Pursuing the Love of My Husband
The Part 12 MCS

#Pursuing the Love of My Husband part 12 (Revealing the Truth)

After Ummi left, I was still waiting for Annisa who was still busy cleaning the house.

The plan, once she's done, I'll take Annisa to the room to explain to her about Sheila. It feels like talking about household problems in the room will be more comfortable because the privacy is more secure.

I was a little nervous about what I was going to tell him. I'm afraid Annisa will get angry and tell ummi.

If that happens, surely ummi hurt and will be disappointed in mother and father.

Ummi will definitely feel cheated by my family. I hope Annisa forgives me. Annisa's a normal human being, she'll definitely be disappointed and hurt, but hopefully she can understand, even though I'm not really sure.

After he finished, I immediately took him to the room.

“It's noon, Mas. There's a Nisa officer up ahead. So flirtatious clock so this step-hike to the room.” Annisa followed her crisp laughter.

So plain this kid. I think he's too confident. If I wanted to do it, I did it last night.

“Someone wants to talk about. Scrap that thought, Nis.” I passed by while gesturing to him so that he would follow me.

I understood he was confused, and wondered what I was going to talk about. Annisa's tailing me from behind.

She then sat on the dressing chair facing me sitting on the tile. But before long, he went downstairs and sat down in front of me. I think he moved seats in my honor.

I don't know where to start, this girl is too good to be my impingement.

But, somehow my heart still can't get rid of Sheila. Maybe because three years with him that felt so sweet to me.

“What the hell is it, Mas? Seriously so his face?” Annisa's tone was always gentle, never had I heard her raise a voice when she spoke to me. Even though I repeatedly sniffed at him.

“Nis, I know that this story will make you disappointed. But still have to say. I don't want you to know this from someone else's mouth. Because it will make the guilt Mas doubled to you.”

Again the tiny lips were flattering, the smile always made her sweeter.

“Annisa is happy if Mas wants to open anything to Nisa, even though that honesty will make Nisa disappointed.”

“Good, Mas will tell you everything. And I will accept all the consequences. Actually, Mas married you to avoid Sheila.

You know that woman who wanted to hug Mas at our wedding reception back then? That's Mas's ex-girlfriend. In the past, he married a man who had only been dating a month behind Mas.

Just because the man was more established than Mas. Our three years together were like nothing to him. But after a few months of her marriage, she is present again to Mas's life.

He said he wanted to come back. He said he still can't forget our time together. I don't know what the exact reason is, but Mas did not until my heart later saw his household destroyed because he still hoped to be back in a relationship with Mas.

Moreover, her husband is a good person. Mas knows who her husband is Sheila, because she is the manager at the company where Mas works.

Then Mas told Sheila that Mas was getting married. Mas do that so that he does not disturb Mas again with his chat.

Unexpectedly, she threatened Mas instead, saying that if Mas lied, she would release her husband and ask Mas to return to him.

Mas does not want to be the cause of the end of the household of others, what else is he who Mas love.

Then, Mas asked mom to find a mate for Mas. Until I finally meet you. I'm really sorry to have made you an outlet in Mas's life.

Nisa can do anything to vent disappointment to Mas. But please, don't let this interfere with our marriage. Mas promise will try to be better again.”

Although it was heavy at first, but I felt relieved to have told him everything.

Again Annisa smiled, she looked at me deeply. Her hand held my cheek, she drew closer, and her tiny lips landed on my forehead. I was shocked, but could not refuse. After that he sat back in front of me.

“Alhamdulillah, that's how God kept Mas from adultery. Because, dating before marriage is the behavior of approaching adultery. Although not having sexual intercourse, but looking, holding hands, hugs, and other things done while dating is not halal, it is sinful. Conversely, if these things are done after marriage, it will bring rewards. And most importantly, it's how God brought us together.” Annisa answered gently.

This girl, what is her heart made of? He was not angry at me, but he was getting sweet.

“Husss, Mas during his courtship with Sheila never messed around. Only ever khilaf hug when he received Mas so his girlfriend for being too happy until mambuat Mas lost control and reflexes hugged him.”

