The Incomplete Love
Be late

The next day Thoriq was on his way to his house with Qiara. He did not send any messages or contact Qiara. Didn't even ask Qiara. It was precisely Thoriq waiting for Qiara to apologize to him and Hanna.

“Why are you now so stubborn Qia. Where is the gentle and loving Qiara? Why don't you apologize when you've hurt Hanna and Mas's child-to-be?” He said while hitting the steering wheel.

Arriving in front of the house, Thoriq saw Qiara's car still in the garage.

“Qiara, Qiara, where are you? Mas need to talk. Qiara ..”

Thoriq looked around.

“It's seven o'clock and the curtain hasn't opened?” He felt that Qiara no longer knew Qiara.

“Qiara, Qiara ..”

Thoriq went into the room. The bed is neat.

“Qia ..” He opened the empty bathroom door.

Thoriq began to panic.

“Qiara!”

Thoriq went out into the empty kitchen. In a hurry he called the woman who was still his first wife.

Number is inactive.

“Qia, don't mess around. Quit Qiara, we have to talk.”

Thoriq passed the dinner table, saw two envelopes bearing his name as well as a USB and a spare laptop that Qiara would sometimes use if he owned one.

Open the envelope placed at the top.

Thoriq, I'm Thoriq,

Last week Qia installed CCTV in the dining room and living room area. Qia please do want to look at the file that has been saved on USB.

The original file is in the CCTV HOME MONITORING desktop application. Password our anniversary. Check the time stamp to know that this recording is not edited.

Qiara

Thoriq turned on the laptop and installed the USB. He opened the only file there.

Thoriq carefully observed the footage of the incident. He also listened to the conversations captured by the camera.

From the recording there are 3 angles. One faced Hanna, the second faced Qiara, and the other from the direction of the dining room.

Thoriq could hear the conversation between Hanna and Qiara. How tenderly yet piercingly Hanna apologized for entering into the marriage of Thoriq and Qiara.

Through the footage Thoriq was able to see the expression of grief that Qiara was trying to hide. The entire time, Qiara's eyes looked wistful. His first wife repeatedly sighed.

“Qia ..” he said.

Then Hanna told her pregnancy lightly without considering Qiara's feelings. Qiara's fingers trembled as Hanna showed something in her hape.

Then Thoriq saw Qiara rise up to the room to retrieve the eucalyptus oil that Hanna asked for. Thoriq saw his car get into the carport.

Thoriq frowned looking at Hanna who was settling down and sitting on the front floor of the dining table.

Qiara who had just come out of the room was shocked and immediately helped Hanna. Then Thoriq saw himself coming in. Horrified to hear how Hanna accuses Qiara of pushing her.

Thoriq's hand covered his gaped mouth when he saw that he did not want to hear Qiara's explanation and then twice slapped and pushed him with all his might.

Thoriq stared in horror at how Qiara tried to dodge but instead fell down and his stomach hit the end of the living room table hard. Qiara groaned in pain.

“Astaghfirullah ..”

Recorded out.

The male body was trembling. Two days he did not ask Qiara for news. Two days he believes that his Qiara has turned into an evil woman out of jealousy for Hanna.

Turns out Hanna's the villain here. Hanna has cast a heinous slander upon Qiara.

Even when one of the doctors proposed to report Qiara to the police after hearing Hanna's story, Thoriq thought of following her advice.

Thoriq's body trembled.

“Qia .. Qia, where are you Darling?” Thoriq's voice shook.

He called Qiara's number.

“Inactive number.”

This meant that Qiara was no longer using the number, not just his hape died for some reason.

Thoria saw there was a second letter. With a trembling finger opened the envelope.

Dear Mas Thoriq,

First of all, Qia apologized for Qia leaving without asking permission.

Second, Qia apologized for breaking the promise to tell Mas that Qia could not stand it.

Qia pamit ya Mas's. It seems like only up to here we are fooling. Qia was unable to accept Mas and Hanna's marriage, but Qia could not accept seeing Mas as the dzolim husband between Qia and Hanna.

Mas, be happy with Hanna and your son. Qia will try to be sincere. Let Qia also knit a new dream and seek happiness on the path that Qia takes.

Thank you for twelve happy months. Twelve months in which Mas belonged only to Qia.

Sorry Qia because certainly Qia much wrong Mas.

Thoriq covered his face unable to continue reading the farewell letter from Qiara. The man was crying. He mentioned his wife's name repeatedly.

“Don't Qia, don't stay Mas. Sorry Mas ..”

Tears continued to fall from the netra Thoriq.

He was forced to read a letter from Qiara.

Mas, later there will be a lawyer Qia who will take care of the divorce. Ah divorce. No doubt, our marriage will reach this point.

But Qia has never been the wife of Mas. Qia will only remember the happiness with Mas and try to forget all the sadness. Qia prayed that if one day we meet again, we can laugh at this incident. Without suffering and wounds.

Greetings Grandpa Grandma, sorry Qia left without saying goodbye. But there is a heart and a self to be guarded.

Good bye, Mom. Qia prayed that Mas would always be healthy and happy.

Qiara Anjani's

Thoriq's body was weak. The bones are not able to support the weight. His head lowered, reading over and over again the letter from Qiara.

Thoriq got up and walked towards the room. The man fell down.

“Qia, don't go,” stuffing.

Being forced to stand up and step towards the Qiara wardrobe. Open that closet. His face pias found his wife's closet empty. There were only a few clothes that Thoriq remembered were his gifts.

