Shadow From the Past
Chapter 127

You want revenge on me, right? Because maybe all this time you thought I was evil and now you want to pay it back. Yes ‘kan?”

“I never thought you were evil, El. You still have the mabok effect, so by the way ngalor ngidul,”

Elvina stood up and pushed Vano firmly until the man's back collided with the sofa. Vano looked at Elvina who now looked arrogant in front of him.

“You why the hell? I don't understand, why get angry suddenly like this?”

“I saw you take the woman home after you came to your friend's show!”

“You followed me, El? Huh huh? You following me again?”

“Why?! You don't accept me following you? I was suspicious so I followed you and it turned out to be true. You are indeed the same other woman after your friend's event,”

“You are getting more sassy follow me everywhere ya. I don't like you like this, Elvina. You like it when I'm spying? Huh?”

“I don't care! Have been caught cheating is still bad and now digalihin to another topic,”

“Shut!”

Vano pointed at Elvina with her index finger and looked at Elvina with her angry gaze. Elvina scolded him enough this morning.

“You are silent! It is still wrong, not me. I'd like to ask who that woman is?”

“You want me to meet who the cake is, it's none of your business times, El,”

“I ist—“

“Lah? Where were you yesterday anyway? How do you know that status now? Wife you mean? Previous bodo very to me,”

Their discussion reached the kitchen. Imagine, still early in the morning blind Elvina and Vano arguing. Until their voices reached the ears of Amih who was working in the kitchen. But Amih chose to pretend not to hear because it was none of her business either. But he guessed, it seems the problems of the two employers were big enough to provoke a debate in the morning blind like this.

“Basic bastards! Goddamn bum! Cheater!”

Elvina left Vano flabbergasted to hear Elvina's curse for him after which Elvina left him completely astonished.

“Makin keliatan jealousy, it's already aja deh. Not to think, this early in the morning angry with me, because other women also,”

Vano caught up with Elvina who seemed to be rushing into the room. As soon as He arrived at the door of the room he immediately wanted to open the door but unfortunately it was locked.

“El, the door is open dong, I want to be ready to work nih,”

“People are still early in the morning, shubuh aja not yet, want to be ready for work where are you going?!”

“Lah, means shower first, wear work clothes and others later aja ordinary kayak, because now I do not want to sleep again. Open the door, El,”

“Ke other rooms only there!”

“Why is that? This ‘kan my room too, open now dong, where to pee also this,”

“Racaine! Piss there in the pants,”

Elvina pulled the blanket over her face after gulping a lot of water and urinating. She let her husband chatter until he was satisfied in the room.

“Elvina! Ih open the door,”

Elvina took her head out of the blanket after which she answered with a loud voice.

“Not horrified,”

Vano clucked in annoyance. Elvina lured her patience out. Open the door and they will no longer argue. If it's like this to provoke a commotion again.

“This is still morning do not make kunti on waking up, hunt open!”

“Not horrified,”

“You hangover huh abis mabok last night? But the effect on the ears, huh? What kind of budek? Don't hear grandiose,”

“Not horrified,”

Vano hit the door in annoyance. Elvina raised her emotional level this morning. I really need to be taught a lesson like that.

“I count to three if not opened, I broke the door yes, and I will not want to fix, no one can fix this door if I've broken it,”

“Not listening,”

“One,”

Elvina no longer issued her two mainstay words since earlier “enggak hear” She made her husband learn to count one to three in front of the room, she said, let Elvina lie down at a cool room temperature and warm the blanket. He thinks Vano's voice is radio.

“Elvina!”

“Two..”.

There was still no sign of the door being opened by Elvina. Vano gritted his teeth in emotion.

“Elvina quickly open the door!”

“Woah really-do want this door broken yes?”

“Not horrified,”

“Sana to your cheating room, why come here? You are not invited!”

“What the hell is it anyway?! Hunting open!”

“Yayaya,”

“Anj—Gosh, he was so bad,” Vano almost cursed his wife with the usual harsh words thrown when he was with his friends alone.

“Elvina, please open, darling,” the good way already, the rough way to hit the door is also already, now back to the original way, if still not managed to make Elvina want to open the door, then, it seemed like Vano would actually open the door of their room by force.

