Shadow From the Past
Chapter 65

“I went straight to the room huh, Brother,”

“Okay, Deck,”

After Davina and Elvina returned from the meatball stall, Davina immediately went to the room, while Elvina to the kitchen brought the portions she had bought for the residents of the house, for anyone who wanted to please take.

Elvina decided to directly prepare one serving in the bowl and it was for her husband who was currently out of nowhere. But he better prepare it, and He will take it to the room or to the workspace because those two places are often the place for Vano to spend his time.

After a serving of meatballs ready in a natural bowl, Elvina took cold water to drink her husband. He placed the bowl, glass, sauce and ketchup on one tray after which he took it to the upper floor where his room and the workspace Vano were located.

He opened the room door using his back because it just so happened that the room door was not locked.m and opened a little. Elvina saw her husband lying down watching television. Seeing the wife coming with the tray, it seemed very troubled, Vano hurriedly left the bed and approached his wife to take over what he was carrying.

“Thank you, you should just put it down, just call me let me eat at the dinner table and you don't have to bother bringing ginian to the room,”

“Nothing, Mas. Eaten up, I bought it,”

“Still yes,”

“Iya equally, Mas. Say thanks for the feeling,”

“I want to eat tribe if so,”

“Iya please, Mas. I want to wash my hands with my feet from the outside because, same change clothes also because I want to bed,”

“Okay,”

Vano nodded his head allowing his wife to immediately do what he had just mentioned. While Vano was eating, Elvina decided to go to the bathroom to clean her hands and feet that had just come from outside, after which Elvina also changed her clothes and then she landed on the bed.

He lay noodles staring at Vano who was eating on the sofa while watching television that was showing a badminton match.

”Where's the meatball, Mas?”

“Enak, but a little different from what I usually makN? Or is this you bought somewhere else?”

“Neither, it bought it in the place we once came to when I recently stayed with you, Mas,”

“Iya it's my subscription, but it's different huh it feels?”

“Iya anyway, I also talked to Davina and Davina agreed,”

“You said keep the feeling that has a stall? You loudly talked?”

“Yes not, Mom. I have a mind too. Where could I say it out loud,”

“I also have heart times, Mas,”

“Okay, good then,”

“I whispered to Davina and according to her it was different. Davina said, maybe the meat maker is different times,” said Elvina.

“Emang replace?”

“Yes don't know either, Mas. I ‘kan do not know their kitchen affairs yes, so how do I know if that makes meatballs have changed what not,”

Vano chuckled and inwardly confirmed. Where does his wife know, while his wife is not part of the meatball stall.

“Terus you same Davina out with her meatballs?”

“Staying out, Mas. I think it's still good, just different, not like before,”

“Iya right, maish snap but different, maish snap which usually,”

“Ksnaoa is that right, Mas? Is it true Davina said yes if that makes munglin change people. If the hand difference ‘kan usually different flavors,”

“Iya indeed, if not for the difference that cook means yes already started ngalamin quality decline somehow, darling anyway because he meatballs that are already quite well known. I really like to buy meatballs there.”

“Iya I just like it initially, now also like it anyway, but prefer the first,”

“Nothing important satiety,”

Elvina chuckled because that was what she said to her sister-in-law earlier. “Kok the same anyway? I also went to Davina. The important thing is to be full, after all it is still good really,”

Elvina lay on her back and festive her ponsle. He was busy with his cell phone while Vano was busy enjoying his meatballs while watching a badminton match. As Elvina chuckled while staring at the phone, Vano immediately looked towards Elvina and both eyes squinted.

“Why you?” Vano asked who was curious about the reason his wife suddenly laughed.

“This is a video of a cat falling on a container of oil contents so I like to continue to wake up and wake up his face of cypress hahaha,” Elvina explained then laughed at the end of her sentence.

“Kirain watch what,”

“Emang Mas suppose I watched what try?”

“Yes I don't know, I'm also curious and just nebak doang,”

“What do you think, Mas?”

“I nebaknya—kamu again ngeliatin photos or videos Rendra so your face sumringah like that,”

Elvina chuckled, apparently her husband thought to Rendra when he saw her smile or laugh while staring at the cellphone.

“Not really, Mas. If you don't believe

Elvina directly aimed her screen at Vano who was sitting on the sofa. Vano's eyes squinted to see the video shown by Elvina after He got the appropriate answer, He immediately nodded his head.

“Bener ‘kan? I'm not lying,”

Vano replied with both of his eyebrows raised after which Vano focused on staring at the television screen again.

