The Incomplete Love
Aira Princess Aya

Hanna's house is always crowded with friends who want to see Aira. Several times Thoriq reminded that Aira was not carried by many people because of fear if there was a virus or disease.

Moreover, Thoriq knows, Hanna more often give Aira to baby sitters to be given formula. Hanna said she was uncomfortable because her nipples hurt every feeding.

“Hanna, Aira is the same Yes, in the room. Kasian may want to bobok.”

“Ih Mas, Hanna's friends see Baby Aira. Why was he taken to the room?”

Thoriq smiled kindly at his wife's friends.

“Nothing yes, Aira I brought to the room.”

Without Hanna realizing it, all her friends melted to see Thoriq's smile and immediately nodded. Without waiting for an answer, Thoriq carried Aira to his room.

In Thoriq's room take off the bedong and play with Baby Aira. The murottal groove sounds soothing. Baby Aira laughs.

“Aira, Aya love you.”

Thoriq secretly calls himself Aya if only alone with Aira. He knew Hanna wanted Aira to call him Papa.

“Aya will always take care of Aira.”

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Thoriq had just come home from the office when he heard Aira crying in the room.

“Bu Darsih! What did you do to my son?”

Baby sitter named Bu Darsih was aghast. He was about to give sleeping pills to calm Aira down.

“Out! Hanna! Hanna!” Thoriq took Aira from Bu Darsih's frightened sling. The medicine was bought at the drug store. The dose is very small to make the babies he cared for always calm. It has never been discovered, until now.

“Pak, it's a safe dosage medicine for babies,” he said in self-defense.

“Shut up! Where is this mother anyway? Hanna!” Shouted Thoriq.

“Mother goes from the same morning. To Bandung he said to go home a little night,” sahut Bik Isah, his ART.

“Bu Darsih, I will report you to the police!”

“Ampun, Sir. I didn't mean bad. I love Non Aira. It's a cure just to calm down, not for anything.” Ms. Darsih was terrified.

Thoriq's eyes looked up at the middle-aged woman.

“Bik Isah, call security complex. Take care of this guy. I want to take Aira to the doctor first.”

Kalut, Thoriq took a car and headed to the nearest hospital. He was admitted to the IGD reporting that his son was given the drug by his baby sitter. Thoriq had taken the rest of the drug so it was immediately examined by the hospital lab.

“Thoriq..”

“Mas Dhanu! Please son Thoriq, Mas, baby sitternya love medicine is not clear. Thoriq did not know how long Aira had been given the drug. Mas Dhanu, please son Thoriq.”

Dhanu as one of the senior doctors on duty at the IGD directly ordered the nurse to check Aira's blood.

“Who is your child's name and how old is he?”

“Kamelia Aira Princess Thoriq. Aira's calling. Today is three months old, Mas.”

Dhanu was stunned to hear the name of Thoriq's son. He glanced at the unconscious man who actually had two children.

“Where's his mother? Aira should be breastfed a lot so that any substance comes out through urine.”

“My wife is out of town, Mas,” said Thoriq lirih.

“Hmm ... Sister, ask the milk that is usually given to Baby Aira, make it immediately. Thoriq, I'll check into the lab. You are here aja.”

“Good, Mas.” Thoriq sat on Aira's bed, which was now calm and cool looking at the lights.

“Aira, sorry Aya who neglected to take care of you.”

Thoriq called Hanna. There was laughter from some women as Hanna picked up the phone.

“Hanna where are you?”

“Iih, Mas, santuy. Hanna otw from Bandung was looking for healing.”

“Lost hiling, nih Aira is given the same calm medicine as Bu Darsih. Checked at Meditama Hospital. You're here!”

Hanna flinched, there was guilt going into her heart.

“Mas Aira condition how?”

“Again checked. Where are you?”

“Still in Pasteur.”

“What time is this Hanna, eight o'clock at night you are still in Bandung leaving children?”

“Mas, from the past will always say it's the baby Mas, yes now take care of dong!” Snappy Hanna lost her patience.

Thoriq. His eyes looked at the little baby who was still moving. Unwilling to argue he hung up on Hanna.

“Aira darling, from now on Aya will take care of you.” Thoriq held Aira and gave her the milk that IGD sisters had made.

Aira suckles voraciously, her eyes closed sometimes open before finally falling asleep. After that, Thoriq skillfully positioned Aira so that she burped, then put her to bed again.

From afar Dhanu observes her former sister-in-law who affectionately looks after her daughter.

“Will you be able to love Kala like you love Aira?”

Dhanu received the lab results. He insisted on reading it and came to Thoriq.

“Mas, how have the results come out Aira?”

“New substance check given. This is a kind of calm medicine. We do not know the dose given. From the naked eye it looks like Aira's condition is good, but later it will be confirmed with blood results. For a long-term impact it is uncertain now, but my advice, many give Aira ASI to build her immune system. Aira drink ASI?”

Dhanu. He knows how Qiara struggles to have enough ASI for Kala. Qiara had to work. After all her sister will wake up to breastfeed Kala.

