Shadow From the Past
Chapter 38

“Who?”

“That's kayak—kayak—Rendra, Mas,”

“Rendra your ex means?”

“Iya,”

Vano clucked slowly. He was not happy when he was with her, Elvina even brought the name of her former lover.

“Mistake a look,” said Vano while driving forward again because the car in front of him that had suddenly stopped now has continued the journey again.

“Ngak, Mom. That's like him. How can he be in Bali?”

“Where do I know. I am not his personal assistant who likes to follow everywhere he goes,” replied Vano who immediately invited the look of wonder Elvina.

“Ya, Mas. Don't sniff it out. I ‘kan just confused so how can there be Rendra here?”

“I don't sniff, just ordinary. You think I'm tired,”

“Obviously Mas ketus same me. Wh why? The jealous? My people did not say anything, just realized that the last one was Rendra,”

Vano exhaled a rough breath. It cannot be emotionally disturbed. Because if he's angry, then Elvina's angry. Then there can be a quarrel and that as much as possible he avoids.

“Mas listen yes, I was just ngeh if all I saw was Rendra. I immediately rented that. Why the hell? I mean, why jealous? I ‘kan ngapain,”

“Ya indeed I have no right to be jealous ‘kan?“

“How can you say that? I was wrong again?”

“Lho, the wrong is me. I should be the one apologizing. I had no right to be jealous from the beginning I knew everything. I already know the risk of marriage as a person who has not separated from his past so I can not be jealous, can not complain. Unfortunately, I like to forget those two things. So understand ya, I'm sorry,”

Elvina lowered her head observing her fingers interlaced with each other. Maybe next time he sees or even comes face to face with Rendra, he doesn't have to say it in front of Vano.

Because it hurt Vano, and Elvina often did not realize it. Sometimes at will observe a photo of Rendra, while being with her husband. Vano just sighed softly. Because he felt he had no right to express jealousy. This is the risk of marrying a person who has not been able to reciprocate the feelings of love, and is still stuck in his past.

“I have to be more patient to guide Elvina to really accept me in her life and forget the same ex-boyfriend. My determination from the beginning was so. I want to fight, even if I am alone. I am sure and believe love can come because it is used to being together, Vano's inner” that no longer makes any sound, as well as Elvina.

Until finally the car driven by Vano arrived at a large store that sells many variations of Balinese hand fruit.

Vano got out of the car and did not forget to open the door for his wife who was opening her seatbelt, and also swiped her hair for a while.

“Still, Mas,” Elvina said after getting off the car.

Vano nodded his head. He moved his head towards the entrance of the shop, hinting Elvina to enter.

“Mas, wait a minute,”

“Why?”

“I'm sorry if I upset you. But Mas must understand because I still love Rendra. Even so, I'm studying again, Mom. I'm learning for love with Mas,”