Elvina scrolls the homepage again and she again finds a funny video. He laughed again and this time he laughed even more. Until Vano who saw it was a head-scarf.

“You are very excited, watch let alone that?”

“This time the cow ran away, Mas. Funny to wriggle him run geez, his cow fat so fitting a funny run of her body heralds,” said Elvina explained the video she watched.

“Yes good deh you entertained because the videos are more than others,” said Vano who clearly insinuated Rendra. During this time Elvina likes to smile or be excited when observing photos and videos that Rendra has, whether it's in social Kedia Rendra or stored in her gallery. Honestly Vano would love to erase all the memories of Rendra, but come to think of it for what? It's free if the memories on his phone or in the photo album stored in his room he destroyed, because in the mind and Slvina hit gan it maish terimlan neatly. Unless Elvina herself wants to clean her room and also her mobile gallery from the memories of Rendra, Vano supports it once because it is a sign Elvina has completely forgotten Rendra.

“Mas want me to watch Rendra's video or photo?”

“Yes is not. Where there is a husband who is willing his wife menggeliatin photos of other men,”

“Yes so don't be suspicious so dong to me,”

“Lho who suspected who? I don't suspect you, El. I mkan udha said, I'm glad you're happy by watching random videos like that rather than being entertained because of other photos or videos,”

“Iya okay I understand, I'm sorry,”

“Lanjutin just watch that random video. As long as you are happy I do not matter even if you are noisy or until the salto because so happy,”

“Ah Mas lebay! Yes do not get salto dong, danger if so,”

Vano chuckled hearing his wife grumble. Though it asserts that Elvina can do apaluns elagi it makes her happy, it does not matter Elvina want to be noisy, want salto or acrobat that is important Elvina happy. At least although he did not make Elvina happy but the videos that comfort his wife so he can laugh happily rather than Elvina entertained by videos or photos of his former wealth.

Vano is very hurt if he sees Elvina beaming often staring at photos or videos of her ex-lover. He was like a husband who was really not considered his existence and was useless because what made Elvina happy was still his ex-lover.

“El, are you the same Rendra still communicating?”

“Lah ‘kan already no, since he left me,”

“But you guys ‘will ever meet, you also know sosmed him, do not ask each other nomo phone?”

“Actually my phone number does not change, Mas, and he is too. But we both never had to start a conversation through a mobile phone again after separating,”

“Oh yes?”

“Yes, Mas csk if you don't believe,” said Elvina Smabil reached out to her phone that maish survived sitting on the sofa.

“Ya maybe Ma smau check because I do not believe in me,”

“Iya it's your right also actually, want or no longer communication with him,”

“I communication with him when accidentally met in the mall, which time Mas follow me secretly. From there, there was never a communicator again, either directly or through a mobile phone. But ever since he left never again communication via mobile phone,”

“You maish remember the message Mother?”

Elvina clucked then looked at her husband who is currently kenatao towards her as well so that the television was neglected.

“Mas why is it like that anyway?”

“Yes I—I just it's aja,”

“Iya I remember how to order mother. Do not want me, people I also remember,” said Elvina with ketus.

“Yes do not just remember, if need nailed yes, El. Mother asked you for what? So yes you do,”

“Mother asks me to do more Lupain Rendra,”

“How's it going? Did you do it?”

“Mas, I've tried but really hard. I'm confused too,”

“Ga if you still keep her memories how can you forget? That's the name of a half-and-half effort, understand what I mean ‘kan?”

Elvina clucked in disbelief at the words of her husband. Efforts to forget Rendra are still fairly futile because he has not managed to forget Rendra, and for the problem of honest memories Elvina is very heavy to destroy it. His heart would be sore if he destroyed his memories with Rendra. That means Elvina still loves Rendra, her feelings from the past until now have not changed.

“You think if invited to run away with him want deh,”

“Lho is like that, Mas?”

“Yes that is, because love and love so much with him if he hikes the strange like you would participate, huh? Because you really love and love very much the same he so whatever he does, what he asks you will love all deh,”

“Apaan anyway, Mas. What are you trying to say? Yes, it is not. I'm just in vain usha no algi business, yes even though I haven't moved on but we're foreign,”

“But the proof is a familiar chat that was in the mall,”

“Neither, do you know where you are familiar from? Am I a hug, cepika cepiki is it the same? Or am I laughing? ‘Can not, Mas,”

“Yes but looks familiar,”

“Mas, that's him talking to me, he wants me not to hate him anymore, I'm the same he can be friends. Our chat is limited to that, no more, I don't think it seems familiar also ah,”

“Yes don't need to be discussed anymore,”

“Yang discussed ‘kan Mas itself. Yes, although I have not moved on from him, but I dsama he did not have any business. I need, where I might hurt a fellow woman, she needs a partner, Mas,”

“So you think about her partner's feelings while you don't think about them? Hmm?”

