THE CHOICE IN MY LIFE
SECTION 34
“I have to go home, Dera. Let go of me.” Pinta Gilang's
“Don't Pak . .just stay at Dera.” Pinta Dera with spoiled. Dera wrapped her arms around Gilang and hugged her tightly on her bed. Both of them were covered in blankets.
“Tia will be looking for me. From earlier my phone just kept vibrating.”
“Let him alone. The important thing is that Mr. Gilang remains here to accompany Dera. Mr Gilang loves me, right?” ask Dera spoiledly. His hands began to touch Gilang's stomach. It starts from the chest and slowly goes down.
“I will answer with satisfaction I will give you, naughty girl!” nervous Gilang on the girl who deliberately provoked her flame. For the umpteenth time, the two men sinned.
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“New home, Mas?” tanya Tia suddenly in the darkness of her room, it makes Gilang surprised because he thinks that his wife is definitely asleep.
“You surprised me, Tia. Why are you sitting in a chair with lights out?” Gilang turned on his room light and approached his wife, trying to touch her.
“Away from me! Don't touch me before answering my question, Mas!” tia said with a sharp look in her eyes. He was shocked, never met the figure of Tia he was facing at this time.
“What's the reason tonight? Overworking? Or are you hugging your little girl?”
Glazed stood up from his seat, he was angry from feeling unbelievable. “You suspect me? You don't trust me? Didn't you always say you'd always believe me?”
“You deserve that suspicion, Mas. Just look at your behavior these past few weeks. I was curious about someone else's wife. Is it still as calm as I am?”
“And please do not be too blatant if cheating behind my back, at least hide ***** that is on your neck it.” Tia's eyes were so scary.
Gilang directly covered his neck with his hands, “Why did you suddenly provoke a quarrel with me? This . . . It's just itching because it's bitten by a mosquito, after all it's also three in the morning, Tia. You should as a good wife, pay more attention to your husband who is exhausted from work.” Gilang tried to shift the subject. Gilang knew who Tia meant by the little girl.
“I? Fishing fights?” Tia rolled her eyes as if in disbelief, “See your phone? How many times have I called you, Mom? How many times have I sent you a short message? Is there one you're replying to? No, Mas!” Tia yelling. He did not care anymore if his in-laws and sister-in-law heard his screams.
“You know what I went through today? Today was so hard for me.” Tia paused for a moment to regulate her emotions so as not to explode bigger, “You know? Your beloved sister and mama blatantly cornered me, they treated me like trash in this house. But all that I accept is that you are by my side, Mas. But look. When I need you, you can't even reach.” Her tears started to drip.
“Consider if today you are overtime, but as busy as it is, can't tell your wife at home, Mas! But what I feel is that you've started betraying me, ma'am. You cheated!”
“That's because of you!” bentak Gilang's.
“Because you can't give me offspring. You can't give me a child. You barren woman!”
Ngiiiinnggg . . . Tia's head suddenly buzzed violently because of the speech she had just listened to. Gilang's words had destroyed all his defenses. His heart felt a great pain. Someone he once loved, had now turned to attack him.
“It turns out like that's your assessment of me. You're no different than them, Mom. And you have admitted that you have cheated behind my back.” Tia tried to hold back her crying that wanted to flow again. She did not want her tears to fall for someone who did not appreciate her.
“Really! I've been in a relationship with Dera. We also have sex like a husband and wife. He's more charming. Dera thought more about my satisfaction in a way . .”
“Enough, Mas! I don't want to hear that disgusting story. Keep that for both of you. I don't think you love me anymore. But I want to ask for the last time.”
“You chose to come back to me and leave the woman, or choose to end our marriage.” Tia gave me a choice.
“I can't leave Dera, she's already given everything for me.” Reply Gilang calmly.
“Then I? Did I not give everything for you, Mas?”
Gilang did not answer the question posed by Tia. He just fell silent while lowering his face.
“I already know your choice. So we better split up.” Tia stepped into her wardrobe, she took her suitcase down and put all the clothes in it.
“Where are you going?” ask Gilang.
Tia paused for a moment and turned to face Gilang, “You didn't think that I would stay here instead, after what just happened.” Tia continued her work again.
“Stay at this house and don't go anywhere.” Gilang Order.
Although his heart was very sick, but there was still a speck of hope that Gilang would apologize and choose him rather than the woman he cheated on. However Gilang was his first love that he fought with all his heart.
“Later in the morning, we meet mama. You have to say goodbye to mama.”
Done already. A speck of hope has died in reality. Lovers who once wanted him so much, so highly esteemed themselves, now easily succumb to the sacred promise they had made. Gilang and Tia's marriage was only able to survive in the first year because of the temptation that was not able to cross the barrier.
Crossed out of his room, he made absolutely no attempt to persuade his wife to remain calm and stay by his side. Tia felt intense pain in her head. After finishing packing all her things, Tia chose to lie down for a while on her bed before morning. She needs energy and common sense to face her in-laws and sister-in-law tomorrow morning.