Pursuing the Love of My Husband
The Part 34 MCS
#Pursuing the Love of My Husband part 34 (Science Assembly)
Nisa holds a book of soul building novels by favorite authors, a sheet of books read carefully, on each sentence implied a lot of meaning, the text of the book, the 420-page book has accompanied the daily life of Nisa who is on hiatus from her work.
Enjoy the days casually, after school sometimes hang out with friends to enjoy his favorite coffee.
Not infrequently, she went to the spa, indulging in female therapist massage. He enjoys a lot of time by doing what he wants. It's true what Rizki said, that she needs to love herself.
"Seru really read the book, until Mas call nyaut not." Rizki broke the specialty of Nisa who was busy reading books.
"Emang Mas called ya? Sorry, Nisa didn't hear."
"No papa, baby."
"What's that about?" Nisa asked curiously.
"Nothing,"
"But it seems like there's something I want to talk about." Nisa guessed the expression on her husband's face.
"Tomorrow there is a study of Ustadz Khalid Basalamah, in the Annur Mosque, we come there to join the assembly, will you?"
What Rizki meant was Annisa's favorite Ustadz, she often followed each of her studies online, all her da'wah was presented subtly and easily understood, Nisa often hoped to follow her studies directly.
Finally his prayer was granted, the Ustadz will fill the study in one of the mosques that is not far from their homes, only need to travel about 20 minutes.
"Huh, seriously Mas?" Nisa gawking in disbelief.
"Yes, here's a look directly at the official IG."
"MashaAllah.. Tabarakallah, we can finally follow the study directly."
Nisa was enthusiastic to hear the news from her husband. Just like the fans were happy to meet the idol, that was how Annisa felt.
The first time he knew Ustadz Khalid was when he lost Abi, a deep slump and sadness when Abinya died made the spirit of Nisa's life disappear.
Often he did not accept this fate, Abi was the most valuable person for him at that time, but had to be taken by God when he could not make Abi proud.
When the condition of Nisa down like this, suddenly a piece of Ustadz Khalid Basalamah lecture appeared on the reels of his Instagram account, the contents of the lecture were talking about death, in the video, there was a congregation who asked him by letter.
In the letter, the congregation recounted that he was in grief because his son died, at the end of the sentence, he asked for advice to address his grief. The same thing Annisa felt at the time.
In a video of about five minutes, Ustadz Khalid said:
"Don't be sad, a lot of points that I always remind (about death) the first is, we are not the owner (life) of the child, now I ask, are we the hair on his head? We have a hand in one strand of her hair? None! This child is born, white wants black, male or female God created then the owner can take it, do not assume it is ours, (child) it is not ours, the owner can take it, ourselves are not ours is Allah SWT's. That's the first point.
*secondly, whoever died wanted a child, or a parent, not to be lost, but to move into the afterlife. We as believers know we will go there, (later) definitely meet, not do not meet, only they precede us, the important ticket we are the same (i.e.) faith and charity.
In the past, my brother was devastated when his son died from being hit by a car on the highway, the child died on the spot, no one could comfort him, I tried to talk to my Brother, my brother, I said, I said that Hamid (the name of his brother Ustadz Khalid's son) is not lost, he just moved nature to the afterlife, for example like this, our destination is equally willing to go to Surabaya, Surabaya, this child's ticket is nine in the morning, I'm the same brother may be the ticket at three in the afternoon, we both go there anyway, the important ticket is the same, the ticket is the same, (after I speak like that) only he (feels) calm, Subhanallah.
Our duty now as a believer is to do charity for him, because he is already in puberty. What's to be done? Hamid has a motorbike, sells and gives alimony to the Mosque on his behalf, his clothes love to his poor friends, shodaqohkan on his behalf. My brother thank you very much immediately spirit*.
So do not be sad (to excess) we live now how to multiply charity for ourselves, so that we can also have a high degree in heaven (to be reunited with family)."
A video of the lecture, which lasted no more than five minutes, carried deep meaning for Annisa, that death was entirely God's right.
