
"Wake up, Mom?" when I opened my eyes, my husband was sitting on the sofa. "It's a shame, Mas again relaxes the legs, make preparations to the bathroom," said Mas Al. "Dear help, baby, to the bathroom?" I got closer to the sofa sitting next to Mas Al, Mas Al spread his arms. I welcome her warm embrace, ahhh .. so sweet. "No need, baby, please just get a stick, let the mas itself into the bathroom" with a smile. Ah yes that's Mas Al, always do not want to bother. I nodded my head, then went to get a stick to help support one's aching leg. The leg of Mas Al is sick one is the left, said the doctor was due to the influence of excessive chemical pesticides that cause calcium absorption is not absorbed properly. In the treatment of plants, it is inevitable to have to struggle with pesticides. It's been 1 year Mas Al rest at home.
We have argued that the husband is no longer farming as usual, the land is only planted with cassava that does not need extra care, but the result is also less, the price of cheap cassava is equivalent to cheap and easy care. "It's Mas" I gave you the stick."Thank you dear" with teased mas Al to the bathroom.
Seeing that sight was not able to stand it, falling also my tears without his knowledge. I immediately wiped my tears with the back of my own hand before Mas Al came out of the bathroom. Astagfirullah ..ku elus my chest that is crowded see and accompany Mas Al pain feels chest tightness, although Mas Al always looks strong but lately I often see Mas Al looking moody. There is no regret at all to marry Mas Al, there is only gratitude, may Allah immediately lift Mas Al's disease.
"Hi, why daydream?" while stroking my head. It turns out Mas Al has been in front of me, whether since when I did not realize it because it was so fun daydreaming. "No, Mas. I just thought about what I'd cook," with a clumsy smile. "Yes, take a shower first. Mas to the mosque first yes, dear," said Mas Al. "Yes, Mum."
After finishing the bath directly at dawn prayer I did not forget to pray for my family, may my family become a family that is sadinah, mawadah, warohmah. Where the picture of a husband and wife relationship based on love and compassion for the achievement of a household that provides peace of life.
After the prayer, I pick cassava leaves behind the house that is deliberately planted for daily vegetable needs. Cooked whatever the family likes, just boiled for lalap eaten with good sambal, in good coconut milk, stir-fry can be processed in many ways. And said nutrition experts who clearly have high nutritional value. The fried fish. Finished cook anaku wake up.ah yes my son is now 4 years old. Allah has blessed the obedient, obedient child. Her name is Alia .. curly-haired girl who says people don't know who .. wkwkwk. Originally her father curly hair, only her hair is always trimmed down to ½ cm, like the army style so, never long. So people don't know .. Just ask what they want to say. The most important thing for us is the trust between husband and wife.
"The pretty one wakes up alone, MashaAllah is smart" I kissed her puffed cheeks. "Yes bun .. adek wake up sendili. Where's dad Bun?"
"What's unfortunately father, is awake apparently, here the same father is sitting here" Alia went straight to where her father was sitting in the dining room.
"Dad's son takes a bath first, do you want to be the same Daddy what mother?"
"Let's be with mom. I just wait here" Advice from the doctor Mas Al can move but should not be tired, it's one way to get sick quickly healthy.
"Come, beautiful we take a bath first let it smell, not smell asem," holding your child's tiny hands.
"Well, now it's fragrant father's son."
"Yes, Dad. Adek already halum," Alia curly-haired limp type so it looks very funny, MasyaAllah. My friends when I met my son always had a good look at his hair.
"Come on, let's eat first. Adek do not forget to read the prayer to eat it," At the age of 4 years Alia has eaten alone even though the results yaaaa don't ask any rice everywhere. But for us it's okay, the child's stage of learning. "Bismillahillahmanillahim, yes ,Bun."
"Yes, baby, thank you. Always understand, always supprt mas. Be careful not to speed",
"Haha. The road is so rich" I laughed at the rich riverbed. The paved from the front of the house is only half the way. "You yes, if you say so" While stroking the top of my head well wrapped in a hijab. "Yes, dear Al, thank you. Assalamualaikum"
"Wa'alaikumussallam warohmatullahi wabarokatuh"....
after the departure of his wife Al pensive, "Will my wife continue to survive with my current condition that is no longer earning, astagfirullah.
"Come on deck, we play in the back" "Come on, ready dad",
Arriving at school at 07:00, the entrance hour 07:15 is not too late. Immediately greeted my students with their passion towards me. Ah this world is what I want, although being a teacher of Wiyata Bhakti salary is not much, but there is pleasure, tranquility when meeting them. Step into the office at the end of the corridor.
"Assynolt," ..."Wa'alaikumussallam, compact answer from my teaching colleague"
My seat is next to Sintia friends 1 campus. Sintia is a place to share stories, but when it comes to the lack of a husband at this time I never tell anyone. A man's self-esteem is able to provide a living, the condition is now that the husband can no longer provide a living. Let me keep my husband's pride in this story.
If you say I'm a wife who is always tough, it's a lie. I am fragile, full of tears. Obviously sometimes the thought of how later. My salary is not enough for the necessities of life. Savings have been thinned for treatment and living costs during mas Al sick. I always pray "Yes, God has enabled us to get through this"
I can accept Mas Al when I succeed, I also have to be able to accompany Mas Al konsisi now. Occasionally negative thoughts arise, but I immediately dismiss those thoughts. I also have to be able to manage the current finances if you follow the previous habits will be minus. You really need to be able to fasten your belt.
During the break I got a letter from the Principal to join the seminar with Mr. Abid who I know the teacher flirtatious pressed me and badly again requires a stay for 2 nights. Directly to Mas Al, what about Mas Al later. Usually Mas Al will object if there is an event involving together with Mr. Abid. Bismillah I hope Mas Al doesn't think anything.
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