“Qia, as sick as that until there is not a single item from Mas that you carry.”

Thoriq sat on the bedside. He felt the side of Qiara's place. Down the head to the pillow, inhaled fragrant lotion that is still attached there.

A week ago he was still making love to Qiara in this bed. A week ago, he promised to take care of a heart that had been hurt so deeply.

Thoriq stared at his right hand, the hand he had used to slap both of Qiara's cheeks and push him. He got up and beat the wall with the hand he had used to hurt Qiara. He doesn't care anymore. It turned out that he still loved Qiara so deeply.

Thoriq heeded the pain that was not comparable to the pain that was given to his first wife.

With injured and shaking hands, he turned on the desktop, opened the CCTV app and re-played the incident two days ago.

Back he saw how Qiara was trying to endure the sadness of hearing every word that came out of Hanna's mouth. Until Qiara fell down after her stomach hit the end of the guest table. He said it was punishment for bad women.

Thoriq grabbed her hair, rubbing her face violently. How cruel she was to the woman who had let her husband share the bed with another woman.

The recording continues. Thoriq was stunned to see the face of Qiara who was patiently holding back the pain. Ask for help mixing ******* tahlil. How Qiara tried to get up but fell back. While she had gone far away from Qiara to take Hanna to the hospital.

Qiara's cries weakened until the neighbors finally arrived. Thoriq gasped to see Qiara's paper-white face unconscious as she was carried by the mothers who swiftly helped. His body is weak.

“Qiara, my Qiar, do I still deserve to call him my Qiar? I've been so cruel. Even these two days I deliberately punished by not contacting you at all,” Thoriq regretted.

“Mas will find you Qiara. He will beg for mercy. I don't want to separate from you.”

Thoriq called Dhanu's number. Not lifted.

Marianas. Directed.

Alyas. Not lifted.

Sabrina. Directed.

Cherish. Not lifted.

The last time he contacted Fauzan, Ella's husband.

“Assalamualaykum Price. Your wife has a story about Qiara?”

“Waalaykumussalam, no Bro. Why is your wife?”

“Gue makes a big mistake with Qiara.”

“Ella says nothing. Semalem is just as gang as they gather but like regular gathering just tuh.”

“Bro please see Ella lu tanyain yes. I did not pick up the phone from earlier. Sorry I'm calling bini lu.”

“Ntar I asked. Bro I was going to unplug.” Fauzan terminated the phone call.

Ella who was standing next to her husband showed a photo of Qiara with a swollen and bruised face.

“Thoriq has gone too far. Relax Dek, Brother will not say anything with him.”

“Abang never duain Adek. Later Adek will cut the Brother bird! It doesn't matter if Adek goes to jail. The important thing is you can't talk anymore. Remember that! Adek is not Qiara whose heart is as wide as the ocean.”

Fauzan bergidig hears of his wife's threat. Unknowingly his hand moved shutting the wound.

***

Thoriq headed to the hospital where Dhanu, his sister-in-law, practiced. He was sure Qiara was taken there last night.

On arrival he headed for Dhanu's practice room.

“Mas, Mas Dhanu,” call Thoriq as soon as he sees his sister-in-law getting into the elevator.”

Thoriq believed Dhanu heard it, but his brother-in-law shut the elevator door instead.

“Aaaargh!”

Thoriq headed to Dhanu's practice room.

“Suster, is Doctor Dhanu inside? My sister-in-law, would like to meet for a moment.”

“Oh must appointment.”

“I don't need a checkup, Sister. Please, I need to talk to Doctor Dhanu.”

“Sorry sir, can see for yourself the patient of Doctor Dhanu has a lot. They're in line from the morning, you know, sir.”

“Suster, please. Dhanu! Mas Dhanu!” Suddenly Thoriq screamed in a commotion. He was already upset because he wanted to meet his wife.

Two security men came to drive out Thoriq who continuously shouted calling his brother-in-law.

“Pak please don't make a fuss. If you want to check please make an appointment. If it's a personal matter, please resolve it outside the hospital.”

Thoriq roughly pulled his hand which was still blocked by two large-bodied security.

He called his brother-in-law back. And I don't know for the umpteenth time it was direct.

After failing, he walked to the ER. Two security followed suit. Prepare to eject if he returns to troublemaking.

“Morning sisters. Last night my wife went to the ER, her name was Qiara Anjani.”

“Who was his name? And what is your relationship with the patient?”

“Qiara Anjani's. I am her husband.”

The nurse checked the computer, her forehead wrinkled. After a while she replied, “Sorry sir, Ms. Qiara Anjani has signed a request for confidentiality of information including against her husband. Here's the letter please read.”

Thoriq pias's face heard the nurse's explanation. He read the confidentiality request his wife made.

It was so deep in the wound that Thoriq made that Qiara did not want to be in contact with him anymore. Thoriq rubbed the signature of Qiara, imagining that he was stroking the back of his wife's hand.

“But how is my wife's condition?”

“Patient Qiara is home, so Father free find here.”

One thing that made Thoriq relieved was that Qiara had been handled well and was already allowed to go home.

“Good Sister, I understand.”

Thoriq passed by to the parking lot. In the lobby he heard two sisters talking.

“Lu see the man at the front desk, right? That's her husband the patient who entered the room. Yang mukulin his wife.”

“Oh the bengep semalem?”

“Iya, Kak Feli who fussed visa only until crying. The patient was unconscious for a long time. If possible non-jok me peeling it is a non-use man.”

Regret always comes at the end with great pain. Thoriq sat in his car. You regret everything.

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