Pursuing the Love of My Husband
The Part 138 MCS

Hi gae 😊

Before proceeding, I want to ask what of you ciwi ciwi ever do the same thing with dinda rasain when pregnant in early pregnancy ??

FYI yes.. I remember the dinda rasain 🥲

Sharing a little can yes 😁

In the early days of my first pregnancy, I hated how much my husband felt. Whatever my husband is doing is always wrong in my eyes (kasian ya 🤭) But this is really, somehow I'm lazy just look at him.

So yeah, if he comes home from work or from outside, I don't want to deket deket. Must be instantly nauseous and instantly also vomit right kiss her body scent which I think "smell" 😅..

And the severity of it lasted until my gestational age of 7 months. You can imagine the commotion that occurred for 7 months what 🙈 was like.

But the miraculous thing, after my son was born his face plek ketiplek very similar to my husband. Pardon dah, pregnant her do not want to deket deket and always nausea vomiting in deket her, uh pas born there is no similar to her I 😭..

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Hopefully for my bestie out there who again ngalamin early pregnancy like dinda or I can be patient yes past her 💜

And for those who have not been given the confidence to have a baby, I pray that God will immediately grant your prayer 🤲

Whatever happens, you guys are very special 🥰

Don't give up yes, keep the spirit 🤗🤗

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Dinda put her body back on the bed, then pulled the blanket to the limit of her chest.

"Sleep again, son. Tomorrow we go for a walk.."

Not long after that, Bima went into the room.

He decided to sit on the balcony of his room while smoking his cigarette which was unknown since when he became like that again.

Without realizing it, dinda did not sleep. Dinda watched everything from behind the bedroom window.

Her heart ached seeing her husband like that, dinda came back out of the room.

He decided to sleep in the guest room.

At 3 am, Bima just re-entered his room after spending a few cigarettes on his balcony.

Before going to bed, bima took the time to gargle so as not to be caught by his wife.

After finishing the bima was up back on the mattress, maybe because he was so tired he did not realize that the wife was not there.

The next morning..

At 9 am I just woke up,

The side of the mattress that should be occupied by the wife is empty. Bima thought maybe you were awake and out of their room.

Bima went straight to the bathroom to clean herself.

When he finished, the man came out of the room already in his suit.

"Where's my wife ??" ask Bima to one of her servants. He started pulling chairs at his dining table..

"The lady has been gone since this morning sir." said the maid..

"HUH..???" Bima immediately stared intently at the maid so surprised her..

"Where to go ???" ask Bima again while getting up and rewind the chair violently..

"Awhile sir.." the aunt walked towards the living room, and took out a piece of paper that was seen in the 2nd fold..

"Sorry sir, the lady left this over." said the aunt, giving the paper

With a flick of her hand, Bima told her maid to return to the kitchen..

Then he opened the paper..

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Om..

Sorry I didn't wait for you to wake up first..

Like I said yesterday, I want to go home to my parents. I miss them so much.

I'm sorry for always bothering you. I don't understand why I'm like this either. If I knew it would be like this, I don't think I'd want to get pregnant this fast..

I don't regret my pregnancy, but I regret that my nature suddenly changed and made us always quarrel..

Again, I'm sorry..

and please give me time to understand myself now..

Don't worry, I'll make sure our son is okay.

Oh one more..

Last night I saw you smoking on the balcony.. It's okay, I won't ban you. If you want to smoke or anything, go ahead. But I ask you not to be in the same room with me, you also know that cigarette smoke is not good for our children..

Don't look for me. I just want to enjoy my pregnancy without fighting with you.

I Love You My Polar Bear 🖤

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The deg!

"God what have I done ?? Why can't I be a little more patient." muttered the bima while squeezing the paper..

"It must be very difficult for her.."