“Elvina,”

“It is fitting lately never call me dear again yes, it turns out there is already more dear,”

“Cie I want to call dear,”

“Dih! Not be called affectionate with cheating men and still do not want to admit mistakes. To the sea alone minglingan!”

“Na, please dong don't lure me mad,”

“Udah from earlier you were angry, forgot memory huh?”

“Yes because you are fishing, how should I dong again? I'm not cheating! Don't keep accusing me of that, please,”

“Bodo very, not heard,”

“Anatha, o Allah. I aduin to your papa yes, let you be scolded as papa,”.

“Aduin aja, I will also aduin you if you are cheating and I have proof, hahaha. Don't mess with Elvina,”

Vano's molars are pitted against each other. He breathed a rough breath then he took a swing to break the door of his room and Elvina who deliberately locked Elvina so that He could not enter.

“Okay, three! I'm breaking down now yeah,”

“Please if you can. Your body is sick at least. Eh later someone has taken care of me so do not hurt again,”

“He who ngobatin you, who ngurusin me sick ya you,”

“Not dong, whose name is the affair? Forgot I—oh Dal—internal yes?”

“Delila!”

“Duh who does not want the name of his affair is wrong,”

“Crazy, her mouth can be chatty too. In addition to being angry,” Murmured Vano while leaning his forehead on the door. He was still trying to push the door lever. Let all of you take off that door lever, he doesn't care.

“EL, open the door,”

“Lho said to break down? Yes already let's break down the hunt, ntar you who betulin, you who came out of money to betulinnya,”

“No, I will not betulin justin aja, let you kapok not ngunciin I like this,”

“I don't want to be in a room with no key. You're here, I'm in another room, easy,”

“No way, ‘kan you who have made me break this door,”

“No matter,”

“Not the door, Elvina! Sweetheart! Don't fishing dong,”

There was no sound from Anatha. Finally Vano took the action that he had just said.

Brakes

Vano tried to forcefully open the door. Elvina who heard the sound of a blow between the body and the door from the outside gasped in shock.

Apparently Vano was really going to try to break down the door of their room. Elvina was anxious, too. Afraid that the door might open Vano.

“But I can't. He's not that strong, justin aja he occasionally I lock, all of you can't work,”

All her husband's work equipment is in the room and if the door does not go he opens automatically it is difficult for Vani to prepare for the office, most likely the man does not work.

“Yee can't, rasain is delicious!”

Vano grimaced as his shoulder started to ache. Somehow he opened that door. With good speech does not work, threats also do not work. The last road was forcibly opened. Let all of you prove that he is not messing with his words.

Vano kept trying to keep the solid door in front of him open. It's good to have a strong defensive door but in this situation there is regret too.

“I should make the door abal-abal aja, do not the premium like this,” murmured Vano.

“Yes Allah, Mr Ken! Why is it early in the morning? I think there was something about that that's why I went up,”

Amih came in a hurry to hear a noise from the upper floor precisely from Elvina and Vano's room. He thought there was violence in his household. I don't know who hit and hit the point Amih was very anxious. But as soon as he went upstairs, what he saw was that Vano was trying to force open the door of his room.

“This, Elvina lockin door room as good as jidat. How do I want to take a shower and get ready to work try?”

“Why locked, Sir?”

“Regular, relapse of the disease,”

“Udah speaking well, Sir?”

“Udah from earlier, Mih. But it doesn't work, it's locked,”

“Try me to talk to Mom, Sir,”

“Yes try aja,”

Vano moved away from the door letting Amih coax the unusually annoying Elvina this morning. Where are there people like them? Early in the morning had quarreled and even he tried to open the door forcibly to cause a fairly disturbing sound.

“Bu, please open the door. Mr. Vano to enter,”

“Paid how much to say so, Mih?”

“Yes Allah, No, Ma'am. Don't do this, Mom. Poor oruh Pak Vano, later can not work, I do not get monthly money how?”

“Lah justin, I can work again, easy,”

“No! Who can you work for again? Be hunted, don't be like this. Open the door, just a little more adzan shubuh tuh,”

“You pray outside, anything outside, easy ‘kan?”

“Yes Allah, Dear. How could that be? I ‘can there also be rights in the room?”

“Mih, just go, let me do my own business,”, Vano told Amih who immediately nodded obediently. Amih immediately left the pair of humans who were fighting.

