Pursuing the Love of My Husband
The Part 14 MCS

#Pursuing the Love of My Husband part 14 (Love in Prayer)

(PoV Annisa)

‘If love could be placed in the heart wherever you want, of course I want him to take it first.’

I was overwhelmed when I read the caption on Mas Rizki's Instagram.

There, he uploaded a candid photo of me looking from behind.

Apparently, this photo he took while we were at the supermarket yesterday, while I was picking fruit for Mom.

I'm also happy, now Mas Rizki is not as old as he used to be. Although he doesn't love me yet, but I always feel happy when I'm at his side.

I put this love in prayer. Every time, every time I bow down to my Lord. For only HE-Lah the owner of love will not ignore anyone who loves Him.

During the day, when Mas Rizki told Sheila, my heart was devastated to hear it. I thought I was his first love, like he was my first love, but in fact?

But let it be, God alone never saw the beginning of His servant's life. God alone, the owner of life, will judge every servant by seeing what the end of his life will be like.

Then I am the same as a servant, should we consider his past?

Nah!

It will never!

Because he is my shortcut to heaven.

I have heard a hadith which is good news for wives if they can be patient from a husband who does not fulfill his wife's rights well. Said the Prophet,

“If a woman always keeps the five prayers of the time, also fasts (in the month of Ramadan), keeps ******** (from adultery) and is completely obedient to her husband, so it says to this woman, “Enter into heaven through whichever door you like.” (CHR. Ahmed)

Very tempting indeed. That is a reply for the wife of – wife who is patient when treated is not good, but still be kind, and carry out her obligations well too.

But living it is not as easy as theory. That is why the reward of heaven, because heaven is expensive, cannot be redeemed by the whole world, redeeming heaven can only be done by piety to HIM.

I want to reach that heaven through him, and also reach for it with him. I want him to be the first love in the world and also later in His Jannah.

I love Mas Rizki so much, especially when I look into her pretty eyes with lentic lashes almost like wearing eyelash.

Physically, I am very grateful to be paired with a handsome man. Although for me physical is not the top priority, but sent Mas Rizki who has a handsome physique by God, like getting a bonus.

He is tall, about 170cm, ideal body, especially in the chest is very sexy, boxes like torn bread.

I saw her once, and we were told to change into wedding dresses for a family photo shoot. It was like getting a lottery seeing Mas Rizki bare-chested.

But Mas Rizki like to dislike me watching him constantly, so I went out of the room first, and let him change his clothes comfortably without being bothered by my sight.

I will also not forget the moment when I kissed her hand, looked at her, and also kissed her on my forehead when I finished that time.

Mas Rizki, if Mas knew how every time I say your name, asked that God grow love in your heart as soon as possible.

Halal love, love for the right, love that is always spoken in prayer. So that through this marriage God Ridho, that this marriage becomes a field of reward for our next life.

It's okay, Mum. If you can't touch me now, even if you can I can wait.

As long as you remain here with me, as long as you remain obedient to Your Rob, that is enough.

Than you have to ‘do it’ for forced. Please first gather the seeds of love, I will fertilize and water the seeds every day, so that they grow quickly, bushy, so that you cannot get far from me.

***

“Ngapain hp invited to smile? Can he be joked?”

Mas Rizki suddenly appeared in the room without the sound of a door. Either I'm the one who's too fussy with the phone, or he's the one who's coming in by sniffing around.

“Magangin photo pujaan lati.” I replied with a cry, hoping he would be jealous.

Actually from earlier, I was looking at photos of Mas Rizki who perched a lot on his Instagram account.

“Oh.” The answer without any curiosity.

He took his jacket and motorcycle keys.

“Where are you?”

“Mau weekly nights.”

He glanced at me.

“Not again looking for photos of the heart?”

I stifled a laugh at her slightly taut words, was she jealous?

“You see?“ I said

“Dih, why. It is not important to make ..”

“Nih. This is Nisa's heart since a year ago. Nisa's first love, since the beginning of an accidental meeting that night.” My answer cuts his words.

He frowned, looking at the photo I showed him.

“Dih, ugly is that guy. You might like him.”

I laughed when I heard his guy who took his own picture.

It is unexpected that the figure of Mas Rizki has a humorous side. Even though it remained with her jutek face, to me it made her even sweeter.

“So come, no?”

“So, Mas. Can Nisa change clothes for a minute?”

“Appointment no more than five minutes, yes. When it's late, I stay.”

He left me in the room. Why should I go out? Though he will not sin even though he is still here to see me change clothes.

Quickly, I changed my nightgown to my favorite robe and hijab. Polishing a bit of powder and lipbalm, then went after Mas Rizki who was waiting in the yard.

***

We went around the city to get rid of the chaos, before finally choosing to stop at a favorite restaurant Mas Rizki.

The food here is delicious, especially accompanied by Mas Rizki, making it even more delicious.

“Next week Mas have to go back to work. Would you like to come to Jakarta, or stay here?”

“Western said the husband was the head, and the wife was the tail, Nisa must have gone wherever Mas went.”

“Your lecture? Have you applied to your favorite university?“

“No problem, Nisa can study in Jakarta. Coincidentally there are also many Nisa students who study there.”

“Usaha you?”

“Usaha Nisa is online, Mas. Can be done from where hehe”

“Terus Ummi how?”

I was silent for a moment. Ummi is my weakness, I have never been far away from him, except when I go to bed. Ummi often comes once a week.

But right now, my husband is more entitled to me than my own Umm.

“We can often go home to visit Ummi and Mom. After all, now Mas is more entitled to Nisa.”

“Good if so, then take care of everything. Nisa does not regret marrying Mas?”

“Kok Mas said that?”

“Mas has nothing to be proud of at the moment. But, one day, Mas promise will make you happy.”

“Nisa looking forward to that time, Mas”

“Thanks."

I nodded and smiled sweetly at him.

As a result of being betrayed by Sheila, Mas Rizki becomes an insecure person with her life.

And I am determined to restore his confidence. Until he achieved success and made Sheila regretted having wasted a man as good as this.

Seriate....