The Invited Heart Guest
CHAPTER 57

She hugged Riana until she calmed down and her crying subsided. Until Riana was completely calm and could control herself.

Take a bottle of mineral water located on the bedside nightstand. Given it to Riana to drink to make it more calm and relieved.

"Thank you you for apologizing to me, for the mistake I made to you" said Diko, stroking his wife's hair.

"Hmm, but Ri" he said with a little stammering.

"What's up, Mom?" ask Riana curiously.

"There's still something you need to know" he said.

Riana frowned not understanding.

"I feel like I have to be honest with you, I don't want anything to keep anymore. I want to be relieved Ri' he continued by looking at Riana inside.

"Now I am better prepared for whatever your attitude will be to me. Even if you can't accept it, I'll prove I've changed, I'm much better now" said Diko who increasingly confused Riana.

"Sorry before I just told you now, I just told you now, even after we just started everything from scratch. I don't intend to ruin everything, but I want to solve it one by one. If I told you before you calmed down, I can't imagine what would happen" she explained.

"But for the sake of Lord Ri, I've changed, even long before we met" he continued.

"Mas, what's going on?" ask Riana worriedly.

"About four years ago, when my company was recently uphill I was once drowning in mischief. Liquor, drugs and even women became my entertainment at the club. And that's almost every night" said Diko.

Riana looked up unexpectedly. He nodded while closing his mouth in disbelief. Seen by Diko's athletic body, Diko is also smart, until now he has never even seen Diko holding liquor.

"Once again I emphasize, it was four years ago" said Diko full emphasis.

"It happened about a year or so, until finally there was one incident that made me aware and responsive to rehab immediately. I helped Joe to rehab, Papa Mama and Tia never knew about it. When I was rehabilitated for about three months, I reasoned to take care of the work out of town" he said.

Again Riana looked in disbelief. He is speechless at the moment.

"The incident that made me realize that was also the thing that made me always in the shadow of guilt towards you. It feels like haunting when I want to get close to you, want to touch you or even show my feelings to you. Because of this I always avoid and I try to be normal to you" explained Diko at length.

Diko started squeezing her hair while sharpening her eyes. It was hard for him to open all of this, especially at Riana. He was afraid that Riana could not accept all this.

"What is it Mas?" asked the impatient and curious Riana.

"I'm sorry Ri, I'm not a good man, who deserves to be paired with you so well" said Diko as she wiped the droplets that fell from the corner of her eyes.

"There have been many women who have slept with me" said Diko with a throat that seemed choked but he still tried to say it.