
From the beginning Rima did not demand anything from me. Rima just wants custody of Susan. However, I will definitely still support Susan and fulfill my responsibilities as her father.
There is no drama of the struggle for gono-gini treasure like most. Honestly, I admit that Rima was not a realistic woman. He even remained faithful to accompany me in times of difficulty and pleasure. But, I was acting stupid and was wasting Rima.
Geck!
Geck!
Geck!
The judge's hammer has been knocked. That means Rima and I are legal not as husband and wife anymore. It felt like my heart was hit by a sledgehammer. Crumpled, smashed like shapeless and lost its function.
I was wrong and I lost. In the end, as hard as I could, I got up from sitting down and approached Rima. The woman had already stood up and talked to her lawyer. After we shook hands with the officers, then we really faced off as ex-husbands and wives.
Why does Rima look so beautiful? Why is Rima smiling without burden? Am I not in his heart anymore? Is that just our relationship? I shook my eyes and praised the aura of Rima's beauty that I had wasted.
"Rama, why do you see me like that?"
Rima's question returned my focus to her. The woman's voice sounded soft in my ears, but unfortunately she called me a name.
I let go of the breath that was so tight, reached out and said, "Sorry, please forgive me."
"I don't want to be burdened by the past. That's why I'll try to forgive you. Thank you for everything" Rima replied as she shook my hand. Perhaps, this was the last time I could feel the smooth surface of her hand skin.
I was both relieved and sad because Rima drew her hand. "You let me see Susan, didn't you?"
"Yes, I'll definitely come." Our conversation ended because Rima's lawyer took her away. We walked side by side but different places of destination.
"Can I take you home?" I had the courage to offer myself up before we actually parted.
"I don't think it's necessary and I hope we have nothing to do but Susan, because there is a heart to take care of. I don't want to misinterpret and accuse me of not-nothing later."
Rima's rejection and speech sounded like a subtle allusion to me. Rima seemed to be bringing up my relationship with Citra. The arrival of Dimas made me stop conveying what my relationship and current image is like. Since we were fired from the company, Citra more often visited at home and sometimes even stayed overnight. And it also splashed a small quarrel between Citra and mother.
"It's over?" Dimas immediately asked without further ado. His eyes looked different looking at the image. In fact, assume I'm not here.
"Well, why didn't you say you wanted to come?" ask Rima while smiling. The face that had been serious when talking to me had now turned sweet.
"I know, you definitely wouldn't let me come here. That's why I deliberately came quietly after making sure your business was done" said Dimas again.
Why do they look so familiar? In fact, Rima did not hesitate to talk informally. Is it possible that Dimas has replaced my position in his heart? If that is so. Why so fast? I didn't think Rima would be able to get a better replacement than me.
"Come, I'll take you home."
Rima did not immediately reply, she looked at me for a moment. Then told his lawyer to give me his address.
I grinned bitterly at her, does that mean that whenever we can no longer live under the same roof?
"I'm leaving, yes" Rima said to me. I wanted to hold him back so that Rima would not go with another man, but I realized I had no rights over him anymore.