
"For Susan please don't go. Think of our son." Bang Rama did not heed mother's request to let me leave the house. I don't know why that guy wants to keep me in this house.
"Did you tell me for Susan?" I laughed sweetly. "If from the beginning you think about susan you can't betray me like this!"
"Udahlah, Mommy. Let him go. About the child I can also give birth to a child for Mas. What else we've done could be that there's a seed growing in my womb!" timpal Susan is shameless.
My patience is completely over. I approached her and slapped her cheek until she complained of pain.
"Note what should I pin on a woman like you? Besides not knowing yourself you are also a woman who has no feelings!" joltku.
"Don't make a scene in my house. Go far from our lives. Don't worry, Rama will definitely beat you up!"
Mother pointed my shoulder until I staggered a few steps away from Citra. The middle-aged woman who was supposed to be defending the mother's pride from her granddaughter instead chased me away blatantly. In front of me mom hugged the crying image and looked for that face.
"Drop your talaq on him Rama. Let this woman not have much drama!" tell mom to bang Rama who was staring at me with a surprised face. Yes, bang Rama must not have thought I dared to slap Citra.
"Don't worry about anything. Even though you guys kicked me out, even though there's no place for me out there. I'm sure my life will be much better than my life in this hell. Enough of my sincerity you've returned with tears. And I hope you don't regret what you did to me!" I said with a roaring chest full of emotion.
"How dare you say that! Having a daughter-in-law like you is my only regret! So get out of here!"
Mom pointed at me and Citra smiled mockingly at me in mom's arms.
"Drop your talaq for me, Bang." I looked back at Bang Rama. "I'll leave with honor because of my own wishes not because you guys kicked out."
Without guessing mother pushed me before bang Rama spoke. Immediately I fell in front of them.
"Five."
Bang Rama reached out to help me, but was immediately pulled by Citra.
"You choose me or him? Do you want our child to be born without a father? Remember, Mas. There's a chance I'm pregnant with our child."
Bang Rama took turns to look at me and Citra. His face stiffened with his lips tightly clenched.
"Not much talk. Get out of my house! Don't ever injure your feet here again!" jolt mom to me.
"Sorry Rima." said Bang Rama. "You better calm down, we'll talk again."
I'm strong, I can do it. I'm not stopping to encourage myself. I don't want to look pathetic in front of these people. Moreover, Bang Rama seemed reluctant to release Citra.
Slowly, I rose from the downturn they created. I looked at the faces of the betrayals who mercilessly hurt me.
"Nothing we should talk about. See you in court." Suaraky sounded vibrating, yes I tried to hold back the anger over what happened.
Bang Rama did not say even to drop talak on me would not. I finally left without looking back.
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I quickly packed up some important files like the savings book I had prepared for Susan's school for a long time. The money I set aside from the rest of the spending money during my time as wife bang Rama. Mom would be dumbfounded if she knew I wasn't as wasteful as she thought.
Not forgetting to secure the handpone that I had secretly tucked away recording a quarrel in the park. It doesn't matter if Rama's bang doesn't drop my talaq, this evidence can help me to take care of the divorce and get Susan custody.
"Mom, where are we going?" susan asked as I packed our clothes. Susan's face looked as if she had cried.
"Did Susan see mom in the back?" I asked while glancing at the window. Worried Susan was peeking in there.
Susan shook her head. I'm glad to hear that.
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Nature feels the sadness and suffering I experience. A night sky without stars accompanied my journey. The raindrops that began to fall soaked the earth blocked my view. I drove the motorcycle at low speed.
"Mother, cold.... "Susan tightened his grip on my waist. "Where are we going? Why not ask for a delivery from Dad? Why didn't you come?"
Susan's question made this chest feel tight. Tears and rain were on my face.
"Quiet, yes, son. We'll be there soon." But suddenly my motorbike stuck in the middle of the road. "Susan's down for a minute, let me check the bike."
Susan's body shivered in the cold. I took Susan to shelter under a tree. Two bags of our clothes were wet. Really, God is testing me.
I repeatedly pressed the starter button, but this motor did not want to turn on as well. As the rain grew, I tried to stop the car passing by. But no one wants to stop.
Until the car lights are pointed at me. I squinted my eyes at someone who came down holding an umbrella. Could it be Rama?
"Five? What are you doing here?" From a close distance I could recognize his face. No. This man is not bang Rama. But, Dimas my boss is in the office.
"I-i."
"The rain is getting heavier, the better you wait in my car." Dimas pointed his umbrella at me, as if protecting me from the rain. "Is he your son?" she asked after realizing there was Susan among us. "Why are you guys hanging around the street with a bag that big?"
With Dimas' umbrella still approaching Susan. "You can get sick playing in the rain at night like this. Come on, come on, Om."
Susan did not answer, my son looked at me with his own body.
"Rima, do you want your son to be sick? Why stay there? Get your son in the car."
Like the kerbo that stabbed his nose I complied without protest. I don't want the selfishness of her parents to make Susan a victim.
She opened the door for me and Susan. "Come in, "he said, then told the driver to take my bag.
"Mo-motor.... "
"Let my driver take care of it." The man made sure me and Susan were sitting comfortably in the backseat. Then he circled the car to replace the driver.
"Put this jacket on your daughter." Dimas handed him a new leather jacket that he removed from his body.
"Thank you, I won't forget this father's kindness."
Dimas turned his head back as if making sure I did what he told me to.
"It's cold? This is not a flash drive."
Susan shook her head without even looking at Dimas. It seems my son is afraid of her.
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