“Darling, not good to know fight early in the morning. Not good same Amih, same neighbor,”

“Well if the neighbors are far away, not good as Amih? He has often seen us fight, already immune to his ears hear you angry,”

“Turns times, you are nothing angry, grumble,”

“Pocket open the door, Honey,”

Come again this time not empty handed. He gave me a spare key to open the door. Vano who saw that immediately smiled widely.

“Still yes,”

“Sama-sama, Sir. Sorry to remember that,”

“Yes, it should have been, Mih. But nothing, this makes me happy,”

“Try to install, Sir,”

Vano nodded and without being told twice He certainly put the key into the hole. But unfortunately, the key can not enter because from the inside it is locked by Elvina.

“I'm not smarter than you, Vano,” teased Elvina when she heard from outside there was a key sound trying to be inserted into the keyhole of the room door.

“Udah I said, you're out,”

“No way, I have to work and the room is also my right, the game is open!”

“You told me first that you cheated,”

“Aaan anyway?! Tired I answered, ask it continues,”

“Yes so answer honestly! I asked for an honest answer not an answer that has an element of his lie,”

“You should be honest with me, Na,”

“Why me?”

“Because you seem so jealous of me. Is it hard to say yes? Hm? You're obviously jealous, but you're still angry, why? Yes prestige? All this time I'm jealous, I seem to love and love you, while you're not at all,”

Vano again attempted to forcefully open and this time succeeded. Aye! This time he managed to make the room door lock open forcibly but fortunately the room door did not come off. That was, he used a premium quality door so it really takes extra effort to open access.

Elvina was shocked with wide-eyed eyes as her husband managed to open the door of the room. Vano smiled obliquely.

“Yes! I can open the door, I'm strong, I'm great. Yeayy lost to you,”

Elvina taunted her wife with laughter and her index finger while pointing at the boiling Elvina instead of playing.

Vano behaves like a child who is mocking friends because they have cool toys than toys owned by friends.

Vano showed his muscles when he said he was strong. Elvina throws Vano with a pillow and Vano dodges while laughing.

“Lose yeyeyeye, rasain! Tasty mom. You are not smarter than me, Mas,” said Vano mimicking what was said by his wife earlier.

“Eh does not know it can also open. I know, great!”

“Go from here! You are too outrageous! Cheating is still coming home! Just go! Why is it still here? I'm unclean one house with men like you, you know?!”

“Gosh his bullshit, really bad luck anyway,”

Vano felt his heart throbbing in pain after hearing Elvina's words which he thought were outrageous. He was cast out, vilified, less especially? Elvina is the best at hurting her husband.

“I said that so you realize that you are wrong! Why are you still at home with me even one room with me if in fact you play behind me? I'm not willing to one scope with you, you know?”

Vano with a hunting breath and an offended heart instead of playing, immediately walked closer to Elvina who instantly became alert. Vano looked at him sharply and anger could not be hidden in the look in his eyes.

Elvina brushed with fear. Honestly, he was afraid to see Vano. He imagined Vano would be furious at him right now. Or it could even be that Vano was violent towards him mercilessly.

Vano grabbed his wife's jaw until Elvina looked up at him who was standing in front of Elvina while Elvina remained sitting on the bed.

“Your mouth is insolent! There's no courtesy talking to me. Do you think I have no feelings? Huh uh?! Don't keep asking to be appreciated! Appreciate the feelings of others too!”

Elvina grimaced as Vano's grip on her jaw tightened, not hurting now enough to make her grimace. He was even more afraid so that he closed his eyes because Vano cried out angrily in front of him.

“Mas Vano, Pain! Don't be rude to me,”

“I'm not rude. What do you think, I'm rude?”

Vano released his wife's jaw after which exclaimed again to the point of making Elvina flinch in shock.

“Ngaca! Who is hurting and who is really hurting? All this time I hold back, yes, I patiently hold you down, but you always can't understand, you remain selfish, want to be appreciated but you can't appreciate me. If I want to be rude to you, I've done it before, especially your mouth that never stops hurting my heart,”

Vano picked up a towel and entered the bathroom and then closed the door violently until it knocked and made Elvina squeak in shock.

*****

Elvina got out of the car by carrying her handbag. His footsteps swung closer to a gate of the house that had been his target since last night. He really wanted to visit this place after previously presented with a view that made him very sick.

“Good day, Mba. Can I help you?”

