Test Loyalty
Worry

Time goes by so fast. It does not feel now Fathan's age has entered the third year. He developed and grew into a child who was agile, jovial, and his curiosity was very high. Every behavior and practice is always a cure for Hariz and Dhena after they are tired of carrying out daily activities.

In addition, the habit of Fathan who likes to imitate what he sees and hears makes its own entertainment for Dhena who is currently only a true housewife who spends her daily time in the house. Even though it only goes back and forth between the well, the kitchen, and the mattress.

"No na ... no na ....!" Shouted Fathan three-year-old boy while running around asking to be pursued, when invited to take a bath by Dhena, saw his daughter's polah like that Dhena so smiled to herself.

Perhaps because of the frequent viewing of the animated film Upin-Ipin from Malaysia on television, which aired three times a day. Morning, noon, and at night, such as a schedule for taking medication.

Fathan never misses his favorite show.

Until the everyday language he used always imitated the Upin-Ipin language, et al.

Though the two parents used everyday at home Indonesian mixed Sundanese.

If he sees his father going out of the house, he enthusiastically says.

"Dad, son of kemaneu?" Fathan want to come, boeh?" tanyanya, while running towards the father.

Again fun playing alone, suddenly in jailin same Dhena spontaneous he said.

"Kacaunyeeu .. ish this you, Mama ....!"

While playing the bike in front of the house, he cheered cheerfully.

"Seronoknyeu .. main beysikel ni ..."

Sometimes his mother was called Akak ferang, he thought his maman Kak Ros, who became his brother Upin-Ipin.

His father called him Atuk'.

One day, when Dhena was berjibaku with a mountain of iron that had been left to towering for a week, like a child of Mount Krakatau.

Suddenly Fathan said, "Mama, Mama ... Fatih nak ABCD." read (ei bi si di).

"Owh, Fathan wants to learn to read, ask ABCD?" ask the mama while khusyu' with his iron.

"Later if Dad comes home from work, Fathan can ask for his ABCD buyin yes, all taped to the wall for Fathan to learn to read," Dhena explained.

Dhena thought that her son asked for a poster written by ABCD-Z for learning to read, which many sold equally brothers at the fifth leg.

"No! Maite ....!" Fathan wants an ABCD that has a bowl like a spoon!" the door was again stingy.

Dhena so dizzy seven circumference, why, ABCD use the same bowl spoon, anyway?

Dhena tried to think hard, but did not find what her baby meant. Not willing to take the risk, Dhena finally agreed.

Instead of his son crying shock roll-crossing, could-can his hypnotic task that he again worked abandoned.

A few days later, when Dhena was busy folding new clothes lifted from the clothesline, Fathan as usual was engrossed in his favorite impressions.

Dhena saw in the show, it turns out that Upin-Ipin again ate food in the form of a bowl of mixed ice, using a spoon.

"Owalaah .. it turns out that ABCD that Fathan has been asking for is not ABCD in the form of a poster for learning to read tho?"

ABCD stands for, however,

Ice Stone Mix Durian.

Thus, Dhena's days with her little family were filled with happiness and warmth. Hariz is a good father and is always there for Fathan, as well as being a warm and romantic husband for Dhena, his wife.

Now Dhena's happiness can be achieved and felt again after he managed to go through and through the trials in the household that almost made him give up and despair. But, because of his patience and toughness so that he can get through it until happiness comes to him.

If he had put forward his selfishness maybe now Fathan can not feel the affection of the figure of the father. Being a child victim of broken home as experienced by Dhena as a child until he grew up. And it was so painful and incised so many wounds in his heart that he carried into adulthood.

For that Dhena was determined in her heart. Bitter and as bad as any situation in his household he intends to defend and fight for the integrity of his small family. So that his children do not feel how it feels to grow and develop from a broken home family. Because it will always be seen as trivial and one eye by friends, family and people around. Dhena doesn't want that bad thing until it's experienced by Fathan.

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After performing the dawn prayer still with a mask Dhena seen sobbing on the prayer mat. Dhena approached the husband trying to spill all the rubble in his chest.

"Mas, what if I get pregnant again?" she asked Hariz who did not know that Dhena was pregnant with their second child.

"Yes, not how. If it has been given yes, it must be accepted," replied Hariz later.

"But the problem is that I'm not ready to get pregnant yet, Mom." Dhena answered still while sobbing. She was overwhelmed with her second pregnancy at the moment.

"Why? Kan, there's her husband" Hariz said.

"I was still traumatized when I gave birth to Fathan, our first child, Mas. I can't imagine having to endure such excruciating pain."

"Yes, how else, time has to be aborted, right, it's impossible. It's a big sin."

"Yes, but I'm not ready, Mom."

Hariz felt confused as if he had run out of sense to calm and greet his wife. He said again, "You whatever and whatever the ordinances of God we must be able to live them. Is not pregnancy also a decree from God? Why should we be worried and afraid? We must be sure that God will give us strength and ease if we rely and surrender to Him." Long Hariz tried to give understanding to the wife.

Hearing such advice and explanation from her husband Dhena could only feel a calmness in her heart. His little heart justifies all that Hariz has just said. She also tried to accept her pregnancy. Though still filled with doubt and fear in his heart.

"But there's one thing that's still stuck in my heart, ma'am."

"What thing?"

"Far the day before this pregnancy, I often had dreams if we were given a special needs child, Mas. I'm really worried that it'll come true if we have another child." Dhena expressed a sense of fear and worry that had been disturbing his mind.

"Well, that's, right, just an ordinary dream. Just a sleeping flower."

"I'm sure I used to dream a lot. And it really all happened, right? You have a wife besides me?" dhena Cecar.