Pursuing the Love of My Husband
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#Pursuing the Love of My Husband part 32 (Hate But Dear)

“What is this?” Rizki asked worriedly.

“Why doesn't anyone answer?” Rizki scattered Annisa's daydream.

“Nothing, Mas. Nisa fell, but not why.” Sangkal Nisa's.

“What did Mbak Nisa say, Ra?” Rizki who was not convinced by Nisa's words made sure to ask Naura who had been silent since then to hold the anger.

Nisa's eyes glared, hinting for Naura to answer according to Nisa's words.

“I-i-iya.. Mas.” Naura was a little nervous.

“Lantas why are you holding scissors?” Rizki starts to get suspicious and stares towards Nisa hoping her wife will be honest with what happened.

“Edit has Naura fell, Nisa get it. Already Mas do not extend, Nisa say pray first yes.”

Nisa pulls Naura's hand and goes into the mushola.

“We talk about this issue at home.” Nisa's Telling Naura.

Annisa does not want to extend this, she worries what she imagines will happen, Nisa fears Naura is reckless and does things that are not denied like what she thought earlier.

Naura who was still angry did not answer anything Nisa said, her fate is now at the end of the horn, Naura understood Nisa would not forgive him after the actions he had done.

‘But, why didn't Nisa complain to Rizki? Is he afraid that Rizki will do bad to him?’ Think Naura.

After praying and resting for a while, they continued their journey. In the car there are no warm conversations that are usually done.

Rizki realizes that Naura and his wife are in trouble. He tries to melt the atmosphere with his guyon, but Nisa instead looks dislike.

‘Do I make a mistake?’ Inner Rizki.

‘But what?’

Nisa's silence makes Rizki start uncomfortable, Rizki knows if Annisa is angry her weapon is silent.

Rizki kept second-guessing her treatment to Nisa since this morning, nothing was wrong.

After returning from the hotel Nisa actually looks very happy, before the rest area earlier, Nisa is also very cheerful.

Could something have happened while they were at the ablution place earlier? The whole question in his mind left Rizki frustrated.

After exiting the toll, Rizki pulled over at a minimarket, he invited Nisa down, but told Naura to stay in the car, Rizki wanted to talk to his wife alone. Naura understood, she stayed in the car watching Nisa and Rizki.

Rizki went into the minimarket, a little later she came out again with Annisa's favorite chocolate and a glass of latte coffee.

Nisa is still silent, she refuses all of Rizki's gifts.

Rizki sat facing his wife, until her body was level with Nisa's, she stared fixedly, realizing there was serious anger from the look in her eyes.

“Mas is sorry if Mas has made Nisa so angry. Mas do not know where the fault lies Mas if Nisa continues to be silent like this.” Rizki spoke softly while holding Nisa's hand.

Naura who was watching them from inside the car looked very jealous.

Rizki took a breath, dispelling all the annoyance because Nisa did not want to talk to him either.

Although upset, but Rizki always remembers one of the hadiths of the Prophet he heard from the study, Rizki,

“Do good to the women. Because women are made of ribs. What's called a rib, the top of it is crooked. If you try to straighten it (roughly), you will break it. If you let it go, the bone is bent. Do good to the ladies.” (CHR. Bukhari, no. 3331 and Muslim, no. 1468)

This hadith is able to muffle when he was upset with Nisa. Rizki held a rebuke of the Prophet's advice so that he would not hurt his wife, as much as possible he was always sweet when Nisa sulked.

Rizki held onto Nisa's hand, she kissed it wholeheartedly. Rizki also hugs Nisa without caring about the people around her.

“Mas sorry, yes.” Said Rizki umpteenth time.

“Why I'm not honest.” Nisa spoke up, but made Rizki even more confused.

“What's the matter, baby?”

“Naura once gave me a letter, right? Is he asking to be married to a second wife? Why didn't you say? Usually Mas always be honest about anything, even if the honesty disappointed Nisa.”

Rizki now understood, the reality that he had been hiding all this time was revealed.

Though, Rizki covers up for not wanting Nisa to feel hurt and disappointed to the person she trusted the most.

“Im sorry, dear. I don't want to make you hurt. At that time you trusted Naura so much, you always told Mas that you loved Naura like your own sister. Mas does not want to destroy your relationship with him, so he tries to cover everything. Sorry if it turns out this hurt you so much that you are angry, Mas really did not mean to cover it.” Rizki explained at length.

Nisa listens carefully, looks into Rizki's eyes, seeks the truth from the glare of my eyes.

Nisa finally collapsed, she told me the real incident at the rest area earlier, that Naura tried to stab herself with scissors. Rizki got on the black, she squinted her eyes, looking sharply at Naura who was still in the car.

“But Mas, it's not entirely Naura's fault, Nisa first slapped him.” Nisa defends Naura, she is afraid that Rizki will scold her or do something that could hurt Naura.

“Anybody if it's in your position will definitely do the same. Which wife is not angry when another woman blatantly begs to be married by her husband. What you did was right, dear.”

“According to Mas, Nisa should how?”