Security asked him politely and smiled warmly. Elvina smiled back and scanned around the house.

“You ask, who has this house there huh? I'd like to see you,”

“Oh what do you need, Mba? Coincidentally who's got his house again on the job,”

“I want to talk to you for a minute,”

“Look, later Mba come again huh? Oh can I know the name Mba?”

“Elvina,”

“Okay, I will convey to Mba Delila if—“

“Delila?”

Elvina was satisfied to hear the name of the homeowner from the security guarding the house. He finally found out who Vano was with last night. Apparently that woman whose name is Delila, baby she doesn't see a face. Means all this time his guess is right. Vano is close to the one called Delila.

“Iya, I want to meet Mba Delila ‘kan? Or the same mother, Miss Selvi?”

“Hmm Delila, yes, I want to talk to Delila,”

“Well, I will tell him if anyone comes looking and wants to talk to him,”

“About when can I come here again?”

“Good, thanks for the help, sir. Excuse me first,”

“Same-sama, Mba. Be careful on the road,”

Elvina got into the car and she breathed a rough breath. One question has been answered. So that delivered home by Vano is a woman who has twice he saw his name on Vano's phone when contacting and sending a message to Vano that contains a message that is not reasonable according to him. The messages sent by the woman seemed to tell indirectly that Vano and he were close enough.

When the woman vented her sense of regret because Vano did not contact and reply to her message, it had made Elvina suspicious. It is impossible if just a friend to dare to be upset just because Vano did not communicate with him for a while.

“It turns out she's Delila and this is her home. I didn't miss Vano that night,”

“Gue must be sure directly, I must know what is really between him and Vano. I don't want to be fooled by both of them!”

*****

Elvina continued her busy activities with the spectacle while her husband bathed.

The sound of knocking on the door made Elvina surprised. He had to leave his laptop for a while.

"Why, Mih?"

Amih stood in front of the door with a smile on her lips.

"There's a shipment from Jona, Mom,"

"What shipment?"

"Food, Mom,"

"Send by him directly or by whom?"

"Same brother ojek online,"

"Yes, keep it. Ken don't know who it is from, he'll sulk because of jealousy,"

"Okay's ready, Mom,"

Elvina doesn't want any more trouble with Vano. Later if Vano finds out he was sent food again by Jona, they can fight again. Vano is the most uncomfortable if you already know there are other men among them. Want like whatever the status with Elvina, whether it's friends, ordinary friends or others.

Elvina again closed the door and soon Vano came out of the bathroom. Luckily, Amih had told me about it before Vano finished bathing.

“So I think someone knocked on the door. Who, Na?”

“Nothing, your feelings are only times,”

“Keep why are you at the door? Abis from outside?”

“It just keeps running out,”

Elvina sat back on the bed and grabbed her laptop. Sometimes he would watch the clock. Why is it so long at four o'clock? He was impatient to meet his name Delila. Therefore He refused Vano's invitation to go to the bazaar even though he actually wanted because Vano said there was makeup and skincare.

“Ikut want ‘kan?”

“Where to?”

“So I ‘make me take you to the bazaar, Ma. Time forgot?”

“I don't want to come, don't make me,”

“Ih really is that? I want you to come, I've come home quickly you know,”

“I didn't ask,”

“Come on, to the bazaar with me,”

Vano was wearing his shirt. After that will remove the winding towel on the waist to put on the pants immediately Elvina exclaims a reminder.

“Heh! Pake pants don't be here dong, don't be in the room!”

“Why the hell? People used to see it too,”

Vano kept rushing to open the towel and that second Elvina exclaimed in annoyance and looked away. Instead of wearing pants in the bathroom or on the walk in closet, Vano instead wore them in the room, Elvina ‘kan again in the middle of the bed. Elvina did not want her eyes dirty, fortunately she had to turn her face away.

“You're weird, people are common too,”

“Mesum!”

“Oh want dimesumin ya?”

Vano asked as he raised his chin and next to his eyebrows. Elvina flicked her shoulders amusedly looking at Vano's gaze.

“Mending you sleep or work, Vano. Let's not weird your behavior. You don't know shame! Pake pants should not be here tau!”

“Where to? Just near you? You want makein?”

“I put on a laptop! Let's know the feel of the bump in the head,”

Vano was wide-eyed when he saw Elvina staring at him sharply and hurriedly threw the laptop at him.

