Pursuing the Love of My Husband
The Part 159 MCS

"Mommy. God wants bobo with mommy." said the boy who arrived to enter his mama's room..

"Here, baby.."

The god then approached his mother. Luna smiled and immediately lifted the boy up and carried him up onto his king-sized bed..

"How was it today at school ??" asked luna while tilting her body so that she could easily look at her 4-year-old son..

"Mommy, god wants to have a papi.."

The deg!!

Luna's heart skipped a beat hearing the child's words. I don't know what happened today to his son, but the god suddenly spoke like that..

"God already has a mother, indeed the god does not like if there is only a mother with the god here ??" luna asked as she rubbed her son's head..

"Like mi. God wants to have papi. Friends of god's friends at school all have papi. Only gods don't have papi."

Luna closed her eyes feeling sad to hear the story of her little son..

"Kan mami has told the gods. Papi is currently working abroad. Later if the papi has a lot of money will surely come to us, and we will be a whole family as the gods want.."

The god then raised his tiny hand up and prayed.. "Yes God. God does not want to have much money. The gods just want papi to come to meet the gods and mami here. God wants to have papi, my God. God wants to be like other god friends who are always delivered papi every day. God please, grant this god's request, Lord.."

Luna shed her tears but before the god saw her weeping, the hunt luna wiped her tears away. Luna also kissed the head of her son many times..

"Come now bobo god first yes." said Luna while raising the blanket to the limit of her son's chest and then began to wipe the swab of the god's head to make him relax so that more quickly the god closed his eyes..

**

Pov Dinda's..

I don't know what my status is like right now. I was married but not married.

I chose to leave her without any clarity of status between the two of us. I left her without a word coming out of my mouth. I left her without giving any memories to the man.

I don't hate her. I don't hate my husband at all. I hated myself for not being able to make my husband look back at me. I let her dissolve in trauma.

I wanted to hug her, just once. But he didn't let me do that. I'm tired, I give up. I can no longer afford to give peace when my husband is in a state of turmoil.

I choose to go. I don't want to trouble her anymore, and we're not talking after my in-laws' departure.

Miris isn't she ? We are like strangers living on the same roof. He's with his busyness and I'm with my world. Every day I held back tears, I was pregnant but I had no one to lean on.

My parents ? Ah, nevermind. I'm ashamed to always complain to them about our domestic problems. This time I kept all the wounds myself and carried the wounds away as far as possible.

Yeah, that I feel the wound. What I show the world is laughter. In fact that's how I am, I want people to see me leave with laughter instead of tears. I want to look good in front of them. I want them not to blame my husband for my departure.

Really, this heart is still for the man. There is no empty space for a name other than its name. I even pinned the man's name on our son's name. Dewantara Putra Bima's. Yes, Dewa is the son of bima, the son of my husband, the son he hoped to be the successor and heir to the throne of the Havidi family.

But it's all over, I've lived my life for 5 years without a single person knowing who I really am.

Did I miss her ? Yeah, of course I miss her a lot. I miss a man who never goes out of my memory. The man I call every night in my prayers. A man I can't replace with another man even though I know there's someone better than him.

But this time my heart was wounded again, wounded by the words of my little son. God wants to meet his papi but I can't grant that.

I don't even know where he is at the moment. I don't know what the circumstances are either.

Is she okay after my departure ??

Or the....

Ah, nevermind. I don't want to think of anything bad that might be a prayer for her.

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Today, Luna has no scheduled surgery, but she still has to go to the hospital to see the development of her patients post-surgery.

"Sus, today after coming home from school just go straight to the hospital. I wait in my study, sister." said Luna to the sisters guarding the god.

"Okay, ma'am." answered the nurse

"God, mommy's leaving yeah. You don't be naughty don't bother sus ya. We'll meet in the hospital, we'll have lunch together, god, won't we ??" luna asked her son who was still sitting at the dinner table and was finishing his breakfast. The god nodded slowly and understood his mother's words just now.

After saying that, Luna left first as usual.

*Travel skip..

"Morning, lun.." said Jennifer who also just got off her car right next to Luna's car..

"Morning too, jen.." luna replied as she walked along with the girl..

"Where are the preparations today ??" ask jenifer

"Everything is okay, doain ya jen hope the meeting today is smooth." said Luna with a tense face.

Today there is no scheduled surgery, but the woman has an important meeting schedule about the patients they are observing because of a rare disease suffered by the patient. And in today's meeting, Luna was appointed to be the main speaker representing her division, namely the heart surgeon.

Luna was nervous, because there was some news that said that the meeting today was included as one of the selection tests to get the scholarship that was contested.

And he said today the owner of the hospital will come to see how the young doctors solve the problems that are being faced in this hospital.

"Oh my God, may today's meeting be smooth and there are no obstacles. Hopefully, Luna can finish the meeting with satisfactory results. Amen.."

"Amin.." luna co-accredited the prayer that Jenifer said in the elevator..

After that luna and Jenifer separated, they went into their respective rooms..

Tok tock..

Luna just dropped her ass, arriving at the door on knock from the outside..

"Good morning, doctor luna.."

"Again, doctor daniel." said Luna a little lazy to answer the greeting of the man's doctor..

Luna sat back down.. "Can I help you, Doc ??" tanya luna did not want to linger alone with doctor daniel..

The man's doctor sat on one of the sofas facing right towards the luna..

"none. I just want to see you." The answer made Luna uncomfortable

Luna pretended to be busy with her document documents..

"Sorry doctor Daniel, I was a little busy preparing for this morning's meeting." said Luna turned her head for a while and then returned to focus on the object in front of her..

"Oh, yes. I forgot to. You were the main speaker at the meeting today ??" asked doctor daniel, luna nodded slowly..

"Yes, please continue. Good luck, doctor luna.."

Luna smiled slightly..

Huhhhh..

"Why does she come to my room every day..?? What's less clear all this time is how I've behaved to her..!!"