
God created man in pairs. Loving and loving is one of the proofs of God's power in humans to lead a normal life. But what happens when we love the wrong person? What happens when we have a feeling of clapping one hand? Have you ever experienced a feeling like this, where two people who love each other but can not have. Maybe this is called love not having to have.
That was what Viona was thinking at the moment.
Viona was still looking at the man who pulled her and took her a little away from Aini.
"In reality, mutual love and mutual affection are not a guarantee to get happiness. In fact, most of them have to be willing to hug the thorny cactus, a little comfortable but very painful." Viona said later when Daffi asked why Viona was silent when a woman expressed her feelings for Daffi.
" Viona didn't we promise to start our story after I mended my relationship with my family, why are you like this now?"
" When someone boldly says loving is enough, it is certain that he is lying. He was forced to drown out his true feelings because indeed he felt it was impossible to unite."
" You mean you lie when you say how you feel?"
" Take it that way..."
Daffi let out a rough and heavy breath.
" Come, I'll say that you're the woman I really want to be my life partner." Pekik Daffi's.
"Anything goes to great lengths to get the attention of his loved ones, the greater his intention to walk backwards."
" No I won't let you back down."
" Daffi I was once in the position of a woman who expressed her feelings for you.
So I know what's gonna happen when you don't accept her love."
" vio...."
"Let it always be like this, let's just say we're not meant to be together, or think it's just an imagination of struggle and sacrifice."
"While it turns out you have the same feelings as me, let us love each other but cannot have. Leave it like this, just pay attention to each other from a distance. And hope we always get something that's best." Imbuh Viona before she finally decided to go and go home leaving Daffi who tried to dampen the desire to embrace Viona so that Viona remained at her side.
But Daffi couldn't do that, so Daffi could only stare at Viona's departure.
Aini who had seen that had become tangent. Should he help Daffi and Viona?.
She was eager to help but Aini then realized that if Aini interfered it meant that she would not be able to see Viona and Daffi struggle for their relationship.
Aini first entered the room when she saw Daffi preparing to enter as well.
Aini looked at Lala who came out of the house, it seemed like Lala wanted to find out what made Daffi come out and not come back.
" Daffi is still outside the house." Say Aini who seemed to understand the meaning of Lala's gaze.
Lala immediately passed leaving Aini to look for Daffi.
" Daffi..." Call Lala.
" Lala, Because not everything we feel should be owned, sometimes there are some things that are only “feelings” alone without ever being true."
" You mean?"
"Trust me, love each other but can't have, it doesn't seem like something that sounds bad. But I just want to say, “maybe this is the best right now, in the future I don't know!." Daffi said as he walked into the house leaving Lala.
Lala immediately embraced Daffi, she did not care if she was still in the courtyard of Aini's house where everyone who passed by could definitely see what Lala was doing.
But it seemed Lala didn't care about it because all she cared about was Daffi.
"Learn to summarize what is going to go and open a new page. Not to rule out the possibility, we both return to write a more beautiful story on the new sheet. I hope so."
" You hurt me by rejecting this love "
"Love is great, can drown out hate, can bring a sense of belonging to each other."
Daffi let go of Lala's embrace.
" You said you loved me. Why do we love each other, if we can't have each other."
" The love I feel for you is not for each other. But love to look after and protect each other." Daffi.
" If you know you can't have each other, why be forced to approach each other?." Ask Lala.
" It could be that we were created not to have each other but to look after and protect each other." Pekik Daffi's.
" Come on, now we better get inside." Bring Daffi.
" I'll be sure if you'll still be mine because whenever I don't want to just be this limited." Lala said as she left Daffi, got into her car and left.
Daffi only let out a long sigh, his gaze unintentionally seeing Viona coming out.
Daffi was about to approach Viona but then his mother came and called him inside.
" Where's Lala?" Ask Mama.
" He's home."
" Are you really not able to make long as a lover?" ask mom with heart.
" No."
" Don't be too hasty in your decision." Say Mama.
" Right, Mama and Papa are the ones who are planning to betroth you but that doesn't mean we're suing you to keep Lala. If indeed you have thought carefully about your decision that you can not start a new relationship with Lala then we move never forbid it." Papa.
" Right, we as parents can only give you support." Say Mama again.
" Thank you ma."
Aini and Daffa who heard that of course wanted to tell both her parents that Daffi actually liked Viona.
But Aini then coded to Daffa so that he would not say anything.
" Here why don't you let me tell mom and dad that the woman Daffi loves is Viona."
" If we take part in Daffi and Viona's affairs it is the same as indirectly we also support Daffi and Viona. Yes, even though we expect the same thing, it would be nice to let your brother choose his own path. Let her consider which one is suitable to be her life companion between Viona and Lala."
Daffa smiled, he kissed Aini's forehead as a sign that he again admired his wife.
That night mom and dad stayed at Aini's house while Daffi returned to his friend's apartment.
Daffi kept thinking about Viona's words.
" Viona, you're not really going out of my life are you??"
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