“Yeah, no that, I mean—“

“Obviously from your talk just now can be concluded that you appreciate the feelings of his new partner Rendra sembnetara feelings I don't you think too huh? The heart because you have not moved on it is me too, El. The woman does not necessarily know that her man is still thinking of you, well while I know that my wife is still thinking of other men, my wife has not moved on, come to think of it, I am more depressed. Because I know everything, while the woman who became Rendra's partner does not necessarily know you still have feelings for Rendra. Who ate my real liver,”

“You why so naisb shootout, Mas?”

“Lho, I do not fight fate, why do I fight with each other, but try to think again deh. You can really appreciate the feelings of other women, who are Rendra's partner, but do you not want to appreciate my feelings? Hm? I'm your husband you know, I know everything and I have to be patient because I know this is the risk of his marriage to a woman who has not finished the same past,”

Elvina exhaled a rough breath. Then He put his ponslegan quite rough on the nightstand and He lay on his back to Vano. Elvina chose to keep quiet instead of responding to her husband's remarks because she did not if the debate continued at length. If He responds for sure Vano will respond again, and so on.

“And I said again, but you ridge me,”

“I'm lazy by the way Mas if Mas upset like that,”

“I just did not finish thinking, perasana others you think, gilirna oerasaan your own husband is not yes? If you use the reason to appreciate the woman's feelings, it means that if for example the woman went from Rendra's life, for example their relationship ended, you want to go back dongs aka Re dra? ‘Kan no more feelings of other women that you must appreciate,”

Elvina immediately froze when her husband asked her like that and she was now confused as to what.

“Truely so, El?”

“No, I won't be back with Rendra because she's my past,”

“Despite he udha does not have your fitting anymore, you still do not want to go back with him?”

“No, Mas! I will not go back to my past. Because I already have my own future and that's you,” said Elvina firmly. A little makes Vano's heart relieved, and Vano thin. But honestly maish is worried. What if Slvina couldn't hold her words? What if if Elvina would come back with Rendra if later if Rendra did not have a partner again.

“If I go back with him, I'm stupid dong? He ‘kannya already hurt me, when I want to go back to him? I don't want to fall into the same hole a second time. I don't want to be labeled a fool. Now I just feel stupid because I still have not moved on from him when clearly he already hurt me,”

“Yes good if you start thinking in directions ana, I hope you soon realize that you are not a fool actually, but again blinded by love alone, I hope you will soon realize that you are not a fool actually, but again blinded by love,” said Vano after that Vano rushed to leave the room with the cutlery he had just used for eating meatballs.

Elvina immediately cried for a moment after Vano came out of the room. Then Elvina hit her own chest.

“Quick move on from Rendra, El! You can't keep believing this! You must respect your husband, you must cherish your marriage, you must hear all your mother's messages!” In his heart there was something like that.

******

“Eh Brother ate his meatball, Bang?”

“Udah, Deck,”

“Which El brother?”

“People had already gone together to the meatball stall, now it's just been when you haven't been separated since you guys,”

Davina who was making coffee for herself immediately laughed at her brother's words.

“Ya understood, his name is also adek brother,”

“Kak El in the room again tambahan,”

“Oalah,”

“What did you do? Please make brother also can not, Dek?” Vano asked who actually already knew that his sister made coffee because of the aroma alone had been found out, but he needed to talk first before asking for help.

“Ih make your own there,”

“Oh so that?” Vano asked while turning to his sister who immediately laughed and immediately made coffee for him.

“Ya I have made this, because I am a very good son yes,”

“It can be aja,”

“Yes I have made yes, same as I ‘ right? Palm sugar coffee,”

“Iya kayak you, Dek,”

“Okay I make it now,”

“Still yes,” said Vano who was cleaning cutlery yes. After that, he immediately approached his sister who was pouring hot water into her glass.

“It's all hot water or mix?”

“Hot all,”

“Hah? Didn't you blister your brother's mouth?”

“No, just relax. ‘Kan drink is not as good, Dek, wait a little cold dikir sulaya can you drink,”

“Oh kenoa does not mix water dingon anyway?”

“No need, just want hot water everything. Ud you do not have to fuss about hunting make according to Abang request aja,”

“Ya I've been following you,”