He should have persuaded Elvina to go with him to the bazaar, not to make Elvina angry like this. But he likes to do it. He likes to see Elvina's face if you are angry again, although sometimes it sucks also because you like to be angry.

“Come with me to the bazaar, please, El,”

“Don't force me! Listen once again yes, Don't force me,”

“Honey, but I want to go with you, you know,”

“But I'm the one who doesn't want to, ih already, don't make me so, I don't like,”

“You want to stay at home? Mending go if so,”

“I'm going to go for a minute,”

The bell of the wall clock is already making a sound and the clock is showing at four in the afternoon. Maybe the girl was home. It's time to approach.

“Where are you going?”

“Just go for a minute, something is bought,”

“Eh go where? Answer first! Buy what?”

“Yes to minimarket, buy pads!”

“You dapet? Feeling undated,”

Elvina regretted her unsuccessful lie. Vano knows about when he usually comes months because usually he is organized.

“This time is faster, don't know why,”

Already lied with the reason to come months and want to buy pads so want to go to the minimarket, finally Elvina just continue the lie.

“Oalah, okay, I'll take ya?”

“No need, I can do it myself,”

“What's wrong?”

“Odong-odong!”

“I'm serious about you, you know,”

“No, Vano. I go alone, ‘kan just for a moment, continue just to minimarket too, not anywhere,”

“What's wrong? Car?”

“Yes, what's up?”

“Kirain wants to ride a motorbike,”

“No, car only, I want to get ready first,”

Vano was actually confused why his wife did not want to be accompanied when ‘kan was good, Elvina did not need to drive if he drove her to the minimarket.

Seeing Elvina change clothes, Vano felt that his wife was intent once yes, but only to the minimarket he said.

“You sure you want to go to minimarket wearing jeans so?”

“Yes, why? Even if it's just going for a while, I want to stay spectacular,”

“Lajarlah, don't use it is also spectacular you mah,”

Elvina told her husband, who reached out to ask Elvina to kiss him.

“Be careful yes, go straight home, don't go far,”

“Hmm,”

Vano pulled the hand of his wife who turned back to face Vano again. Elvina was surprised because Vano did it all of a sudden.

“Jawab yes first. Directly home ‘kan?”

“Iya! Ih very chatty,”

“Ya be careful, be careful if you do not go home immediately. Don't stop by anywhere, let alone the bar!”

“No, just relax,”

******

“Mba Del, there was someone who just said he wanted to meet chat with Mba,”

The woman named Delila frowned when she just came home from work, Mr. Daryo, home security told her that someone wanted to meet her.

“Who is it, Sir?”

“Elvina, Mba,”

“So she wants to come here?”

“Iya I said Mba usually comes at four, keep like the hell he wants to come here again, Mba,”

“I do not accept guests, I want to rest say if I can not meet him yes, Sir,”

“Oh so yes, Mba? So later I let Mba Elvina go home?”

“Iya, because I want to rest,”

“Good, Mba,”

Actually security was not the heart if it was said to Elvina that Delila could not be found when before anyone who came Delila did not mind, he said, for some reason when Elvina who came with the intention of wanting to talk to him was not even accepted his arrival.

Not long after Delila got inside the house, a car stopped its wheels right in front of the gate which happened to have not been closed by security.

“Good afternoon, Sir,”

“Eh Mba Elvina, afternoon, Mba,”

“Delila has come home?”

“Udah, but he said he did not want to be found, Mba. Want to rest, he said that to me. Earlier sorry yes, Mba,”

“He doesn't want to see me? Did you tell me I'm Elvina?”

“Iya, Mba. I already know the name of Mba and Mba would like to talk to him just he said he wanted to rest 'not thank guests,” said Mr. Daryo was not very happy. Elvina was in vain to come here, even though it seemed Elvina had a need.

“One more time, try calling him, sir. I need so much to talk to him, I'm asking for help,”

“What do you want to talk about, Mba? Let me tell him later,”

“I want to talk directly. I'm asking for a big favor because this has something to do with my household,”

“Hah? Why is it, Mba?”

“I need to speak directly with Delila, please really yes, Sir,”

“I try to talk again with Mba Delila yes,”

“Iya, Sir, once again I ask for a huge favor,”

“Mba wait a minute,”

Elvina nodded and chose to wait in a standing position in front of the gate. Mr. Daryo went into the house to talk to Delila.

