The Invited Heart Guest
CHAPTER 59

After Diko calmed down, Riana opened her voice. Even though he was not willing to speak.

"Honestly this is heavy for me Mas" said Riana slowly.

Diko nodded in understanding.

"I still don't know how to be, honestly from my heart there must be disappointment. This is something I never wanted to hear out of anyone's mouth, especially my own husband. Honestly, I really don't think you've ever done anything that's sorry, but I think it's morally repugnant" she said.

Diko looks increasingly bowed resigned.

"I'm also disappointed why I should know this now, why not from the beginning. It's the same as you trying to frame me first to get into this marriage, and then I know all the facts. As a woman, this is sadistic Mas. Any woman would feel the same if she was in a position like this" Riana said.

Diko raised her head then looked towards Riana trying to find a gap of hope for her.

"But everything has happened, and then it can't be repaired, and our marriage has already happened. I think all I have to do now is fix it" he continued.

Diko sparkled a little, he was like hearing a glimmer of hope from his wife's words.

"I also appreciate your efforts to be honest and tell all this. I'm sure it's hard for you" Riana said, glaringly thinking for the good of her marriage.

Diko nodded in agreement.

"But I'm sorry before, I still need time to digest all this. It took me a while to convince myself that everything was going to be okay. I also need time to accept you, after I know that I am not the 'first'" Riana said as both her index and middle fingers formed a gesture of quotes.

Again Diko nodded. He promised to be airy in this, because he really knew that he was wrong.

"I'll wait for you until you're ready, and I'll accept you with all my mistakes. But one thing, believe me that I will always strive to be better, including as your husband" Diko replied sincerely.

Riana just sighed. He hoped that what Diko said was something he could prove.

"Hmm, but later when we're not at Mama's house, I want to stay here until I can accept everything" Riana said.

Diko's face immediately changed and showed disapproval.

"Don't Ri, I beg you not to. Please home. You may punish me in any way, you ask us to separate rooms even if I am okay as long as you go home. I don't want us to split the house again like this, I don't want to. Help you go home with me, don't think to go again" asked Diko with a clear face.

"Okay, we split up the room" Riana replied quickly.

Diko could only nod in resignation. In his heart he regretted having mentioned the alternative to splitting the room with Riana. He cursed himself why he spoke without thinking before.

"Yes, but while at Mama's house, we're still one room, right?" ask Diko with a meaningful smile.

"Hmmm" Riana muttered.

Diko smiled with relief, she promised herself to be able to gain Riana's heart and trust again.