Pursuing the Love of My Husband
The Part 22 MCS

#Pursuing the Love of My Husband part 22 (Cloving Redeemer)

(PoV Rizki)

At work, everyone was talking about Sheila deciding to quit. According to rumors I heard, she was forbidden to work by her husband. Whether it's a banar or not.

Actually I felt sorry for knowing that Sheila's household wasn't as happy as I thought. But since she was a strong woman, she always acted as if everything was fine.

Sheila was born into a fairly well-to-do family. However, when he sat in high school, his parents' business went bankrupt and left a lot of debt.

In his old age now, his father is sickly, while his mother bounces for money.

Sheila's younger siblings are still in school, the first being 16, and the second, 12.

Sheila works hard to help her mother provide for the family, she is also responsible for the education costs of her two younger siblings.

Behind Sheila's cheerful demeanor, there was a lot of burden she carried on her shoulders. That's why I'm trying to understand Sheila when she'd rather marry a rich man than me.

At least, the man was able to lighten the burden that had been overshadowing his life.

Even if I'm broken, that's okay. Sheila is happy with her choice.

So I thought when I didn't know that Sheila's husband was a terrible person.

But, he has survived until now, I salute him for sacrificing himself for his family. Moreover, there was now a fetus in her womb.

Endure Sheila, I am sure that someday you will have the happiness you dream of.

Ever since the last meeting with him at the cafe, I never got word of him again.

I hope he's in good shape.

I was walking to the cafeteria for lunch, Ajis and the other friends were already waiting there.

Mushola in full PT, until having to wait for the turn to pray Dzuhur, this made me miss from the group of friends.

“Rizki.”

Call someone from behind. I recognized the voice very well, the voice of a very familiar woman in the ear.

I turned around, and saw Sheila there. His hand carried a large box containing all of his belongings while working here.

It turned out that Sheila's news stopped, not just gossip. Now, I see the real situation.

I smiled, and approached Sheila.

Her long, tied hair, with a black mask covering her face, didn't make it difficult for me to know that it was Sheila.

I took over the box that was in his hands. His body looks a little thin, while this box is quite heavy, I did not until the heart saw him carry this alone.

“Why resign?”

I asked without looking into Sheila's eyes. Seeing his current state made me not strong enough to digest every sorrow from the look in his eyes.

He smiled, but that smile was a smile of sadness.

“You must have heard from the rumors circulating.”

“What is true?”

“Not completely true, but also not false.”

“Sorry, Mas does not want to help, but Mas does not want to interfere and muddy the atmosphere. You're an adult, you know the best decision for your own life. I just want to give a message, do not continue to sacrifice yourself, love yourself, and pursue things that can make you happy. Don't be too hard on yourself.”

I patted him on the shoulder to give him some spirit, he smiled and nodded. Her eyes glazed over, Sheila immediately looked away and wiped away her tears.

“The thing that makes me happy is you. But, I chose the wrong path, until finally now I am in a dead end. But, I promise I won't give up, Mas don't worry, I'll be happy.”

“Good, keep your promise and keep the spirit.”

“Mas, I'm sorry for everything I've done. But, please don't hate me, don't act like you don't recognize me. That would make me feel more guilty.”

I'm nodding.

“Do not forget to always remember to eat, now you are not alone, there is a fetus that comes to life in your body. Don't be selfish!”

“What is this? I should have loved being worried about Mas, but now, I feel ashamed. I know Mas just feels sorry, not worried about me like he used to. Now I'm absolutely sure, if Mas already has no taste of anything to me anymore.”

I sighed, what Sheila said was true. Now, I have never thought about it again, the feeling that used to be so deep, has now disappeared somewhere, all that is in my mind and heart right now is Annisa.

I have arrived at this time, the time when I saw him no longer feel pain. What is, I feel sorry for Sheila, hoping that this woman will remain strong in the face of all the destiny that befalls her.

“Iya, Mas hope you will do the same, throw away the flavors that we once intertwined together. Now, focus on the husband and the fetus in your belly. Find a way out for your husband's illness, there are many good psychiatrists in this city.”

“Already, don't overdo it in pitying me, Mas knows I'm not that weak. I just need to get used to his Sadomasochism.”

“Mas always wishes you the best

“Thanks Mas. I'm saying goodbye, yeah. Say hello to your wife”

I'm nodding. I drove him to his car, after putting the box in the trunk, he said goodbye and drove away from this place.

The workplace that had been for six years became a second home for him. In this place too, there are many sweet memories that Sheila got when she became my lover.

Deciding to quit was definitely a tough decision he had to make. Because, if she does not obey her husband's orders, she will lose all the facilities that have been obtained.

***

Arriving home, I told Annisa about meeting with Sheila last afternoon.

I don't know why, I'm not good at hiding anything from him.

The whole thing that happened between me and Sheila, I told Annisa.

Doing so made my heart feel relieved, that way Nisa would trust me completely.

“Im sorry Mas, yes. Mas's meeting with Sheila this afternoon was just a coincidence, Sheila said hello to all of you.”

“Nisa happy now Mas always any story without Nisa asking. Nisa's not angry, really. Oh, yes bay the way, why did Sister Sheila suddenly resign, Mas?”

“Because she is pregnant, her husband forbids her to keep working.”

“MasyaAllah, may they be well until the birth later.”

“Aamiin.”

I told Annisa just that, about the disgrace of her household, let only me and Sheila know.

Aib is a disgrace, I can't tell anyone else's disgrace even to my own wife.

We are packing clothes and other supplies for tomorrow go to Bogor.

Now, I'm getting closer to Annisa. We often spend time chatting or joking.