Elvina is waiting for Delila. He was very worried. Delila was not willing to go out to see him.

Elvina clucked as her phone vibrated. As soon as he saw it was Vano who contacted him. Elvina chose not to answer her husband's call. Vano must have asked why he hasn't come home yet. He was confused to answer what. There is no way he said he had not found a sanitary pad among the many minimarkets.

****

“Kok didn't answer anyway, where is Elvina? Not yet home too her,”

Vano started to worry because his wife did not come home. Though he said only looking for pads but for a long time.

Vano called Anatha. But again there was no reply from Elvina. Whether intentionally ignored, or indeed Elvina did not know that he was contacting.

Vano walked to the dining table. While waiting for his wife to come home, he wanted to enjoy the food at the dinner table.

“What is it, Mih?”

“Nasi kebuli, Sir. New me panasin,”

“Nasi kebuli? Anatha buy? When?”

“No, Sir. Been given to someone,”

“Whose name?”

“Lack of know, sir. Last Mother who received,” said Amih who was almost released said that the rice kebeli was the gift of Jona. Anatha doesn't want Ken to know who sent the food. Amih was confused to answer what, so Amih reasoned Elvina who received the food when she was.

“Anatha who received? When's? When do I take a shower?”

“Hmm yes, sir, I don't know who sent,”

“Safe don't know, Mih?”

“Important that I have panasin, sir, so if you want to eat more delicious,”

“Fear it's not safe,”

“See with Mom later, sir. God willing is safe, sir. If it is not safe, it must have been discarded the same Mother ‘kan,”

“So curious who it is from, try me to eat, try a little,”

Vano took a spoon and tasted a little rice kebeli giving people who had been heated by Amih.

“Hmm good too,”

“Enak, Sir?”

“Iya, because it is newly heated also becomes more delicious. From who the hell? Curious of me, did Elvina not say anything earlier?”

“Neg, Sir,”

Vano so continue to enjoy rice kebeli giving Jona. He doesn't know it's from Jona so lust. Maybe it's a different story if Vano knows it's from Jona. Never mind being eaten, most likely thrown away again like some time ago.

*****

“Mba, welcome to come in, Mba Delila give time to Mba talk to him,”, said Mr. Daryo to Elvina which is like a breath of fresh air for Elvina.

But in the heart Elvina snorted. It was as if He had done something wrong until He had to find a chance to talk to Delila, when the wrong thing was Delila. Delila should have walked up to him and apologized.

“Please, Mba,”

“Thanks, Sir,”

Elvina smiled at Mr. Daryo who had helped her. If Mr. Daryo does not talk to Delila again, Delila may remain adamant that she does not want to meet him. He is very grateful to Mr. Daryo.

Elvina was directed to sit on the living room sofa. Elvina surveyed the entire living room of the Delila residence.

Not long Elvina sat down, someone came but not Delila, but a housekeeper serving water and cakes in a jar.

“Please enjoy, Mba,”

“Iya, thanks,”

The housekeeper left Anatha after letting Elvina taste the drinks and food.

A woman came with her expressionless face towards Elvina who was sitting alone in the living room.

“Halo, good afternoon,”

“Sore, Delila?”

The woman nodded in response to Elvina's question as if she wanted to make sure that the one in front of her right now was the target for her to meet.

“I want to talk to the point. I'm Elvina, if you don't know my name. Why did I come here? Because I want to know what your relationship is with my husband Vano,”

“What does this mean?”

“I should ask, you mean close to my husband what? You guys got something behind me huh? Sorry I asked so, because I have seen you meet my husband several times,”

“Vano who?”

Elvina smiled cynically at Delila's question that looked like a fool. This is how the usurper, after being discovered then perform the role of the protagonist.

“You sure you don't know what I'm talking about? Hm? What is your relationship with Ken? You know, if he already has a wife and his wife is me, you want to be a wrestler huh? Hmm?”

Delila just kept quiet did not say a word to Elvina who was already furious not playing because Delila had been acting like a person who did not know anything while inside her chest had felt the heat outside ordinary.

“I will not talk like this if I do not see you meet my husband several times and you also try to contact him, for what? You guys just friends? It's bullshit! Where are any friends who interact like you?”