“Do not think of a hug, just touch the hand if it is not halal reply on a hot iron skewer, Mas. Except...” Nisa stopped her speech and grabbed my hand then held it tightly.

If only the one in front of me was Sheila, I might have hugged her. I tried to look into Annisa's eyes, hoping to grow a little love from there.

But still, when I was with her, I thought about Sheila instead. My mind is always protesting against this fate.

I can't just let go of my hand from his grasp, it will definitely hurt Annisa.

As much as my lips can smile, I try to be nice to him.

“Thanks” Saying I'm clean.

“Thank you for what Mas?” Now Annisa has let go of my hand, but she still looks at me with love, although surely my honesty has disappointed her.

“For the heart that you always keep him settled to the right. For the self that you keep so that he is only enjoyed for the right. Nisa, will you help Mas to divert Mas's love from Sheila to you? About our first night, be patient any minute. So that we can both ‘enjoy’ with love. In order for ‘ to do it’ can pay a great reward. Forgive Mas who has gone the wrong way and fallen into a dating relationship. Forgive me for giving heart to others. Forgive Mas who is not good at taking care of themselves and the heart of Mas like you.”

I looked at her fixedly, this girl is actually sweet. It's just that my heart is still blinded by my love for Sheila, so I can't see any other woman, other than her.

He nodded, there was a clear grain that slid from his eyes.

But she kept smiling sweetly, very sweetly. I guess if the other man in my current position would fall in love with her smile.

“Actually Nisa already knows that Sheila is a special person for Mas,”

I was a little surprised, and looked at him with a questionable look.

“Know where? Even his parents and younger brother do not know, because they have never been introduced to them. Did you know from Ajis?” I tried to guess. Because the one who knows everything is Ajis.

He shook his head, I was getting curious. Where did you know Sheila was my ex-boyfriend?

“Terus?” ask me again

“Sheila herself told Nisa everything while in the hospital. From her story, Nisa can conclude that Mas married Nisa to avoid Sheila. Nisa is just an escape from your failed love story.”

“If you've known from the beginning that it's just an escape, why didn't you decide to cancel the ingredients?”

“Because Mas, is the person Nisa always asks for in prayer. Nisa believes it's God's way to bring us together. Nisa does not care about Mas's past, let the past still belong to Mas, Nisa will not interfere, which is important in the future we both change even better. Nisa promises to make Mas fall in love with Nisa more than Mas loves Sheila.”

I understand what Nisa said. Apparently, this girl has been interested in me since the meeting that night.

When I helped her in the dark of the night with heavy rain.

“Meanway? Nisa was interested in Mas the first time Mas came here to mengkhitbah?”

I asked pretending not to understand, I wonder if she will be honest with me about the events of that night?

He shook his head, slowly changing his position and getting closer to me. Our distance was very close, I could even see his face very clearly. From her thick and neatly arranged eyebrows even without an eyebrow pencil, her pliable eyelashes, her nose pointed, and her sexy little lips with lipgloss spread.

“Mas remember not? a year ago he helped a woman who was stuck in the streets, around which only rice fields and coffee plantations, in a hut in the middle of the night and very heavy rain, So you decided to stop and help the woman? That woman is Nisa. At that time, Nisa was very scared because of dark phobias, plus a big lightning. Even worse, Nisa can't contact anyone because the phone is off. The coming of Mas at that time, really the help of God is very real. Nisa is not ceaselessly giving thanks.”

He spoke in a soft and slightly soft voice with his gaze growing deeper and deeper.

Muaymay...

Again, he kissed my forehead. Then I walked out of his seat without letting me say anything more.

‘This child is very aggressive once’ grumbled me in the heart.

But it's not wrong, because we're halal. Even if he wanted to, he could have done more than that to me.

But I know, Nisa still respects my decision not to ‘do it’ before there is love.

I'm afraid that if I force ‘ to do the’ with her but my heart is still in Sheila's shadow, what I think about when I do that later is Sheila, not Annisa.

Seriate...