I feel comfortable with him, when I work, there is always a feeling of wanting to go home. I'm starting to like seeing him smile. Uniquely, Annisa is a woman who likes to smile even though I do not make jokes.

I also felt happy when I received a chat from him, maybe because I enjoyed my time with Annisa, so when I got word from her, I always felt happy.

Tomorrow we will go to Bogor for a vacation with the ticket that Annisa got from her best friend as our wedding gift.

I was hesitant at first to leave, but now I feel excited to spend some time with Annisa.

“Mas.”

Annisa called,

“Iya, why?”

My answer is enthusiasm

“Mmmm... gift from Dewi that Mas open at that time, take it or not?”

Deg. deg..

What's with my heart, thinking about Annisa wearing lingerie that's what it's like...

Why did I suddenly behave this way?

“As far as you are, will not be cold wearing such skimpy clothes? It's cold there.”

“Kan no Mas. If it's cold just hug Mas aja”

Wrap it with an adorable smile.

“Absolutely not afraid? Later if the one he hugged asked for plus-plus how?”

I tease.

Ah, you cute mouth, why even say that. Shame it feels, already said where it can be pulled again.

Sontak Annisa looked at me with a judgmental smile, flirtatious, but it made her look even more beautiful.

“Berani indeed? Try using Annisa now, then,”

Tour him while slowly pulling the zipper. Suddenly I was shocked, by reflex my hand held him that would open the robe.

“Mas joking.”

My sweat started flooding my body. I think the heat is getting hotter, even though the AC is burning at the lowest temperature. My heart is not broken, my breath is heavy.

Annisa laughed with pleasure, as if feeling victorious because it made me feel nervous.

Can't imagine how my facial expression right now, obviously, I can't hide this nervousness.

“Serius is also not papa, Nisa even happy.”

He said he was getting flirtatious. I can't stand this situation anymore.

“It's fast finish packing.”

I said avoid her mischief that kept teasing me.

“Lagian, Mas sosoan godain Nisa. Turn flirted back, even nervous yourself”

He was still laughing triumphantly, I noticed him. She's so beautiful, so beautiful! I think I really fell in love with him.

I approached her, and pulled her body into my arms. Ah, this girl is so short, her head is just over my shoulder. But I feel comfortable in his arms. He returned my embrace very tightly.

“I'm sorry that you're late to realize that you're already in love with Mas. Annisa's.. I LOVE YOU”

I hugged her tighter, kuelus and I kissed her head. I'm so happy, happier than when I was with Sheila.

Relieved, at first I thought it would be difficult to forget Sheila. In fact, with Annisa's meek personality, I was able to quickly dispose of Sheila from my heart and memory.

Now there's only Annisa, now I just want to make her happy.

Annisa is not the kind of woman who loves the world like Sheila. She was a very simple woman, always ringing in my ears as she told me of her hope to be like Abi and Ummi.

Demand knowledge together, remind each other about takwa. I'll do it, I'll deepen the science of religion.

That Allah may be pleased, that I may be more worthy of him, that I may lead him to God's heaven.

Long we drifted in our arms, Annisa turned her head to look at me, I kissed her forehead, she smiled again with tears.

This time, I was sure it was these happy, happy tears when I saw her happy because of me.

The night began to be quiet, the rain slowly fell, the weather grew cooler, but the air in this room was getting hotter.

I took the lingerie and gave it to Annisa. As I know I mean, she immediately grabbed and replaced the gown with that lingerie.

When she was already wearing it, she struggled on the dressing table, polishing her pretty face with makeup.

When he finished, he approached me who had been watching him on the bed.

It is very difficult for me to describe how beautiful my wife is tonight, maybe this is what the Prophet means is jewelry, because with its beauty, it is able to make men forget everything.

Annisa is the best jeweler in the world, with her sexy outfits, with the makeup she polishes on her face, with the perfume that bursts into her nose, arousing a passion I find hard to pin down.

A beautiful, holy taste of God who has cultivated an orgasm to every one of His creatures.

Accompanied by the heavy rain, as well as the cold weather, on this Friday night, I will support the mind of Annisa that I have long been suspending.

Tonight, I will atone for the injustice I have done to her.

Tonight, I will make Annisa drift from the earth, pampering her with the pleasures of a world of no two.

I will do it with all love, may the pleasure I will give him be a great almsgiving with God.

As the Prophet said in one of his hadiths,

“The body relationship between you (with your wife or a servant of distress) is alms.” (CHR. Muslims no. 1006)

The friends then asked,

“O Messenger of Allah, when we come to the wife with orgasm, will it bring reward?”

The Prophet replied,

“Didn't if you fucked an unclean one, you get sins. Therefore, if you fuck on the halal, of course you will get a reward.” (CHR. Muslims no. 1006)

On this beautiful night, we wanted to combine love. Fondling ria, melting all flavors with intercourse.

“Bismillah Allahumma Jannibnis syaithaana wa jannibnis syaithaana maa razaqtanaa”

With (the name) of God. O Allah, keep us away from (disturbance) Satan. And keep Satan away from the sustenance which You have bestowed upon us)”

We first recite the prayer that the Prophet taught. That this may become a worship, that if God gives the seed of this love, it will be a child of fear.

A righteous or righteous child like Annisa, a child who can intercede for us on the Day of Resurrection.

Tonight was beautiful, I felt like a man.

Seeing Annisa who is dissolving in the pleasures of the world makes me more confident, I will satisfy her as a form of revenge.

Also as a form of gratitude because Annisa has been willing to wait for me to do it with a long time.

I unceasingly expressed my feelings for him, expressing love while having sex fostered a sensation of its own that made this most enjoyable worship even hotter.

The rainwater that hit the tile is getting noisy, disguising our voices that are drifting in this fun activity.

Seriate...