Shadow From the Past
Chapter 39

“Mas, how can we meet Rendra anyway? Earlier in the day now in the place of souvenirs,” whispered Elvina to her husband who was looking at a typical Balinese display.

Elvina really-banar jaget while busy choosing food, suddenly he saw Rendra with a woman whose face Elvina often seen on social media Rendra.

“Yes where do I know? He was afraid to meet him. Am I the one who is doing this?”

“I'm not ready to meet him, let alone wriggle him sama—“

“Udah, El. When are you going to be like this? He was already happy with his new partner, but see they laugh is you are even busy avoiding, even busy observing,”

Vano was already upset, again discussing Rendra, accidentally met with Rendra but Elvina even complained to him because he was not ready to meet and see Rendra with other women, said Elvina. If Vano can choose, Vano also does not want to meet with Rendra so that his name is not mentioned directly by the wife.

“Udah do not need to be careful, you focus just what you want to buy,”

Elvina swallowed her saliva with difficulty after hearing the husband's words plus saw the expression of Vano's face that looked annoyed.

“True Mas Vano. They looked happy, and I was like this. Why do I have to meet them when I am not in love with my husband? If I had loved Mas Vano, I wouldn't have hurt like seeing them!”

Vano suddenly embraces Elvina's shoulder and it makes Elvina avert the gaze of a pair of humans who are discussing memlih Balinese hand.

Elvina nodded her head. She confirmed her husband's words. He should have stopped observing the togetherness of Rendra and her lover, there are more deserving of his attention that Vano.

“Mas, sorry I did,”

“For what?”

“Yes because I made Mas badmood like me. Sorry I'm not yet—“

“Yes need not be discussed. The more I talk, the more I'm afraid to hear it. You can ‘kananin my feelings? It's okay if you can't move on yet but don't discuss him if it's the same as me, and your attitude does not need to point out if you can't escape him. Without you pointing out in your attitude, you are talking with your mouth, I know your heart still has its name. So do not need to be stressed again, I already know,” said Vano who just asked Elvina a little to think about her feelings. Vano does not ask to be loved instantly. Vano also understands that Elvina has not been able to escape the shadow of her past but Vano only asks for one thing.

Vano is annoyed that Rendra's name is mentioned by Elvina when Elvina is with him, or Elvina behaves as if telling her that Rendra is still the winner. Without being shown all that Vano already knew he had not managed to get his heart Elvina.

“I do it, Mas? But anyway I've been pointing to Mas if I'm—“

“With you looking at her picture Rendra fits me again, it has made me slap it. Do not need to be slapped I already know the position is still losing the same as your past. So if I may ask for help, don't do it again. But if you really mind it's okay. Act according to what you really want,”