“You'd better fire him, your business later we think again. I'm afraid he'll do anything and hurt you again. Arriving at home, we immediately talk about this with him.”

Nisa understands, although heavy but this is the best. After all, Naura had dug her own grave by doing the thing that would harm Nisa, she did not think about what impact she would have had if Nisa and Rizki had reported it to the police.

They continued on, Nisa wanted to arrive soon, she was already uncomfortable seeing Naura before her.

““Allahumma shayyiban nafi’an.”

O Allah, pour out useful rainwater. (Sukhari).

Nisa and Rizki said simultaneously.

***

Arriving at home, after changing clothes and calming down for a while, Nisa invites Naura to talk, they sit in the living room accompanied by Rizki.

Nisa carries an envelope with enough money, she wants to give the money to Naura as a severance for dismissing it unilaterally.

Although not bound by a written contract on Naura's work, but Nisa appreciates Naura's work so far. Nisa also loved him so much, but the relationship had to end badly.

“Starting today, I'm laying off you. This is a little severance money, as an appreciation for your work so far is very good. I admit it. Thank you for everything, and I forgive all your mistakes. Let's just say the event at the rest area this afternoon never happened, and I'll assume that you never spoke as sassy as that.” Although Nisa wanted to scold and curse Naura, she held everything back. Emotions will only make all problems more chaotic.

“T-but, Mbak..”

“There is nothing to explain and there is no need to look for excuses because I will not change this decision. I'm sorry for all the things that made you mad at me.” Nisa said, she then left Naura.

Naura was pensive, her actions had been so outrageous, she herself was aware of it, but her tongue was so faint as to apologize.

Rizki passed after his wife without saying anything. How unexpected Naura's behavior, a woman who was considered quiet and kind, turned out to be that much to Nisa.

Naura glanced at him, she caught up with Rizki and hugged her from behind, her embrace was very strong, Rizki revolted several times but she ignored him.

“LEPIECE!” Shouted Rizki loudly.

“Please like this Mas, five minutes only.” Naura. Rizki recalled the remark Nisa had once said to him when Rizki came home from work.

Rizki imagines it, feeling how much Naura loves and pursues her just like Nisa.

“LEPIECE!” Rizki gets angry, but Naura still does not let go of her embrace.

The shout was heard by Nisa who had been in the room since earlier, she wanted to calm her mind but instead heard the commotion.

Nisa came out and opened the door, she approached the source of the voice, Nisa was shocked to see Naura desperately hugging her husband. Nisa's patience ran out, she pulled Naura by force until she managed to let go of her embrace.

“Mbak just kill me, instead of having to feel the pain of being rejected Mas Rizki. I can't stand it, Ma'am. I love Mas Rizki so much.” Naura is hysterical, she yells saying things that hurt Annisa.

Rizki pulls Naura and takes her out of the house. He calls security complex, then security brings Naura to be secured, Rizki is worried Naura will hurt Nisa again.

“You don't papa, do you, baby?” Said Rizki looking at Nisa who was sitting limp on the sofa.

“Head Nisa is sick Mas, think of Naura's behavior like that. Why is he so obsessed with Mas?”

“Maybe he has a mental illness, so that makes him explode when angry.”

“Iya, could be. It may also be the effect of her childhood wounds, as she lacks affection and is often mistreated by her aunt.” Nisa felt pity.

“But to allow her to marry you is impossible. Nisa doesn't want to share her husband with anyone. If only she asked for anything else, Nisa would try to grant it.” Nisa continued with a sad face. Rizki sees Nisa loving Naura.

“And again, if Mas is forced to marry her, not only hurt your heart, but hurt yourself Mas, because Mas will see the person he loves the most sad every day. Sometimes, we need to not think about others for our own happiness. It's not selfish, it's self-reward. Because we also need to love ourselves.”

Rizki comforts by stroking his wife's head, making an understanding that Nisa does not blame herself for what she did to Naura.

Nisa is not the type of person who will hurt others if the person does not harass her, especially against people like Naura who have a hard life journey since childhood.

“Mas, the day after we go to Naura's house, yes?”

“You what?” Rizki was astonished.

“His belongings and the money that Nisa Cinta had not had time to bring. We return it well.” Though hesitant, Rizki agrees to Nisa's request.

Getting late, Nisa looks restless, she worries about Naura, she is afraid something will happen to her.

Nisa tries to call Naura several times, but is not picked up.

“Try Naura's phone, Nisa worries her why-why.”

“Naura is an adult dear, already let it go.” Rizki refused.

“But Mas, if you are sad and desperate again, someone can be reckless. Please Mas, who knows if Mas who phone will be appointed.” Nisa begged again.

Although reluctant, but Rizki obeyed his wife's wishes, he took a mobile phone and pressed the number that was still on the screen of Nisa's device.

Tuuttt... Tutt's.. Tutttt...

There's no answer!

Rizki tried for the third time, but still there was no answer.

Nisa's getting worried.

“Mas, how about now just go to Nauranya's house?”

Rizki was shocked because it was already night. Rizki refuses subtly, she persuades Nisa to leave tomorrow morning.

Feeling no choice, Nisa finally obeyed Rizki's words.

Seriate...