Replying to the Betrayal of my Husband
Disgust

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"I-I didn't see wrong, did I? Why is there this contraceptive in Leon's room? Wh-what's he already?" I cut my own mouth. I can't think of Leon's free association. Ah, it's impossible, because the Leon I've known all along is very good. It is impossible for Leon to have sex with a woman who is not yet halal for him. And this thing is like new use.

I shook my head as the shadows of the two faces flashed in my eyes. My heart wants to jump out of its place. This blood rippled quickly and felt hot. Could it be that Leon didn't come home? Could this belong to my husband?

"What am I thinking? At a time like this I could imagine the bang Rama and Citra. Why does my mind lead to them?"

Without me noticing my body shaking, my whole body was limp as if it was boneless. Until I fell right in front of that little thing. Tears shed without me being able to prevent it from falling so wet my cheeks, even my stomach feels nauseous due to another scent that goes out into my nasal cavity. Yeah, I'm getting convinced that this tool is used.

My stomach feels like it's being stirred. I feel like I want to spit out all the contents inside. I can't think anymore about running to the bathroom.

"Rima, what's wrong with you?" Bang Rama who was still in the kitchen also approached me. "You sick? Do we need to go to the doctor?" tanyanya while massaging the base of my neck. The man looked panicked and was also misbehaving.

"Don't touch me, Bang!" I threw Rama's hand until he just fell. Suddenly I felt disgusted to be touched by him.

"Why? Are you still mad because last night your brother yelled at you?" bang Rama asked as I retreated three steps away from him.

"Jawab to be honest, where did you sleep last night?" ask me without further ado.

" 'your brother told me to sleep in Leon's room" replied Bang Rama without looking me in the eye.

"Who's sleeping?"

"Same with Leon. Who else is sleeping with? I'm sorry, if last night you went too far and ignored you."

"Why am I sorry now? Didn't you just ignore me for a few days? Oh, or did you deliberately lead the conversation there so I wouldn't sniff out brother's lies?"

Bang Rama rubbed his face with rage. "Rima I don't know what you're talking about. Which lie did you just mean?"

"The lie when you said you slept with Leon. Brother lied .. not Leon who was in that room with brother, but...."

This chest felt so tight that I could no longer say it.

"Bak Rima why?" ask Citra panic. I don't know since when Citra was standing in the bathroom doorway. "Medicine due to illness or nausea due to pregnancy?"

Hearing that question made me look at him in wonder. "It seems you want to know. Is there a problem if I'm pregnant?"

The image looks nervous. "Bu-not that, Ma'am. I-I'm just worried. I'm glad Susan wants a sister."

Why do I feel Citra is not sincere to say it. I turned to look at the Rama bang and I had time to find Rama bang looking at Citra with a strange look that I could not understand.

"I'm nauseous not because I'm pregnant, but because I just saw something disgusting. I'm starting to think that disgusting thing can make another woman pregnant! The woman who does not know herself!"

My cry made Rama's face blush. The man who had been my husband for 7 years seemed to gasp at my words.

"Bak Rima said what? Oh, yes the fried rice is getting cold. We better have breakfast first."

The image looked nervous and I managed to capture the look on his face. I was very anxious to throw the contraceptive on his face and bang Rama. But, since I have no proof then I have to hold it.

"What are you asking me?" I grimaced and took turns seeing Citra and bang Rama. "I just found a contraceptive in Leon's room. What do you think women are like? Isn't it worth mentioning as a woman who doesn't know herself?"

The image and Bang Rama both turned their faces away from me. Seeing their cohesiveness made me even more suspicious.

"Don't talk about our family in front of others." Bang Rama spoke after a moment of silence. Then his eyes met the image again. "Partner, you just eat first."

The image left without saying anything more. But I saw her face like a panicked person.

"You've been light? Come on, eat first so you don't catch a cold."

Bang Rama took my hand as if to hold her, but soon I brushed it off.

"Don't pretend to care about me, Bang. Why, after what my brother did behind my back can still behave like this? Trying to fool me again?"

"Enough Rima," said Bang Rama furious, the man seemed to hold his voice so as not to be heard by others. " So, you talked about Leon yourself. And you doubt such a brother. You don't know what your brother has to do with the thing you found in Leon's room, but you don't like being accused of anything. What are you fooling you for?"

"To cover up your dark relationship with that woman." I can only prove it because I can't prove it.

"Until now only my brother knew why. Wait until I can prove it later!"

I pushed the chest of Rama bang strong then aky passed from there. I'm starting to know why bang Rama is often late coming home these days. I'm also starting to find out what reason bang Rama didn't touch me these few nights.

The image instantly lowered my face as I approached her. His behavior is like a frightened person.

"Let's see, Pinter's picture is cooking, right? You should eat to know that the fried rice made by Citra is better than your cooking." How many times have you compared me to someone else.

"Yes, I heard him, Mom. That way you don't have to bother looking for people to do my job all this time. You also don't have to be afraid of not being able to eat well anymore. Tell me the image of your masakin every day!"

My words made Citra see me again. "But I can't come every day. I have another activity."

"Rima, don't talk about anything. Meningan you just sit down let brother who bribe you," said bang Rama suddenly. The man pulled a chair for me.

"You ate, Bang. After all, I'm sure you're used to eating Citra, right?"

My question made bang Rama and Citea simultaneously look at me and it looks disgusting. In fact, my mother also looked confused.

"Ops, I mispronounced, huh? I mean you're used to eating what Citra's serving you, aren't you?"

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