Replying to the Betrayal of my Husband
Pov Rama's

I saw Rima was so shabby back then. Whether because he was exhausted or indeed Rima was not good at taking care of herself, in my eyes when Rima did not look attractive anymore. My wife's appearance was different from ours before marriage. Sometimes I ask where it is wrong. Until I finally found what I was looking for was inside Citra.

Citra is my former lover, we have not met until finally Citra became a manager where I work. At the beginning of the meeting we met often and often spent time together. Until I decided to sue Rima and have an affair with Citra.

At first I thought it was just to mess around, but slowly our relationship deepened. The image with open arms received me in her apartment until we ended up in bed. I just found out I wasn't the first person to touch Citra. I fucked that woman in a condition that was no longer a virgin.

But for me, that was no big deal. After all, I also decreed the husbands of people. The image convinced me that I was the only man close to him at the time. Until I fell asleep and repeatedly knit love in bed with Citra, even the woman did not hesitate to give me money and fulfill whatever I wanted. My salary wasn't too much that time. I did not hesitate to meet the needs of Rima, Susan and Mother with the money given by Citra. Until finally our relationship demanded Citra with a marriage.

I was confused how, on the one hand, the heavy heart left Citra, but on the other hand I could not divorce Rima who had been so meritorious to take care of my mother who was often sickly.

But when I was in a dilemma. Rima insisted on finding a job. Honestly, I admit my wife looks so beautiful. I knew Rima was looking for a job because of my mother and me. Things I regret until now.

I used to hang out with him at the beach. Where our eyes are staring at each other in love. But now we sit facing the judge who will knock the hammer on the green table. Breaking this sacred bond of marriage.

A few weeks without meeting Rima, I was like a dry leaf blown by the wind not knowing the direction. At that time I hoped Rima would return home. But, not once did Rima come to the house we occupied.

I was confused where to look, because I did not know where Rima lived. Searching for information in the office was not possible because I was forbidden to approach the office. The mediation I fought for ended up in vain. My lawyer can't fight back and seduce Rima's lawyer. All the information about Rima was locked as if the woman was so precious and so protected.

Yeah, I realize Rima is worth it. And now, my eyes have always wanted to see Rima. My wife looks so beautiful. I realized there was nothing wrong in Rima. All this time I was the one who wasn't a dick to be her husband. I demand that she still look beautiful and perfect but not give her more money and time so that Rima can take care of herself. The proof, so far away from me, Rima seemed fine.

The departure of Rima from home has made my eyes open, that taking care of the house is not as easy as I imagine. At that time I did not appreciate the sacrifice of Rima who had to get up early to prepare my breakfast and take care of my mother. When I feel for myself then I can feel what Rima was like at that time. In fact, the image alone is not able to do it. Almost every day Citra quarrels with mother only because of trivial problems. And I was getting dizzy, not to mention Citra always urged me to marry her immediately.

"The trial is open." The judge broke my daydream. I don't feel ready to sit in this chair. All my efforts to persuade Rima to want to cancel the divorce ended in vain. The beautiful woman still chose to leave me.