Dhanu approached Aira. His facial line is similar to Kala's. The characteristic features of a split chin like his father are also seen.

“Hai Aira, this is Uncle Dhanu. You'll be fine, the mistress is pinter, yes.”

After that, Dhanu left father and baby.

“Mas Dhanu, thank you. Mmm ... Mas, how is Qiara?”

Dhanu smiled holding onto Thoriq's shoulder. “Don't think about Qiara, focus on your family. I stay later there will be a pediatrician who handles Aira.”

Thoriq nodded weakly.

He sat down next to the sleeping Aira.

“How can I not think of Qiara. Hope meeting him one day was the only thing that kept me going, her inner” with a long sigh.

After waiting for about an hour, the pediatrician came to inform Dhanu of the lab results.

“We found no signs of intoxication or instantaneous effects of sedatives. Just pay attention if there is vomiting, diarrhea, or the baby is not calm for 24 hours immediately bring it here. Keep giving ASI. Psychologically, multiply hold the baby and talk, because it will give you peace.”

“Good, doctor. How about formula milk?” Thoriq asked as Hanna did not look excited about breastfeeding Aira.

“Usahakan more ASI than the suffra. If you work, try to pump milk and then keep it in the freezer. Are there any more questions? Otherwise, Aira could already go home to rest at home. Definitely more comfortable at home.”

Thoriq hesitated to leave Aira.

“You take care of the administration. I'm not having any patients so I can take care of Aira,” cetus Dhanu who has finished helping patients.

“Thank you, drop Aira yes, Mas. Thank you.”

Dhanu saw Thoriq weed his daughter's cheeks slowly before heading towards the cashier counter.

Baby Aira was sleeping, her face looked peaceful. Sometimes smiling in sleep.

“Qia, Mas hope many help you keep Kalandra there.”

At home, Ms. Darsih was taken to the police station. Thoriq put Aira to sleep in a baby box in her bedroom.

Thoriq changed diapers and Aira's clothes, then draped his telon minya. He then asked Bik Isah if Hanna kept ASI in the freezer.

Since Hanna was not pumping her milk, Thoriq took out a sufor kit and hot water flask along with the bottles.

In the room he looked at Aira who was still asleep. Shortly after Aira's birth, Thoriq decides to go to bed with Hanna. He wanted to encourage Hanna to breastfeed Aira. But Hanna refused, saying the stitches hurt more if breastfeeding.

Thoriq also sees Hanna busier with hape than keeping Aira. Eventually the desire faded by itself. Aira sleeps with Thoriq more often. Then he bought a baby box and placed it near his bed. Thoriq did not mind waking up several times each night to give milk to Aira.

In the morning, he handed Aira over to Hanna. Without knowing that Hanna often entrust Aira to Bu Darsih after Thoriq to the office.

Thoriq looked at the wall clock. It was eleven o'clock, and he had not eaten. He sent a message to Hanna:

Aira's home. Go home. Please save ASI for Aira.

The answer from Hanna came straight in:

Okay, Mas. It's still on toll. Continue to anterin two of Hanna's friends first, yes.

Hungry, the man went out to look for food. Bik Isah came out of his room and made fried rice with a plump egg. Hanna didn't ask him to cook because he was relying on the intercollegiate screen order.

“Thank you, Bik, sorry nights so cook.”

“Nothing, Sir. Abis this Mr. rest, let Bibik who is waiting for Bu Hanna.”

“Good, Bik.”

Thoriq finished the fried rice with a flatulence while occasionally frowning because his headache relapsed.

After eating, he still survives to wait for Hanna. With a headache, he waited for his wife.

Almost twelve o'clock Hanna got home.

“Eh I'm home, tomorrow we'll make another appointment yes, Say ..” Hanna ended her phone saw Thoriq sitting waiting for her.

“Assalamualaykum, Mas,” he said while kissing Thoriq's hand.

“Waalaykumussalam, you clean and keep looking Aira.”

“Aira is okay, right? Earlier Hanna bosen continued to food preparation to Bandung.”

“Hanna, Aira is only a few months old, and you also do not have to go to Bandung if you want to release bosen.”

“So, where is Hanna going? Did Thoriq think that Hanna was going? Don't you? In Mas Thoriq's mind there was only Qiara, Qiara, Qiara!” Reply Hanna with a high tone.

Thoriq sighed, it was not wrong what Hanna said.

“This is all because of Mas Thoriq who could not move on from Qiara! Until the child Hanna was born was given the name Aira. Don't think Hanna isn't so good!”

Thoriq's head pulsates.

“Hanna, that love can't be forced. Mas has tried Hanna, forgive Mas if until now there has been no love for you. And as for Aira's name, it's up to you to call her by another name. But make Mas my son still Aira.”

Feeling his head getting sicker, Thoriq was about to end his argument.

“Sorry, but I hope you can pay more attention to Aira. I want to rest first.”

Thoriq got up from his chair, only a few steps he suddenly fell.

“Mas Thoriq!” Peek Hanna.

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