HE created it, and HE also has the right to take it at any time. It is not right for Nisa to mourn the fate that has been outlined, especially lamenting the death of someone even though it is the person she loves the most.
Since then, Annisa has always fallen in love with every lecture Ustadz graduated from the Islamic University of Madinah. After hearing the video, Annisa was more eager to make a prayer for Abinya.
That is what can be done to prove love and devotion to Abi after they separated nature.
Nisa is getting impatient looking forward to tomorrow, of course she knows very well every lecture Ustadz Khalid is always crowded by worshippers, it is impossible for her to see up close.
However, idolizing a preacher is not the same as idolizing artists, where fans will be hysterical and proud when they can see their idol up close, especially if you managed to take pictures together to be a show on social media. Not like that, idolizing the preacher does not need to take pictures, does not need to look at his face, just sit in the assembly and listen directly to the study presented by him alone has brought its own satisfaction, miraculously this makes opium, and even more so, once it comes to the assembly will be addictive again, and again.
Rizki sparkled to see his wife so happy, their smile that had disappeared when a lot of trials came to hit his life.
How happy Nisa is so simple, not asking for luxury or other worldliness, something like this alone has made her this happy.
Annisa prepared a black dress, as well as a hijab with the same color, not to forget Nisa also prepared a Yemeni veil of the same color, as well as a similar color, Nisa wanted to use the veil as most other female worshipers when attending the assembly, even though she did not use the veil daily.
Annisa has not been able to step up to that stage, she is afraid that she can not istiqomah, she feels she does not deserve to wear a veil that becomes a symbol of the peak of a woman's faith.
"Please also choose clothes for Mas ya dear." Rizki pestered Nisa who was so enthusiastic about attending the study tomorrow that she forgot her favorite book that was being read since morning.
"Berez, Mas." She answered while raising her thumb.
Although their clothes were neat, Annisa re-ironed the clothes that will be worn tomorrow. Annisa recalls one of the verses of the Qur’an which is often told by Abinya. At that time he asked, "Why does Abi always wear nice clothes if you want to go to the mosque?" Tanya Nisa is small because she feels surprised Abi always wears the best clothes when going to pray congregation in the Mosque.
Abi recites one of the verses of the Qur’an which means:
“Hi son of Adam, wear your beautiful clothes at every time (entering) the Mosque. Eat and drink, and do not overdo it. Verily Allah does not like those who are superfluous.” (QS. Al-A’raf [7]: 31)
From Abinya Nisa's answer to understand that wearing good clothes when entering the Mosque is a direct recommendation from Allah.
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The theme of today's study is 'Motivational Tips Through Life Experiments' today's study seems to be intended for him who lately been hit by many severe trials alternately.
In the assembly of knowledge, Annisa sat among the other veiled men, they were like heavenly angels who were gathering to honor His Lord.
All worshipers listened solemnly to every utterance that came out of the mouth of Ustadz Khalid. No noise, no one chatting with other worshippers, all drifting in the assembly of science.
"How do I get through the ordeal? Fine, I'll try to give you some tips." Said the Ustadz when explaining the main point of the theme of the study today.
"First of all, you believe (this verse)" Ustadz Khalid recited a verse from QS. Attaubah verse 51 which means to say,
'Say (Muhammad), it will not come upon us but what Allah has ordained for us.'
"(If) God does not intend to exist in this moment, at this time, there is such an ordeal. However, this must be packed with another verse, namely:
''Then in every difficulty there is ease [5], Indeed after the difficulty there is ease [6].' (QS. Assy-Sharh: verses 5 and 6)"
Nisa was sobbing, the verse was as if the incoming snow was cooling her heart.
A cry known only to him, tears flowing behind the black veil as if an exploding volcano were spitting out all its weight.
"Need patience! It takes patience and patience." Said Ustadz Khalid continuing his lecture.
"Be assured, God will not make us difficult, but the trials come especially not to you alone.
Next I suggest to remember the sunnah of the Prophet SAW if we are being given a trial, see people who are more difficult (for example) if we limp Naudzubillah, butts his feet one, see the person who is dumb feet two, see the person who has two legs, always (see) the harder ones so we always know God's favor is so great to us."
