, not doctor Safril." the nurse smiled, then said goodbye after finishing her job changing my infusion tube.
"How is this, is he going to strangle me?" I could only fathom in his heart after being left alone with a man who did not yet know his identity. Yes, I'm starting to get confused, who exactly is that guy? His name is Doctor S. Primary. In the list of doctors listed in the information section there is no such thing as doctor Sam. Who is he and what is he doing here?
"Hey," the man whose identity was not clear snapped his finger in front of me so that I came to my senses from the daydream coinciding with the nurse's departure. "So you think I'm a ghost?" He asked in style while folding his hands on his chest.
"So who are you?" I asked back.
The man finally explained who he really was. His name is Doctor Sam Pratama. The surgeon who has not moved to this hospital for a month. Previously Sam's doctor practiced in Singapore, that's why his name is not in the information section because he is not full practice here.
Hearing the explanation from Doctor Sam, I was able to breathe a sigh of relief, at least knowing that the doctor was not a ghost.
"Then why would you propose to me? You want to tick me off, I'm a cancer patient who could die at any time?" ask again.
"Who said? I earnestly. The proof was yesterday I waited all day at the rooftop and now looking for you here." he said.
"But why me? We don't know each other yet."
Doctor Sam did not answer, he was silent.
"Hallo, I asked why it wasn't answered?"
"Because I'm sure I can be happy with you."
"Huh? What a strange reason. We've only met three times already, don't continue this prank again. Really, your jokes aren't funny!"
"Huh, really?" I almost jumped, because it is believed that a man who invites women to meet his family means he really is in a relationship. But suddenly I turned on my voice to hear the invitation of Doctor Sam because I remembered the Fian mas.
The man who had been her lover had also invited her to meet her mother. Not just once, but many times and all I get is rejection. At that time, my health was fine. But now I have cancer. I was immediately discouraged.
There will be no parents who want to accept the soul mate of their child a person who is sick like it because later it will only be troublesome.
"Yes, I mean it!" said it.
"Thank you, but I refused your offer of a doctor." I don't want to feel a rejection a second time. Especially in this sick condition, it will not be easy for me to listen to harsh words full of humiliation as uttered by his mother Fian to Sean.
"Why? Is it because of your ex? Hey, he dumped you to the point of committing suicide, so why do you still want to hang on to him?" Doctor Sam is still trying to persuade. But I survived because I wasn't sure. .
"Who said? I dumped him too. I am an expensive woman, yesterday it was caliph, but now I have repented. I've come to terms with my stupidity and now I've forgotten it!"
"Hmm, then why refuse ? You haven't given me a chance. Try it first, who knows I'm the right man to be your soul mate."
"The fool is not to try. I told you, now I'm an expensive woman!"
"Alright, then I will fight to get you!"
I chuckled, but I wouldn't forbid it if Doctor Sam would try to get close. But I will also remain in the establishment not to give anyone the opportunity, including the docer Sam even though the man has a good looks and also bright future. Now it is better to focus on health. I have no one to rely on but myself.
***
Coming home from work, Dari hastily met me at the hospital. After getting the message, I told him about the meeting with the doctor and he was really curious.
"Ris .. If he's really human, you better take it. It's for your future!" tari said.
"I don't want to." I still refuse.
"Ris, listen carefully. You're still sick, I don't know when he's healing. It is impossible to rely on the company forever. That's why you have to have a backrest. So just accept Sam's doctor's proposal."
"No. I don't want to. I still have a place to lean on that won't leave me. Is God. He's the only place that's leaning best that won't disappoint, Tar." I turned into an ustadzah, while lecturing Tari.
"True as well. But why did you reject him?"
"I'm afraid that her mother would reject me like her mother Fian. I've not had the mental fortitude to listen to the insults directed at me about poverty, being uneducated and now my sickness."
"Rissa!" Dance hugged me tightly. "What's wrong with that doctor, the important thing is that you are happy always yes Ris!"