
Riana shook her head while crying as she pleased. He did not expect Pramudya to know his life so far.
"I don't go Ri, until you get married I'm always near you. Even though I can't be with you, always making sure you're okay has made me calm" Pramudya said.
Riana could not say a word. He's really speechless.
"I'm sorry I didn't have time to apologize Ri. Even if I knew as much as any apology from me, I wouldn't be able to make you forgive me. I will accept it with great heart, because I know it's all my fault" he continued.
"It took me 4 years to be ready and be able to tell all this. At that time my condition was difficult. Suddenly my parents canceled to go to Surabaya. I was asked to marry Papa's friend's son as soon as possible. The condition of the company at that time was almost collapsed, the company's finances were very morat marit, billions of debts in several banks that made Papa forced to agree to my arranged marriage with his friend's son who would help pay off the company's debt. I have no choice Ri, my position is very difficult" Pramudya explained.
Riana smiled cynically.
"Yes, this company is indeed much more valuable than me. You chose the right path" said Riana.
"Sorry Ri, once again I'm really sorry. Only an apology can I say even if I know it won't change your view of me" Pramudya said.
Without answering a word, Riana got up and stood up. He stepped away.
"Ri" call Pramudya.
Riana stopped her steps without turning away.
"I'm glad I told you everything. I won't force you to forgive me, because if I were in your position I might do the same for someone like me. But, this sense is still here Ri. There are still to this day. It's not that I'm on purpose, he's not leaving. But let me feel, maybe it's punishment for me. I hope you are always happy" Pramudya said again.
Riana's tears escaped back dripping without being able to be held. He closed his eyes and took a breath to try to neutralize the feelings of anger and disappointment that came back.
Riana stepped her foot back towards the door. But suddenly his head was dizzy, his vision was blurry, then dark.
Pramudya immediately panicked to see Riana who was crying while staggering, and he caught the body of Riana who fell unconscious.
"Ri, Riana" he said as he patted Riana's cheek softly.
Pramudya immediately got up and carried Riana's body onto the sofa. He rushed to call his secretary to tell Diko who was in the lobby.
While waiting for Diko to come, he saw the face of Riana who now belonged to someone else. The face that always made her heart cool, the beautiful face that had not changed since the moment she knew him, the face that she should have seen every day accompanied her life. But now all the memories remain, which he must erase and begin to forget.
Suddenly Pramudya flinched and moved away when there was the sound of footsteps approaching.
Diko came in a panic and immediately approached Riana.
"Honey, get up, baby" call Diko while stroking Riana's hair-friendly.
Pramudya tried to turn away and did not see the scene. Honestly there was a very painful feeling in his chest.
"What is this really about?" ask Diko.
"Sorry sir, Miss Riana fainted when she wanted to leave the room" Pramudya replied calmly.
"We've called the doctor, and the doctor will be here soon" he continued.
"I will take my wife to the hospital immediately" said Diko while lifting Riana's body from the sofa.
"Okay sir, my secretary will participate and will take care of all his administration" Pramudya said again
"Sorry, No need, thank you" said Diko refused politely.
"Okay sir, I apologize for the inconvenience" he said again.
Pramudya immediately instructed his secretary and some other employees to help Diko get Riana to the car.
He saw from a distance the back of Diko who lifted Riana and was walking into the elevator. He took a deep breath, his heart was really sad. Because of her, Riana was shocked to faint. In her heart she prayed that Riana would be fine.