Nyepi..
Those words were soothing as well as slapping Nisa. Feeling the ordeal is so heavy, when there are people out there who are given a more severe ordeal.
Nisa contemplated every painful event that was present in her life, perhaps after all this there will be a beautiful happiness that she never imagined.
The promise of Allah is certain, Nisa strongly believes in the verse recited by Ustadz Khalid.
''Then in every difficulty there is ease [5], Indeed after the difficulty there is ease [6].' (QS. Assy-Sharh: verses 5 and 6)"
The verse was ringing in his ears, going into his brain, and reaching the bottom of his heart. The whole stifling incident seemed to unite into a video collage that played in Annisa's mind.
Starting the toughest ordeal when Abinya died, to make himself lose the spirit of life, then when Rizki had an accident and put him in a coma, even though he was not married at the time, but Annisa had longed for Rizki when she first met him that night, the night Rizki saved her from fear, since then Nisa always prayed to be reunited with her, with a person who always interferes with his mind, so that he does not stop praying, because true love, is love that is always embedded in prayer.
Nisa also recalled the time she had an accident that made her amnesiac so that she did not remember her husband at all.
Then a terrible thing came to test him through Fatur, who tried to harass him.
Almost a year since the terrible incident, the ordeal came to test him through Naura, the person he loved like his own sister turned out to disappoint him, even recklessly almost hurt with the scissors he carried.
All the greatness of the events came as a trial in his life made Annisa's crying more and more.
He covered his mouth with his hands, hiding the tightness that was released through tears.
'Rabbi, I believe this whole ordeal came not without reason. Forgive the servant if this comes as a result of the sins of the servant, and give him beautiful wisdom for all that has happened. Verily, You keep your promises.' Annisa in the Heart.
An hour and a half ago Ustadz explained his study, plus another half an hour filled with question and answer sessions, two hours that felt very short for Annisa.
Not a single lecture was missed by, all listened to and digested carefully, occasionally recording an important part of the contents of his favorite Ustadz lecture.
The whole congregation disbanded after Ustadz finished closing the study with hamdalah and greeting. But not with Nisa, she still sat in the assembly, letting herself linger feeling the atmosphere of the Mosque which was very soothing to her heart.
If he could ask, he wanted this study to be extended for the next few hours, Nisa was like someone who was thirsty, she was thirsty for knowledge, she was thirsty for advice, she was thirsty for life motivation, she was thirsty, until this two-hour study felt like two minutes to him.
The phone vibrates from inside her sling bag, Nisa knows it is her husband. Rizki must be worried because Nisa hasn't returned to the car.
The mosque is empty, the study was completed half an hour ago, how is Rizki not worried?
Nisa picked up the phone after letting it vibrate a few times.
"Yes, Assalamualaikum."
"Waalaikumsalam dear, where are you? This is Mas from earlier waiting for you in the parking lot."
"Yes Mas, the exit of the mosque was full, Nisa waited inside until empty while dhikr. Nisa's still at home." The answer.
"Mas worried you why-why. Thank God if that's not the reason papa, Mas wait in the car until you want to go home, yes."
"Good, Mas. Thanks for understanding."
After parting, Rizki hangs up the phone, letting his wife enjoy an atmosphere that could not be explained by a pen.
Not only Nisa, Rizki also felt the same way. Comfort while sitting in the assembly could not be interpreted with words.
It seems this feeling will make them addicted to continue to gain knowledge, not only from the favorite Ustadz, but from other preachers.
Not only the knowledge they get, but also the peace of mind that they cannot feel even while on vacation, or while healing, even when consulting a psychiatrist, there is no such great peace of mind.
It is true what is written in the Qur’an that the best cure for liver disease is the verses of Allah.
“O man, verily has come to you a lesson from your Lord and a healer for diseases (which are) in the breast and a guidance and mercy for those who believe.” (QS. Jonah verse 57).
The Greatest of Allah in all his words.
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