Replying to the Betrayal of my Husband
This Eventually?

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"You're disgusting! So disgusting!"

My voice sounds loud. I can't hold myself back anymore. This heartache made me ignore Susan who could probably hear her mother's screams.

"Ri-rim... You-you're there?"

Bang Rama looked surprised to see me. His speech was spread with wide open eyelids. While the woman can still act as if she did nothing wrong.

"W-what you heard isn't entirely true, honey. I-I can explain everything," said bang Rama when he realized I was looking at him with disappointment.

"I'm not deaf and I'm not blind. In fact, this isn't the first time I've seen you two like this. What else would you like to explain?"

I threw down the photo sheet I took behind my evening dress. The pictures were scattered between us. Bang Rama and Citra were silent to see him.

"There is no need to say much, because this evidence explains everything. You betrayed our marriage, Bang! What was my lack all this time?"

I hit the chest that felt tight. I wanted to try to be strong, but seeing the eyes of bang Rama made this heart feel pierced a thousand needles. It hurt so much that I cried in front of him. Humane, right?

Which woman won't cry if she's hurt?

"Darling, listen to ab--'s explanation

"Stop!" I raised one hand asking the man not to come near me. Our distance was very close, but it was like there was a sturdy fortress blocking it.

"I've already asked and I'm waiting for an answer to hope you're honest at the time. But, what? Just a lie I got. How could you intend to touch me after sleeping in a hotel with this selfless woman?"

"Don't just talk!" The image does not accept I pointed it. "I also have my pride, Ma'am. And none of this is my fault. Our affair will not happen if the smart mother takes care of the husband. See, what has been the appearance of the mbak all this time and how can you hope that Rama is not tempted by me? Conscious, Ma'am! That won't be possible."

The image charged me haughtily. He was proud to have taken my husband.

I can't stay still. I wipe these tears and get close to this damn woman.

"I and you are indeed unequal and incomparable, Citra. At least as a woman I don't do low things by flirting and sleeping with people's husbands. How many times have you undressed in front of people's husbands? How many women have been your victims? I'm sure bang Rama isn't the only guy you're teasing!"

"Bak don't just talk, yeah!" The image is emotionally charged.

"Why? Aren't you such a woman? Would you be upset if I called you a prostitute?"

"Five!!!" Mother's voice interrupts. The middle-aged woman stood between me and Citra. Then slapped my cheek without me avoiding it. "How dare you mention being a whore!" he defended the image.

My cheeks were hot because of the slap from the woman who was supposed to defend and cover me.

"Mother, already. Why did you slap Rima?"

Bang Rama embraced me but soon I brushed it off. "Keep your filthy hands away from me, I don't want to be touched by a jerk like you!"

"Rima, please forgive brother," he said with a soft voice and a clear face.

"You even played crazy in this house when your son and I slept. Where's your mind?" I pointed Rama's shoulder with all my might. Bang Rama bowed down without even looking at me. "Your staff, in fact, I found your used safety. Where is your mind!!!"

"Rima, please forgive brother." Bang Rama's eyes were reddened, even I could see the corners of her eyes were wet. "Abang khilaf..," he said.

"Why should you apologize to Rima? Okay, so get everything done here. You just divorce her!" Mother kept bang Rama away from me. His face looks disgusted to see me.

I smiled looking at him. "Yes, I realize there's no place for me in this house. Mother do not worry .. daughter-in-law who is often a mother-in-law compared to people and daughter-in-law who do not expect this mother will leave this house. Perhaps, my affection is too redundant if I give it to the mother who only always sees my flaws!"

"What are you talking about Rima? You can't leave here!" bang Rama.

"Why am I here? I'm not a statue you can fool! That's enough, Bang. I know I'm not the perfect woman who can always please my brother, but you should rebuke me and advise me when I make a mistake. Not that just because I'm not attractive anymore brother can play with women do not know themselves!" jerk again.

"Please if Mbak Rima wants to leave. But, don't talk carelessly about me!" image again. He's big on the head because he got mom's support.

"Shut up! Don't make the mood!" Bang Rama snapped Citra. Then approach me. His eyes and face were sorry. "All can be well discussed."

I shook my head hard. "This heart is too painful. It's not just me you betrayed. But, Susan. Your own real son. You were her first love, but you were also the first to betray Susan. You're crazy, Bang!"

Bang Rama rubbed his huffed face, his eyes reddened. "For Susan, please don't go."

"In fact, for Susan's sake I have to go. I can still tolerate lies, but I can't accept betrayal even if you've slept with another woman. Susan would be sad to see her mother depressed in this house."

"No, Rima. We can start from the beginning. Please, give me this one-time chance." Bang Rama covered his palms pleading with me.

"Can't do that, Mom!" Image grabbing the hand of bang Rama. "We've been in contact so far so I can't stay the same. I should've chosen me like I promised you all along."

"Udahlah, Rama. Let him go. Just divorce her!" exclaim mother loudly.

I briefly closed my eyes until a clear feather dripped again. I don't think I can stand up anymore. I looked into the eyes of Rama who had seen me.

"I love you, Bang. I sincerely devote myself to being your wife. All I do is make you happy. But, why the betrayal I got? As a wife I accept and cover up all my husband's shortcomings. You should be too."

I wiped the tears violently. Tonight was like a nightmare in my life. I didn't think the household we had built would end as well.

"My heart, like the glass you slammed until it broke. How can you give it back to its original state?"

"Rima, I-I...."

"I will never ask you to choose and defend me, for I will take care of our divorce myself." I spoke while holding back the cry that I felt like letting out.

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